Yell

WHY AM I NOT BLIND?

I tried around and realised that i was correct. Heads turned when i did that. In the first place their heads would not have turned if they weren't doing what they were doing.

Now, i guess all i can do is treat myself as blind.

Only so then shall i be able to see the truth.

Title

Hey, here i am back again. After much clicking, i am back here! Woot, so what am i supposed to write about?

Ok, to all of you muggers out there. I would like to say you rock. Cause you are so going to own everyone in studies.

To all of you gamers out there. I would like to say you rock too, because you are accompanying me to face the music.

SHIT, back to real business... HOMEWORK. OMGOMGOMG PANIC TIME. DON'T WASTE TIME GO GET YOUR HOMEWORK DONE LIKE RIGHT NOW.

Shit( Busy searching for the homework). Seems like i throw everything away, OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Haiz, see vicious cycle again... I am dead.

If you are reading this blogpost now, i can assure you that you are either going to die with me.

Or you are in poly.

Or you are super smart.

Or you are a stalker.

Or i was wrong about you.

Cheers XD

天天想你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOv6Wx1OWAo&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCH2axGc9fk&feature=related

Oh noooooo, chinese video.... Don't click if you hate chinese. Or rather should i say if you hate chinese just leave this place. Well, if you being a chinese hates the chinese language. Hmm, i don't think i need to explain much more.

After listening to it, think about how many shity singer are out there now. Noise pollution, apparently trying to leech some money.


He told his wife, i am doing this for us. No matter how many times his wife say she do believe in him, i guess it will never be so.

NOOO, not vivo for my birthday celebration. I can already predict that the restaurant we will be going will be charging us like 500 bucks for some shitty food.

After like 2 experience there, i guess there is nothing much left for me to expect there. I would rather go to some chinese restaurant for a simple dinner.

100 percent better i swear.

Sometimes it is not about the food, all i want is just a simple meal!

You

Simply looking at my left hand now.

Hope to be out there to enjoy the wind. However it seems like nothing i wanted ever happens.

I guess christmas is here. I wonder why is it so>? When i was young that feeling towards such season was auto. Like you do not have to even notify me that it is coming. My brain just snap and woot the feeling come.

This applies to Sunday and Saturday as well. It seems like many feelings have gone missing.

I am sorry, but i wanted this post to be happy. However i just can't do it.

Optimistic is certainly not something i excel in, therefore do not put your hopes on me.

If i were to type cheers here, you will think that i have split personality. However, that doesn't really matter since life is short.

Cheers!

-Input a title-

Since i have nothing now, i guess the worst case situation will be me ending up with nothing.

I really love to get myself into trouble.

Mum- What kind of houses you like to live in.

A
B

I answered C, at the road side. HAHA, got a whacking in the head and also warned not to joke around.

Zzz, i mean seriously, road side is soooo good. I even explained the situation.

You do not need to pay maintenence fee, carpark fee, pub, etc.

Well, i guess good times will be soon over...

1+1=0

Tired
Tired
Tired.

Why are you tired? No reason.

:), ok i need a break. OOO? Aren't i like having one now?

Dot...

Happy

Ok, got to say sorry to jun yuan first since i turned up too late for the outing. Well, after he said it was too late i just stayed at kashing house to rubbish around.

Apparently looking down at my tagbox i felt a sense of accomplishment even tho he wrote ''GAY GAY GAY GAY''. So much better than what he threaten to write at the start haha.

Talked all the way until like 1130 then i went home. :)

Some people are just superficial and damn i can't change that fact since i see them everywhere. Well, at least you are looking at one here.

:(

I

Infatuation and truly falling for someone//

Haha, i guess i need not explain much about it. Some of you people really need to think about this question.

Going out again later, then i will be away from here for like a couple of days. This is killing me please. I want to start on the homework but i just want a good rest! Haha. Guess upgrading myself will be first choice against homework.

Like Upgrade>HW.

Cheers~

Moment

Just for that slight moment. I had the same feeling.

I stopped what i was doing and thought about it, just to come back to this world.

Yes, i hate that feeling. It makes me vulnerable, rob me of my strength.

Anyway, i guess everyone is busy these few days. Well, so much for ''WE ARE BORED AT HOME''. Haha, cause i myself have been in a constant state of exhaution. More like i love wasting energy doing stupid things haha.

I would really like to sit down and enjoy the breeze of wind against me, looking out to an endless view of the ocean.

Calming.

Just what do i need?

Time

Yea, some one will be going overseas today.

Anyway, went for gyming with Leon, Kashing and Dean. Not like i did much except bicep and tricep curls. Haha, and fooling around with pull-up & monkey bars. Since i am like totally lazy to do bench press.

After running for like 3 days straight my body is like totally exhausted. Oh yeah, i watched feng yun II already. The starting was super nice to boring at the last part. You got to really know the plot or pre-sequel before watching it. Well, trust me if not you will catch no balls.

Overall a nice show la, since they over-rated the show i guess the anticipation was expected la. 10 Years leh... Guess what will all those fans be thinking about these 10 years. Also leon had to add in a comment at the end of the show.

Wait another 10 more years then the girl will revive. HAHA...

Cheers! XD

RUN+THINK

= sleep. HAHA, yea i slept at the same very spot again. Lovely spot where i can just ignore every single thing around me all those runners are like non-existent. Tho you get some good sights every now and then haha( If you get what i meant).

The main point is i get to escape. Reflect about my doings and also think about my future and decision. The best part is you get to sleep there without anyone disturbing you.

I took into consideration of everything and i my answer is still time. Well, there was a pause before you replied so i thought you might have a different answer.

Alright then see you peeps, i am going running later!

I AM BACK!

Sorry that title seems to be lagging. I guess blogger need to have new server.

Ok ok ok ok, i was lazy... Happy>?!

Anyway time for copy paste time since i have already type out what i wanted to say on a notepad.

Never knew my 2 favourite phrases was-die & don't waste time.

Seems like recently 0931 love to counter against my way of talking to them. Haha, looks like i got to come up with new sentences.

Batam was fun, got to know more people better. Got to experience more new things. Sometimes i think that i am stupid trying to act dumb here. Because in my heart i know what is actually going on. I just can't do what i think therefore i had to act stupid.

Just saying that i do know what is going on.

^^, ok back to current time. I wanted to continue on with, i do know what is the situation like. However i know a tat more than you do, and therefore there are things that should be considered but i can't say it out. So....

Thanks for your patience waiting on this post haha.

Have a nice day and my blog is in a status of active.

Teehee.

Why can't you just

try?

Cause i am tired.

Batam trip in 1 more day, which is tomorrow lol. Finished packing up, easy like anything took me only like 2 sec.

Ok ok ok(sorry bosses), 2 hours i meant lol since i basically just fold and dump it in. The time taken was cut short.

Detoured to run at the stadium after carissa went home from the mrt. 2 days of work= i need to clear my mind and reflect. Lol, figured out that i still canNOT Do a one hand one arm pull up.

How many one arm assist pull-up i got to do before i can achieve that.

Anyway, apparently people should not waste their energy on useless stuff as i got so tired that when i was sitting at the usual spot of the stadium, i fell asleep haha.

Woke up and realised, eh the sky is dark.

HAHA. 1 HOUR. Anyway i got much things to do now, so i shall leave this blog afk for like 3 days.

Cheers and stay happy, though someone said that i was in her no1 blacklist since i am a pessimistic guy. Don't take my word for real when i ask you people to stay happy. Since i myself do just the opposite. Well, my brain think in such a way, i can die nevermind, OTHER PEOPLE CANNOT DIE.

SO, don't think about anything unhappy, cause you are not supposed to be more unhappy than me.

XD, <3.

Teehee.

Xin yu

Countdown 2 days to Batam ISLE. I really enjoyed today even though it was tedious. Cause we were doing something. Something that was meaningful. Something that bonds us even further.

A number of them did not come even though they could. Some left for parties.

Stayed in school until 10 plus(did i mention we reached there at 10?) LOL.


<3 0931.

I am tired. Forgive me for this pathetic post.

Oh can't you

wait for me?

Arghhhhhh, boring life where i really can't find anything to record about.

Ok, i will be going to school later for batam shirt making. Freaking email is not loading as usual and i really don't know what is wrong with msn server.

Ok, congratz to chayadi's little little little brother chairul who got 260 for his psle. Completely own his bigger bigger bigger brother haha. I guess both of them will continue ''fighting'' haha.

So.. I am late for the meeting since my parents have to fetch my sister to the library. A level=more important than shirt making so ya.

Will be afking from here for quite a while, at least until the end of this week, unless there is internet at the hotel there.

So then take care, and have fun!

Dashimaro

Went out for lunch at chinatown and after that when i was at OG with my parents i saw like a bunch of nyjcians. Lol, one of them being my ogl.

Freaking hell, my mum's secondary school is anderson and i didn't know about it.

268 somemore what the heck... Seems like i got to find a hole and hide.

Batam trip to orphanage countdown in 5 days time. I decided to do something on my part.

Will see how it goes then.

XD

<3

To my mum. Of course my dad too. And my sister.

Least but not least myself.

I just saw something and ponder upon that sentence. Was it refering to me? I AM Really confused.

Tried new stuff yesterday. You want to know what is it? Ask me. Cause i am lazy to type it out.

Seems like it is bothering me...

Is it? Or is it not?

Heart Pain

From channel blockage i think. I might die because of all the stuff i eat.

You think that i do not know why are you doing so. Too bad, you are insignificant in my world. I won't even bother to react to your immature behaviour. You are most probably jealous of something. Too bad, live with it because you really have nothing else to show.

Noob.

Haiz

People told me that i made a wrong choice? Or rather a normal one? That is you, not me.

I believe i am correct for this matter.

Just that time is not on my side. I hope i have enough time to take one step out.

XD. Time time time.

Do you see a rising star? However all stars die eventually. That only means that everyone have got their time to shine.

Don't give up if you are not shining now, your turn will come soon!

Nerve

of steel.

You know it better than me.

1st- less than 6 months.
2nd- don't even know each other well.
3rd- assumption.

1+2+3=weird. Or rather there are lots of weird people in this world. Oh wait, maybe in nyjc only.

Getting on my nerve, AND freaking tam got to suan me... Grrr, arghhhhhhhh.

Stay strong!

XD

Edit:OH SHIT, NOW I KNOW WHY YOU ALWAYS GIVE ME THAT LOOK... SO YOU ARE THAT PERSON.

evoL T ___

Ok, so today i am going to run. Maybe, read that book up since i am going to return it by thursday. Don't want to have a fine on me eh? 1 month fine for 10 cents everyday.

Heard some more bad news from friends over at other school but i just can't do anything.

Watched 2012 yesterday and it was a great show i definitely rank it top 3 in all the movies i watched this year. Well nothing much since i am like comparing it to dragonballz like wth is that shit.

Kenny roger's can say goodbye to me. Totally rubbish place for lousy eater. The meat was tasteless, the whipped potato was like total bad? Mac and cheese was just a soso.

Tony roma's can say hello to me. Nice ambience, good waiter(tho she look kindda fierce lol) Good food. Wasn't too happy with the fish but well it is still good.

Guess what? Someone who ate with me at Tony roma's thought that we were eating at kenny roger's.

Me: Hmm maybe they are brothers? Shall not say it out.
Last part we were like laughing la, cause wth you are at tony roma's and you think that you are at kenny rogers?

Best RIBS IN THE WORLD-Kenny rogers


HAHAHAHAHHA.

Dalaran sewer turtle

HELLO, IT IS ME AGAIN ARGH!

Anyway, 2s went to a highest of 1190 and we were like ooo time for wrist wrist wrist and guess what? We got banish down to 1145. Might as well don't play for yesterday...

Recently i realised that my number of blog post for the period towards promos is actually more than now>? Ok, so during exams period i blog more than after exams period. Haha, that is what i meant by taking it for granted only cause apparently it seems like i was depending on this place to express my inner thoughts.

Well, ok la or if you want to see it in another way, it just meant that i have got a boring life!

Ok la, really got to get ready to go out now. Hmm, last but not least if you have talked to me once and i dao you.

Sorry, i didn't mean it.









LIKE A SOMEBODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
LIKE A SOMEBODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Haha.

HELLO

IT IS ME ARH.

Ok, today went by quite....uhh, slowly?

Haha, i unintentionally skipped 2 lectures. First history then geo!!! Holy crap...I want H2 history laaaaaaaaa. Zzz, no point grunting. I shall bite on my ticket and move forward.

Mature mature mature and guess what i just remembered what leon told me, I CAN NEVER GET ANY THIS YEAR YOU KNOW WHY>? Cause i am the youngest but i am like......

Currently listening to youtube ownageprank call. Haha, super-duper funny go listen!

Not recommanded for girls since there are vulgar words./LOTS.

Retards

Erm, apparently heard someone telling me people are saying that i am gay with somebody?

That fker who spread retarded(slow) news i hope you turn into a retard.

To clarify on that issue, i shall only say this once, I AM NOT GAY.

I DEFINITELY HAVE SOMEONE I LIKE who is a girl(Thanks vanessa for the correction of grammer >.<). As for who is it? Retarded people really do not have the needs to know, so if you felt that you are a freaking bloody backstabber trying to ruin people's reputation, good luck to you and hope you die early.

Yeah, you know it best yourself.

Lum of shit is the hint. For those who want to know who i am talking about.

Coincidental

I am not sure about it. It seems like the sky was crying today as it appears dark.

I allowed myself to be drenched slightly in the rain to clear my thoughts.

I do notice your existence but i wonder if you do, cause i saw that eye of yours turning to this side. You know that i am observing you.

Anyway, today have been a neutral day as it could have actually been a devastating day. I saw someone outside the toilet and that pair of eyes seems to be telling me a lot, but i fumble with that situation.

Seems like someone gave me a chance to make up for the mistake and i did it well.

Don't cry k? Be strong.

Anyway, i know for some it might have been an emotional day. I will be with you be you need my assist. For others, i guess i have to grind my teeth and bear with your existence.

Do not take it for granted is all that i can say.

PewPew

I look at the situation over the net. Thought about it myself and came to a conclusion.

That took far too long to happen. You know what is going to happen next? I predict those bunch of people will recover but not for long. The ground they have been standing on right from the start was wrong. That group was never meant to be.

Good luck on recouping the losses. Don't really think that suffering blows will actually be benificial to that group. Cause like i said, it is different.

Hmm, after like some informations here and there it seems like the idoits are actually acting ignorant. Haha, go on...

Well, enough of being kaypo really, not even my problem or remotely mine>...

Going for a run later i guess. Report slip report slip report slip.

Oh ya, i finished death note. Ironic ending with Kira owned by the one and only guy who believed in him the whole anime series.

Sad but that's life.

Hello>?!

Nice weather ha? Too bad i am not near the beach. Anyway, recently i have been watching animes.

Currently on episode 29 of death note. Ok, i know i am slow but i read the manga before this. Like random chapters since my sister have it. The anime is certainly ironic... And who told me L lost to Light? He didn't lose, he knew he was going to die anyway.

At least he will be able to go to heaven since he didn't use the book like what he did in the show.

Well, see you people then!

Rahhh

Seriously, i cannot type my blogpost out as easily as before.

Was it because i lost my fighting will? Why is it so that when i was doing pull-ups doing i did not even try my best to endure the pain. Same goes for running... The last lap was not even a sprint.

Ok, so the day after tomorrow is ggfied day. Like the return of report cards to everyone. Your fate was sealed long ago. Wonder if... I made it?

I ekiL you.

Heavenly

Opps, how can it be heavenly if i have been to heaven? Anyway, good luck to everyone taking their Oral Presentation examination tomorrow. For carissa i would like to give her double good luck cause she just msn me and said good luck for tomorrow and i gave her a white lie.

I said i remember about her op being tomorrow but just wanted to test her memory.

Ok, so here you go happy? 2 Times good luck which should be effective enough. Thanks SO MUCH for saying you know i suck.

As for my life? Bad Bad Bad, no sense of security at all. Like randomly approaching my goals. Fighting against the darkness because no one seems to be able to assist me but instead push me further back.

Losing content for my blog cause apparently it seems like people do visit without leaving their names behind and i am afraid that the content might cause emotions to flare. Like for example? Gabriel told me on msn one day about my blog's content.

Hmm, since when did Gabriel visit my blog? Well but seriously i wouldn't really care about it cause if you are unhappy please do not come here. If you intent to visit my blog, that means 1 thing only.

You are my friend.

At your own risk

Never GO BISHAN AGAIN. Hahahaha!!!

Anyway the main reason being, super mask rider-noob being asked to be a model is bad enough. Today i was asked to be a drama actor. Seriously look at me???!

Walking walking walking, ok so as usual J8 have got like a ton of people standing near the mrt station. Apparently i tried my best to avoid it but that mediacorp guy insisted on holding me. I cannot rememeber his name, you know the guy who got into fame by striping in shows? Haha.

HE said-STOP.

Do you want a chance to act in a drama show? I guarantee that you will make it big.

In my mind i was like wth? Lucky i kept my comments to myself, smile and told him nope i am not interested.

Come on, mask-rider post the incident on your modeling thing hahaha. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TOO.

Can i make it?

Why does her eyes look so... Like, staring into the distance. Never with a focus, never with a target.

People look at one another for focus, attention or anything. Wonder how does it feels like?

Too bad, just too bad. Senior senior senior. \

Some people really do not know much about themselves. Please you are not that great.

Recently i think i changed. Like seriously since when did i started off to like cap. Haha, and since when did i like going out till late nights?

Btw, i do look acceptable in caps. No need to fret about hairloss in army. HAHA TOO BAD FOR THOSE WHO LOOK BAD IN CAPS.

No Ash ketchup for you.

Spark

"A boy comes to me with a spark of interest and it becomes a flame. I feed the flame and it becomes fire, I feed the fire and it becomes a roaring blaze" - Cus D'Amato, 1908-1985

That guy deserve a lot better.

Anyway, wasted lots of my time on useless stuff. Gonna get back to the track in a moment.

Woolala Woot

Hmm, money-spending day it was yesterday. Anyway, shall just post an update on what i did.

Woke up check time and saw that i was early. Muahaha, time-management efficient ok!

Got ready and indeed the first time i was not late cause i am really having a phobia on letting people wait for me. Then Finally the mask-rider noob came and we went to have lunch at long john.

Breakfast was superb. After that rubbish around in our usual routine at plaza singapura. Well and i tried bowling again... First time after like 10 years??? Haha, the score was epic i tell you.

0
1
9

Then went on i hit more strikes and spare. Had lunch at some japanese resturant. The soup was freaking boiled for 2 days straight. Better not waste it :D .

Oh ya, went to marina barrage also. Since mask-rider himself never been there before. I decided to not let him nub around anymore. Ended off at cineleisure cause i wanted to see what movies there was to watch.

Feng yun 11. WHO WANT TO WATCH with me ????

Talked a lot yesterday, and i repeat i really do not have G problem. Andrew more like you have it hahahahaahahahhahahaha.

Round round round

And even more round. Spin spin spin. Haha... Enough of jokes today. If you were with me today you should know what kind of rubbish i have done.

School was fun since we fool around. Someone asked me when was i intending to return to cca? Haha, i think i shall apply for joker club membership and probably run for some position. With my knowledge of jokes it should be not a problem.

Hmm, where is the first bear i order? I am intending to give it to my mum. So pass it to me soon. (That is if any 35 classmate still read this post, especially alice since she sold me the bear.)

So let's see the plan for tomorrow. ?????

Sleep wake up and GO OUT!.

I think i must be going mad. Please weird brain of mine stop acting weird. I want to be normal and i think/am confident that i can be normal.

Haha.

Woot/I don't know

Don't know don't know.

Life have been great. Yes i am not like other people who only post about bad stuff. Like how screwy my life is, how bad the economic is and all the rubbish.

Life is great after lows. Mood was kindda happy at school today. Doubt it will last long though but whatever, enjoy while it last. I really don't know what to do. First time i guess.

Yes or no? Not up to me anyway. :D

Reflection

You know glass have got reflection?

I was correct.

Either that or you find me weird.

Hectic

Act busy just to fake that someone really miss out on something. Lies and more lies.

I want to sleep.

Stress. F off.

Glad

Do not take it for granted i guess. Some people out there are actually performing worst off as compared to you. Well i might certainly think that my fall was the greatest but to others i think mine can be kick to one side, change the font size and transform into a puny little non-existent problem.

I meant to say, don't give up. I really hate people who commit suicide for that reason.

When you ask why care what other people say about you, you are already caring.

Shit is my stomach having gastric problem or just stomach ache, i guess i better go eat my ''dinner'' but it is like already 5 in the morning, some uncles and auntie actually wake up at 5 to run...

My breakfast i guess.

Chinise

Chinese i meant. Wondering what am i doing at 245 in the morning? OP... I have a severe headache and an exhausted body. Really plan wrongly today, should not have played tennis for like 5 hours and now i am in a rush.

Best thing is for the whole of ''yesterday'' i only ate macdonald. I think i burn off lots of fat. Plus i drank like 5 bottle of original H2O. Bloated i am.

Anyway i should be back doing my work, i think that macdonald is no longer edible. One day, one fine day everyone will realise that.

At this point of time, i am receiving a sort of feeling which i only get when i enter a new environment(New school, etc). It is this kind of feeling that scare me the most. Please go away.

Ok, chinese was bad.

U...

Wo zhi dao

Wo zhi dao ni de qing yi bu shi wo de.

~~~~~~~~~~

I wonder why so? Recently, rather than singing songs made by people i like to sing songs i create on the spot. Songs that i modify because i cannot memories lyrics.

School tomorrow, so i wonder what is the main purpose?

Edit: SHIT! I JUST REALISED HOW DEEP IS THE SHIT I AM STANDING ON NOW.

I&R
OP
Chinese
LIFE

OMG I AM SO GONNA DIE.

Hahas, wonder if i will ever fumble like i used to. Well come on and faster bring it on, you better kill me in one shot, one clean shot that will ensure i never surface in this world again.

Or you die.

This is it

Time to quit wow? Anyway i finally told my mum about promos yesterday. Haha, imagine her being shock that my promos and return of results are over? Nah, she's used to me lieing she pass it off with i let you guys do what you think is correct.

Haha thanks mum, wonder since when i started off telling my parents not to ask about my results. Doubt i am ever going to change that habit either. Since i hate people interfering in my life.

Uhh it is 11 now, i might want to run for a bit then have lunch and then let me see... CHINESE A LEVEL LOL. Where is my chinese textbook????! Damn it i think i am going to fail chinese :). Entry proof is like at some weird isolated abyss. Wonder if i will be able to find it haha.

Where Where Where

WHERE ARE YOU?

Wanted to go running but it is raining. Anyway i just went out with my parents to eat. Guess what? Decided to buy a new pair of shoes and i saw my old model with upgrades since when i bought mine it was still a prototype.

The lady there told me that i had flat foot so that type of shoes were not suitable for me. First time someone said i was a flatfoot. Wonder if it is true. Anyway i am kindda sad that i was not able to buy my old model. So i picked another one.

$200. Anyway i still want to buy one more pair.

Well back to adjusting my shoes then.

New stuff makes me happy! Nah.

Before i before

The tile is fine.

I seriously think that someone in my life is missing.

Twirl

I am really lost. Like just i don't know? Trying to avoid from the whole world outside. This year have indeed been a hard year and i know deep down inside i had received lots of support from people all around me.

There will be always those who never leave me alone when i needed them while there will also be those who show their true colour.

I always insisted on the whole thing about going solo because moving on as a group is draggy but definitely will make you be happy. End of the day, how many of your ''close friend'' are really your true friends? No one is really sure about anything.

I never realised my head was really going from (high to low) as i walk. Tendency for me to think about stuff constantly. Well looks like i got to change it too since people apparently do not like what i am doing now.

Haiz, be a good guy and you get bullied. SO YOU WANT ME TO REBEL?

You have it, from today onwards i will not be my old-self.

I had enough.

:(




Time for something light now. Since i have decided to let it go.

The blog post title is meant for one of my good friend since i felt personally that his determination is so much better amongst us. However sometimes in life determination itself is not enough. There is still the 5 percent component of luck.

Really wanted to go to chayadi's indo house this year but i guess it is not possible anymore now. Andrew asked me to go with him for europe trip. Yes, TWO PERSON. No parents no anything... (oh wait and guess what at this moment, ANDREW TOLD ME HIS BODY IS FAILING. Holy shit idoit finally i think he is going to take up my advice of doing some sports)

Woah why is this post like an essay i think i better stop now. Well i shall end off with.

There will always be a tomorrow.

Never give up.

Sister's keeper

The storyline changed. Kate was supposed to survived while anna died.

I cried. Enough said.

Just so weary to post anything now. Cause i have so much to say and i really do not know where to start off or who to say to. I guess i shall just leave it there because it is where it should be.

Pray to everything.

Thoughts

Ming Hong said something to me today and i reply with YES! FINALLY SOMEONE IN THE FRIGGING CLASS IS NOT BLIND. I added with 2 thumbs up. If i had like 10 thumbs i will lift all of it up. Like totally agree with it.

I had to post this now as i have nothing to do now since there are like 6 people doing on the kampong 3d model. Don't ask me why am i slacking now? Because people who are not in our group always love to join us. So what is the point of me wasting my time sitting there for?

Did not went gym today. Just did my usual pull-up before going home.

Blind. Indeed.

Phobia

Damn you fore-hand serve. Why is it that i still have the freaking phobia there?

Played table tennis during pw break. I freaking still have got the phobia for forehand serve. My serve keep missing the target because i am inconfident. I know myself the best. I know what went wrong. I know why is it so.

All started since 8 months ago? I figured out that my timing was different. Due to the stupid rule where you cannot cover the ball with your hand. Now the ball drop slower or faster. Freaking hell i have been trying to adjust to the speed and trained on that for like months.

Looks like my table-tennis is over. This time round it is totally over. Matt told me we should just quit. However i think that i am still worth the try. Cause my back-hand serve is not over yet. It is still competitive. It is still capable of assisting me do the job of starting my points. What's the point? Where is my old service? Where is that old starter? Where is that old feeling? Why am i feeling like a complete noob here when i know practically all about the game.

Is it still worth the try to make a comeback? I look at all the achievement in the past and compare with now.

Shit.

No way.

Seriously you know that since 1+1=2 and you still continue doing what you are doing now. Damn you seriously i know you won't last for long but don't make me a criminal.

Some people just like having fake smiles on their face. Even their laughters is like completely fake. To the core. I was talking to dean today and i said that coming into nyjc had really allowed me to learn lots of stuff.

The most important of all is of course the human-socio relationship. Totally let me see the true colour of what people are like. Not to say that everyone is like that, since i have indeed met some of whom are very good.

Fake smile, vicious smile, or to be more direct, BACKSTABBING SMILE. People who only know how to make use of their ''physical advantages'' to make use of other people.

Ok, back to something i think i shall just clear up once and for all. Please do not assume anything or anything. People just like to assume everything and everything. For some obvious examples will be like what i have posted and discuss before.

A guy and a girl walking together= TOGETHER.

Damn you cause you need to be damn. Well, you don't know me well enough seriously. I am not that kind of person......

I hate---> People who assume everything

Lucky i have already builded up the patience to deal with such stuff. If it was me in the past...

:D

Scolosleep

My eyes are failing me seriously. I can't see things clearly now. Everything is failing. Left arm fail, eyes fail, stomach fail, life fail.

Currently in school doing project work. Finally the written report has come to an end. Slept at 330 yesterday due to last minute chionging.

Currently at one corner of the classroom looking at the clss. Gabriel is finally sleeping since he told me he did not sleep after i left him editing the pw when i went to bed. Not sleeping just a short ''nap''.

My stomach is like growling? WHERE IS MY FOOD?

I promise, i really do. Please please please.

Post whore

Cause i have to dedicate this to 31.

Oh ya, in case i forgets about it in the future. The main reason why i was laughing like a mad guy in the second picture was because i grab elohim's style head at the last moment. Haha, funny really just funny when he realised about it the camera shutter have already went off. Haha so in the end both of us just laugh at it.

0931 forever

Really really really. <3

10 years or 100 years later i will still remember.

Apollo Yadi

Summary of what we have done past 3 days. My mood, my work and my thinking.

This is what i did at angeline's house. To piss chayadi off! Haha after reading this post you might have a new way of thinking. I MIGHT BE A GAY so beware. Lol, wonder how many people will be stereotype and starts to avoid me.

Wonder if the smile will last though.

Teehee

Lol, the freaking happy boom boom song is still in my head.

Anyway, yesterday was fun after the horrible incident in the morning.

Now i am supposed to be in school but i had like stomach ache since the morning.

Haha, i think i laugh like no tomorrow yesterday. Really really really really really really. I think i will run out of blog content to blog about and it is like becoming my primary 1 journal writing style.

''Today i am very happy. Today i am very very very happy. Today i am very very very very very very happy. Today i ate chicken rice. So i am very happy. Tomorrow i think i will be happy cause i will be able to eat chicken rice.''

Lol, still have got some vague memories of my dad laughing at me. He was like saying you only know how to use happy and very.

Talking about memories. Hmmm, i think i shall leave this next time.

Btw, i can't freaking believe i got 21/60 for my chinese compo. I FAILED my chinese.

Pray to everything.

Even to a grass.

Today have not actually been a good day at all. After pw ending yesterday at 9 in school with me reaching home at 10? Sleeping at 2am , i certainly wasn't in the mood of waking up early.

Today i had ne thingy which we have to visit the marina barrage. I WAS freaking supposed to get there by 12 which i planned to meet up with carissa at mrt station at 1130. So i was like ok... i shall wake up at 1000.

My alarm clock rang at 1000 and i woke up but i was so tired to even move my body i decided to go back to sleep again. Guess what i press the stop snooze button on my alarm clock and i woke up at 1200.

I went frantic seriously. First i was like walking around the house like some mad guy thinking of what to do. Then i remember about carissa waiting. I fumble to decide what to do cause i was really dissappointed with myself.

Do not really wish for anyone to forgive me. Since even i myself can't, practically disgusted at myself for always being late. I mean like what the heck is wrong with me.

Bad day... Now i think i have got a phobia for being late.

Pray to everything.

Wonderist

Alright, apparently i have to come back here.

First of all, if you are reading this, the person i am refering to is the one who always ask me to edit his pw ''english''. I would like to comment that my english stinks like shit. So please ask someone else to do it. You praised the wrong person.

Second, i told tofu not to give up on himself during chinese lecture today. I mean seriously i went into a trance and started writing out what's on my mind. Ended off our conversation with me telling him that my chinese is C6 while him telling me that his's is B3.

Ok, i lied. A while lie that is, cause i wanted to encourage people. Like anyone so i had to lie.

Third, my mood is certainly shitty right now. If i have a choice i would definitely change it. Like who wouldn't want to change their mistakes?

Fourth, no one is on my mind now. If you get it you get it, if you don't whatever.

Fifth, PW rocks.

Last but not least, i hope that everyone around me will have a super duper ultimately to the ^ of infinity good life. Like getting what you wish for or want to attain. Uhh, good health to everyone.

Hmm, i think i have to end off with this.

Some things are just so obvious that sometimes when both parties realise about it. It is too late!

Thanks ah

Went running. Saw new faces. Not her.

Went eating. Someone said i look tired. I said-sort of.

_-_

Leave me alone god damn it.

This year is officially a fail year.


ONE BIG EDIT: seriously my fault. Just realised what went wrong.
I waved at zhaozhi today and she dao me. Turning back i saw another 2 heads turning and turning. Pretty sure my eyes didn't fool me this time round.

The rant starts now.

Ok, goddamn life of mine, wtf are you trying to do with me? You *king want to screw me up like some puny worthless thing cause i cannot achieve anything great? Like wtf is wrong with you seriously, why keep on pushing me down. I just want my old self back like just normal average life where i gets ups and lows.

NOT JUST FKING LOW TIMES. _-_ Seriously stop now or i am going to stop it myself. ARRHGHGEIHGEIHGSIEHGOSEGOI. STOP TELLING ME TO FKING CHILL CAUSE THIS IS NEAR TO BREAK TIME.

Very near....

So near.... yet so far.

I am tired. Give me a pat.

You get it if you get it

HDB
Condo
Terrace
Condo
Condo
Dam(short moment) Beaver builded it. I pay him in fish.
Sewer and canel

That's about all. Nicest of all? The sewer and canel. Superb express way shared by all sorts of weird thingy. Like faster than the bullet train.

Sometimes i really wonder...

Inner Thoughts

Cycling with kashing and leon today. Too bad junyuan had his poly lesson until so late.

Not much to say, as usual as anything we did saw a couple of people along the trip. Funny things happened too.

This post isn't supposed to be about the outing today. Yes like what the title says.

I meant so much have happened this year and my life have been super hectic. If someone were to seriously ask me if i am happy now. The honest answer would be NO.

NONONONONONOO. Get it? Seriously, i hate my life now. Cause it is so screwed up. Like totally, i can't even really feel anything for anything. Or maybe the change have caused me to go into a mental disorder.

Like what i used to discuss with andrew,if time were to revert back to secondary 2 we would avert from the fate we ended up in. This time i am telling myself if time were to revert back, i will never screw my own life up.

Then back to the topic of what am i really fighting for. Like what the heck am i doing all these. For myself yea i guess in the super short term like 50 years because a human life span is basically around like 60-100? That goal seems to be too lousy.

I hope what i desired to achieve will happen. It will not be a short term goal. A long term goal which does not only include me.

Not one person not two person or three person. As many as i can help in my short lifespan.

Statue

Haha i thought the dog was the statue we saw the last time. He was motionless.

Well, no more dual-colour shoe-laces. I wonder if it was that that caused me to feel uneasy. Couldn't find the same black shoe-lace therefore i had to do with the puffy one.

Hmm, style is indeed everything i guess?

Like no style no future?

Bullshit. That's why i only notice those who are like isolated because you can get style easily but you can't get styleless easily.

Like how can someone who is not a nerd become a nerd.

Nerds are cool. You cannot copy their style.

Hadori

ZzzZzzZzzZzzzzz

First off someone did not reply to my tag haha.

Second andrew was stupid not to cancel the subscription to wow for my account ending up wasting 4 months payment. Which is like 100 plus i guess.

Third i have to visit the kampong again...

Fourth you shouldn't have visited this blog cause half the time the content in here are different from what i really meant.

Fifth, i was just joking for fourth.

Dream/clear

Maybe trying to stress myself out is not a good way. After 4 days of providing myself with little sleep with lots of things to think about, i really felt that i could faint anytime soon. Little energy left to continue on what i should have done long ago.

A dream pops up today. Have been really a long time since i had a dream.

I went on a bus or a plane with the class. I can't really remember if it was a bus or a plane. I saw a weird man who was suspicious which i really don't know why did i find it so. That guy then try to took me as a hostage out of no where in the dream. I managed to struggle and push him away, with his gun in my hand(remember it was a revolver). I aimed the gun at him and ask him to stop whatever he was doing.

However his friend was on another side of the bus or train and he was on a killing rampage. I cant remember the middle part or there wasn't any at all. Jumping to the last part of the dream. People have died. I am not sure of how the hell and what the hell. Ok in the dream 2 person have died. Both whom i know. However one of them survive and she saw her mum looking for her therefore she went over to hug her mum.

I know i know why did i dream about the 'hug mum' part. The reason to me was quite clear, just like what i want that person who survive to be doing now.

The second person who died. Really died. ''They'' said when she was dieing she was calling out for me. However i was not there which i don't know why thanks to the dream. This is the part that drains me of my sleep. I was crying.

Indeed crying in the dream. Just crying and walking around and then there was this shop where i could go inside and sit down at one corner.

Dreams are supposed to be the people whom you care the most sub-consciously?

Never knew it would be so.

Thanks dream.

BlackDarken

I sense a black aura recently.

Scare.

Lame

When some one call you lame=Do you need a walking stick?

Anyway i have nothing to talk about right now so i guess i shall just post a joke.

There was this prisoner who got held in this house where there was totally no door or windows. Just see the cell as crackless and there is no way to go out of it.

So outside the cell was like policemen guarding around it 24/7 with a ak-47. How did the prisoner escape?

The only thing he had was a saw and a table in the room.




Answer: He saw the table into 2 half. And 2half makes a whole(hole). He jumped into the hole so as to escape the cell and avoid the guards. However the guards saw that he escape from the hole outside and went on to chase after him. He then will call out for help until he become horse and sit on the horse to escape.

Teehee.

Ragequit.

Never do that in your life.

Anyway, today was another busy day. Indeed, busy playing games. Haha apparently after one day of playing tennis the next i am playing online games. Well have to change eh?

Went over to andrew's house in the morning. Not exactly in the morning since i was like ''late'', but there realy isn't a late since we don't actually set the time. So i reached there like 1. Miss meeting up with beaver since he went over there after his chemistry paper and had to rush back for chinese.

Yea, leeching off food at andrew's house. I DID NOT EAT THE INDO MEE. Freak freak, oh never mind we had pizza for lunch instead. More like dinner i meant. Twice in a day.

Things cannot be taken for granted. I got to thanks andrew for his kindness in allowing us to leech his food. Also accepting me into his house whenever i called. Like especially this year i have done that dozen of times. Just calling up and saying i will be there. Thanks. Then again mushy things should not be said out. Reason being?

IT is mushy.

Banzaaaa

You know you know you know. Ever got that weird feeling where you want to talk to someone but you just can't talk to that person because you don't know that person at all not really totally at all because you do know that that person exist but you are just not as close to that person. Stupid thing is cauing me to have trouble typing what i feel like saying on that person's tagbox cause of this stupid thing. I have to waste one post typing it like a stupid noob.

Anyway skip the top if you want to heed my advice. I shall hit the bull's eye now.

How long have it been since i last check on anyone's old history. Not to even mention looking at other people's blog.

I saw a post about turning your back against someone because the new friend of yours is more good looking. Haha, you know if i were to really type out what i want to say. The tag-box might not be enough for me to vent my anger upon. Like seriously what the heck is wrong with this world. This is the reason why i like kevjumba from youtube.

In this world, you got the looks you will make it Big.

In this world, if you do not have the looks, AND YOU DO NOT HAVE THE BRAINS, you can basically say goodbye to yourself. Not even small you have got. Nothing is the perfect term.

skooL are nothing. Bullshit i am lieing to myself again. Come back to this real world.

Illusionilution

I walked into the court with ks leon yadi and andre playing for like 1 hour. Basically put my bag down and picked up a racket and went on to play. Nothing much really... Except for the baseball hitter record. HAll of fame coming.

Chayadi-4 balls
Kashing-1
Lawrence-1
Andre-0?
Leon-0?

So i guess yadi is the winner. In causing the balls to go phewww over to st'gab primary school.

Saw them playing soccer with it. Well they should make a tennis team since there will be many free balls in the future.

Went back to ks house to play guitar hero and odst halo. Got myself (pwn) totally. Like no talent in instrumental stuff. Halo, different case.

Couple of old games were played too. Seriously get me thinking about some other old friends. Old mates whom i have not taken the initiative to call upon. My bad indeed, i will try.

Back to the main point. Had a heavy dinner, apparently just giving other people a chance of reminder that i have got high metabolism rate. Yes i freaking eat a lot and i do not grow fat.

If you really want to know how much can i really eat. My usual for macs will be a filet-o-fish student meal up size change the drink to ice milo plus a mac spicy burger without the meal. After which if i am still hungry i will call for a double cheeseburger.

If you really want to know why do i like eating that much. I eat more when i am troubled. Eating can help me cure it. So if you see me eating a lot that means something is going on.

Woah woah woah, long post it is. Shall end it off here cause i do not want to be called naggy.

Baka mememememememe

Ok, i am seriously late for the tennis outing. KS leon and yadi if you guys see this here don't scold me.

Just trying to rant out my thoughts before i go out. Cause i have been a wimp and hiding at home all day long cause i am a wimp.

No, you people ever tried to tell yourself no you are not. I realised what have i been doing wrong all these while. The mentality is the key. So from today onwards stop telling yourself that you are all that weak.

Cause you can take care of yourself. You do not require the assistance of any other living soul in this cruel world.

However giving is still better than taking. :D

WutWhatWut

What?

Ok, i have been keeping this to myself. Like what the heck this is the second time.

Prior to this, let me recall i think there are like 5 other incidents that end up the same way.

I dao every single one of it.

Anw, thanks for telling me.

You know

You do. Stop lieing when all these are going on.

Ran 2.4km for the past 2 weeks. Everyday yes. I think i can pass now, or more like slightly more than passing which is B or C.

Puny little stuff that gets me crazy. I wonder if my stare is really that fierce cause when i was on a bus yesterday and some auntie took up 2 seats with her bags. So i kindda gave her the tsk face and immediately she picked up her bags.

Seems like this place is getting dead. I sense the vibe going off.

Nervous. Need consultation. Nah, obviously i can handle it myself.

I know i can.

can
can
can

cannot.

Spinpuke

My head hurts badly this very moment.

My eyes landed on your eyes and i moved away first. First time i did so.

Anyway, apparently leon and me got kicked out from econs consultation. Well we meant no harm by clashing and is indeed our fault for not informing miss hazel prior to our ''clash''. However the kicking process was sort of embarrassing with like 3/4 people in the lecture hall knowing you.

Spinning spinning everything is. Long house food are waiting for me now. Just when i am full...

Yesterday i had a super long chat with my dad during dinner. He told me, yea we are 20 percent at the very least.

In my heart i was thinking, that's not what i achieved. I have nothing.

Annoa?

I should not really be saying this. However i got a feeling that people are mugging for chinese this very moment.

Go on, you guys can do it!

So this is why so

I was about to write on a whole post of rage.

Freaking rage, totally two-faced. Here you are telling us all that stuff and behind our back you are doing another shit.

Shit you.

Final strike

Nah. Ending off nicely.

Wanna know who i am going to refer to, check on the word baka. Yea, go on the path of baka=stupid or whatever.

I have been saying stuff where your weakness lies. Yup, over-doing it in fact.

The truth is, you are the best. Yea, someone who managed to be good both on the inside and outside. Well, i had not state this without any evidences.

So, just slam through all obstacles in your baka mode and you will be fine. Cause at the end of the day i am pretty sure that i am correct about my judgement.

Bye baka.

Coincidental?

How the heck can it be even possible when it is not planned out. Apparently even after i had my stomach ache and when i went out of the stadium and just nice. Pop.

In my mind i was like, erm are you J1 or J2?

Guess it is just another day.

Heroes

Make yourself as one.

The 8 trigram all as one.

One strike is all it takes.

Bugger

Everyone knows that i feel like using the f word. Especially with people taunting me to since they know my rules.

Why am i here? I am not sure as well. Maybe i was thinking about someone and i decided to come online to search for that person. But oh well, not even on my msn.

Some things are better not to be said.

曹格 寂寞先生.

To also answer the question about the class. 24 Geo lecture.

Wtf

Wednesday, thursday , friday.

Over at chayadi's house. Playing truth or dare now. 

Current question is totally hilarious. 3 guys sticked together crapping around is ggfied. The father the mother and the son. 

Promos in 6 days or so? 

Smoosh

26th september. Dark. Mood: Better than average

Average day. Finally i received my pocket money yesterday. Furthermore this month i have beaten andrew's pocket money. Yea finally my pocket money increases from 10 cent to 1 dollar a week. WOOHOO.

Eh, i think that's about all haha.

Last night i was awake till 3 talking to someone. How i hope i can have that kind of conversation everyday haha.

Mumbo

25 september Dark Mood: Average

Just got back home and apparently since i have not had the chance of writing the date in school, it seems like this thing is helping me. At least i know now it is 25th without looking at my watch. Pon pe today with smart-ass teck kiang encouraging me to do so. Wanted to go off for my haircut immediately after school but then i saw chun kit and tk around at the canteen. He asked me if i wanted to eat with them. So yeah i look at the clock and say why not.

Talk much with chun kit and teased tk along the way. Got to know timonthy more. At mac we did nothing much really. With 5 pointer there, you wouldn't even imagine he is anything but that kind of thinking you would have for such a smart person. I think that he is actually even weirder than. Yes carissa, someone is indeed weirder than me.

A day's journey should not be written in the afternoon. Not in the right mood.

I shall change back to my old way of writing since i personally felt that this style is freaking boring.

After promos i guess.

Edit:Posted at night time.

I just remembered about what i did in the morning after math tutorial. Recently i have been wondering if i should revert back to my old ways of giving black face and completly ignoring other people. You know putting your head down to think about stuff seems to give other people an impression that you are emo or you are weird.

Was teaching a trick to leon about how to make a star with a single hand in 1sec. He was like all smile when he managed to faster it. Then moving on talking about how he was more like adapt to doing things alone. Maybe his method is the way to go. Then again, it is not exactly possible is it? Since i can't basically ignore everyone in school. Like how the heck do you want me to look at dean from far away and ignore him. So habitual for me to wave to him. Almost like a natural reflex. Plus those sec1 memories of talking over the phone. Lol talking about this makes me remember that his house number is the only one i still remember up til now.

The easiest ever.

Tenacity

24 september. Sunny. Mood: Tired slack.

Second day that i am back here. Currently watching a show which the director totally have that kind of thinking that i think all directors should have. Everyone die one after another and no happy ending.

I cannot remember since when did i started my way of looking at people. Remembering those old days where everyone was like so cheerful. Parents are apparently talking about signing of contract for the new tenants tomorrow. Mum just asked me if i wanted to go with them for a swim or whatever. Yea, to somewhere which i have only been to like 6 times? Sometimes i wish that they will not care so much about such things but i guess life is like this, who would not want to have a different kind of life?

Yadi did not come to school today, plus he tried to spread the virus to me like 2 days ago. Thankfully his virus was not strong enough, or more like he is thinking of mugging at home. Met with the same few people today. Mostly those who i will pass off with a wave. The old rules of closeness still applies here. Waving, sad to say. Uhh, yea....

Kashing spoke with me during geo lecture today. He said we should go to the front and sit. Well human mind are such delicate organs that they tend to think on the negative side. Brrr, yea if we were to do that i think many people will have lots to say. Well like i said before i don't really give a damn about what those people will think. If i can accept ian as a friend. Who else is there for me to be afraid of.

There seems to be so many things i would like to tell someone. Not as a friend i guess. Back to the tragic show then. Pessimistic point of view.

Oh ya, yesterday i went running and i saw someone.

Revolilution

Finally no one will be reading this.

23 september. Sunny. Feeling: Calm with somewhat anxiety.


You guys do not need to tell me stuff about other people that i don't know about. I mean seriously i can see. I wasted my time again... Dazing out into space. We got back 3 test results and guess what yes the results were really bad. Thinking about old stuff makes me feel inferior with my current state. Like what the heck have i really ended up in.

Confidences needs to be build up over time. O level started off all from mid-year chinese results where i was the only one in the class who have gotten A1. I mean just recalling that day itself and i will grin to myself in my heart. You cannot say that i am not excited about it.

Now? Nothing it is. Nothing ever and never be anything. My geography is totally screwed up now. 75 marks for 2years was all for nothing. That was something that i had not added in to my planning. If i knew it was going to be like this i would have went to pcme. Physic.... Chem.....

Mathematics can obviously go to hell or whatever, i don't hate math, it is just that i am lazy and i am more like the kind who likes to think. Thinking is my life.

Well i guess i shall stop acting like some idoit who only knows how to talk and no action.

I posted something else but i realised it was all a mistake. Nothing=Something. Obviously.

Laughter

Just unhappy with my last post before promos. Decided to make one new one.

Bear with me for this post...

Anyway, today during history lesson i had a wonderful time writing a piece of chinese essay. I completely went into a trance mode and started spamming and spamming. Attracted some attention which i totally did not wanted. Nyjcians...tsk tsk don't pay attention during history lecture but looking around to kill time.

Kashing Chayadi and i had a wonderful time today... Not really special but there was a mini gathering. When we were approaching to the gym, yea we saw her again. Kashing sang spongebob song once again.... And ended off with a :WHERE'S SPONGEBOB? In a super cranky tone. You know what happened then.

Wanted to study with someone today and guess what... I got ps. Zzz. Worst thing is i felt so tired that i lie down on the sofa and went on with a super long afternoon nap.

School had been wasting lots of time. Wasting time with elohim talking about ''weird'' stuff. Listening to Angeline asking me with is bsm. Obviously i don't know what's that right>? Zhiquan you really shouldn't have said anything else to her. Minghong of course adding fuel to the fire. Beat around the bush and went back to pcc when we were talking to vanessa and carissa.

Don't get the wrong idea, pcc=peer circle of connection.

That's about all i guess, oh wait there's something else. Hmm, this thing at the bottom have only been told to certain people.

Ks if you want to know what it is, just remember what i told you in history lecture. I guess they will grow bored one day and stop. Grow up kids.

Where's leon? I heard he went to to some new idol. No more fedor? Give me that then.

Goodbye. Good luck for all your promos. Though i know i will die in math. Zzz.

Fedor.

Nah, lawrence i meant.

Flame

The flame to keep on coming back onto the network.

Tian xia wu fang cao. Wo hao xiang shi mi shi le fang xiang. Lai de ji ma?

Tian lei jiao cuo. Ke wo xin shi hen ping jing de. Ying wei wo kan qing shuo you shi qing. Bu shi yong yan jing qu kan.

Shi xin.

Wind

Rin told me everything.

Now i really feel like standing on one big patch of field. With the wind with me.

Shorty

Hey shorty. Ok i got more fats, BUT I AM TALLER THAN YOU.

Muahaha, carissa since i promise not to touch com for a long time. This post shall remains here a super long time.

I AM TALLER THAN YOU.

Swollen eyes calming down. My affection for certain things have not.

^^. Good luck all. Say hi if you want. Talk to me if you want. Don't be put off by my frown.

Things i would like to say. You will understand if you are fated to.

Eyes
Ears
Intentional changing of words
Reverse psychology=Higher level of affection and care
Mind
Calm.

There's a hero

My eyes are swollen up like hippo. I thought one night of sleep will be able to subsides it. Looks like i was wrong now my whole family knows about it.

Brrrr, but this certainly let me understand another logic. I shall never fall back into mistakes i made in the past.

There's a hero. In my heart.

Pukes

Shitty ntuc trying to imitate other producers. Please stop... Bread and now even wanton. Worst of all ntuc tries to fake consumers.

Like what the heck i remember buying cp wanton with my parents and it end up being NTUC WANTON SOUP. Wth, the packaging is the same.

The Quality is.... terrible like shit.

I wanted to comment on macdonald service today. Go try out the mega mcspicy. I got one word for you.

SUPERB.

:P.

Habitual

What is my itchy finger doing back here again.

(Grab head and shake) EXAMS ARGHHH. What the heck am i doing here...

K an update on what i did recently. Mostly family and friends outings. I met up with a couple of secondary school friends.

However some of whom i can't. Always can't find the time.

Not to think that i still remember my primary school mate whom one of them is someone i stayed in connection until sec2.

You gave me wings so that i could fly. Wonder if those wings still works now.

You know today when i went out with my dad. He asked me for the date and month for the carpark coupon.

I was like thinking hmmm. 8 or 9? date? What the heck is the date?

Now you know what is jc life about.

Googoogaga

Dissappointed with myself.

All that i can say.

...

Just god-damn tired. Constantly facing rubbish. Give me a break.

xniJ

Hello, stop refreshing haha.

Things have been really weird for me. Post getting deleted is one of them. If you are still interested in what happen just visit carissa blog. Part of the details are there. Also there is another whole chunk of stuff before that but let that fall into the abyss.

Seriously if you think that you still interest me, you are totally wrong. Yes, guys that is the reason why i said stop asking. Cause of the statement above.

^^~!.

Bakugan

Pwn mask rider butt. Forever....And ever. Don't try telling me how it does not.

Wasted one whole day again... Wanted to run in the morning and it have got to freaking rain. Well when it does rain, obviously you sleep.

Then just when i wanted to study, my mum asked me if i wanted to go out to chinatown to eat lunch and for a family outing. Wanted to say no but since many things have occurring, i said yes.

Had some nice chinese zhi cha. Freaking lunch that ended up being 60 dollar. Kindda cheap compared to other times.

Ask me what is going to be my last meal. -A super boiled soup with lots of good ingredient(Fresh), boiled for 49 days and then warm it up on mild heat for 49 days- Serve with a bowl of rice.

Haha, then we went to bugis? Sister bought a swatch watch. Saw one which is nice as a gift....

Someone just said that she is ok with the name er bao.

Hmmm. Bao will do.

^^

YATA.

Eureka!! Today i accomplish something lol. Though these few days have not been going on well for me. Just that i think that i can still handle all that alone.

I ran 2.4 today with a whole new idea in my head. Lol, i think i got to thanks David. Cause i am the wimp who gives up that easily.

No matter what condition i make for myself to finish 2.4, i always treat those as empty stuff and stopping when i feel the slightest pain.

I just kept telling myself, if david can handle the pain why can't i.

Haha.

Sustained

At the expense of other people.

Ok, recently my brain have been telling me to watch naruto..... The anime is still moving at a super slow pace i guess.

Decided to be a better man today so i guess i will start my activity after i end this post.

Random post without any real content i might be going off for a while.

Stay strong.

Effing day

First i would like to say that i am sorry that i said the F word.

Yea, before i go on... yadi i have already followed the rule.

I had underwent so much shit today.

Lost 2 items.
Flare up like 10 times.
Late for class.
Used violent to solve some stupid stuff. -However i would like to add in that the stupid incident was not even started by me-

What's with this world. I bought the keychain with dean in the morning and wanted to give one of them to a person. SO NICE IT HAVE TO GO MISSING.

_1_.

Now generation

Blah... te te te te te tell me now.

I have got a confession to make. Yes i am going to answer the Q on zelda.

The reason why i am doing what i am doing is because if i continue on it would just mean that i am breaking the promise i made to myself. I mean come on, what does it really matter? The important thing is not that.

OR

The super stupid mistake that i always make. I think i have made it again. Because i got a reason that i can't say out. Damn i wanna type it out but i just can't cause there are factors affecting this answer. Factors that i got to consider.

I hope it is not an illusion again.

Shrug

I think i received a blow from the back.

I promise to cut down on my diet. Seriously i don't think anyone spend more money than me on food.

My chest-the inner organ.

Seriously, some of the marist certainly think that they looks cool constantly showing that idoitic face. Ask me if you want some examples... Not that i am trying to say anything here.

Just that the look of their face make my day brighter cause on the inside i am laughing like crazy.

Te te te te tell me

Ooo... Chinese compo result is completely screwed.

Destiny is held in our own hands. Ask me not to write Q1.

I write Q2 and follow the butt of those muggers who can write like some imba stuff when they are given a storyline. Obviously i choose the innovative way of winning them in a smart way.

Whatever la. Today was a super duper bad day.

Don't think i can take it anymore...

Haiz.

Draggy

Aww, my feet hurts.

Since i decided to go ''shopping'' to buy a new bag. Called andrew and asked him to go out to orchard. Wanted that adidas bag and finally my 11th hunt returns me with a little favour. She said that the model was from last season and therefore i will not be able to find it anymore...

Especially at orchard obviously. Well, drag on and someone caught my eye. I bought it.

A 120 dollar bag. Then we went on to see the common and even more common crumpler. Boring~~~

Ion orchard woot. I have been to all the shopping mall in singapore, with the visit of iluma and ion. I like iluma more so if you got the time why not pay a visit there.

^^ Too tired to study today already.


(Edited) LOL I JUST SAW ANOTHER LOSER. Another pure loser who said that (he/she) have never tried mugging before. HAHAHAHAHA. LMAO, Like wth oh please just a pure joke lol that face that look that kind of attitude and you are trying to convince the world that you never mug before? It doesn't matter if you really did mug or not. Prejudice against mugging is not allowed, however trying to bs around and telling people i never mug LOL.

It's like me telling you now, i never mug no i never mug. What's mugging. Wth is mugging? Can we eat it? HahahahahHAHAHAHA.
Eh, FAIL LE LA FAIL LE LA. MY LIFE IS SCREWED UP FAIL LE LA.

(2 days later)ME: Eh I GOT A FOR MY TEST. HAHA(THINKING in the head-HAHA MY LIFE IS SO SCREWED!!~~~)

Go eat shit please.

Where's the hole

Disgraceful.

I got so much to grumble about. Certainly because some of the things i am about to say cannot be read by some people. Damn.

Locking the blog up is useless cause what is the point of the blog then. Blah so bear with my beat around the bush thing again.

Yea, for the person who cried out to me today. Life is always like that and the situation you are in now is common. Let it go.

Second, someone have been irritating. Like what my ''good friend'' said, without c she is nothing.

^^ Nothing as in really nothing i guess. I shall not judge anyone but i have got eyes myself.

Pewpewpew. You are gone. I am not as foolish as before.

Zao fan

Nice try.

Recently the ''environment'' have heated up. It may certainly be due to the upcoming promos or possibly just the point where people are starting to get used to the existence of one another that they have started crossing the line.

Whatever the reason might be... I only know about myself. Do not flare me up or i might not even know what i am capable of.

Ask me the Question if i think that i am a loser now because based on mid-years result i am definitely losing out to people who have got lower capability than me? The answer is yes. I can't control such things myself. Heaven wants me to be a loser then i guess i have to be one?

Wonder when will i move out from being a loser. This feeling have last for a freaking long time when can i get back that old feeling.

Somethings i really wonder if i will be able to withstand it until the end.

Really want to learn the way of being together with the air, instead of being a hard cold steel that is unable to withstand much damage.

Damn i never intended to post this crappy post with no optimistic point of view. However i don't want to waste my effort typing this out.

Cannot wait for tomorrow gp lesson where WE GET TO WATCH MOVIE! The true story of hotel rwanda is really exciting.

Hello/bye

Bye/hello.

Yeah you are back here.

Stupid wr kampong photo taking session.

Oh wait gab is calling me to do the wr zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Please please please. Let it continue like that.

:P

Imagination

Am i correct or am i wrong?

I will never find out. As no one will really tell me the answer. Things have been turning out to be slightly fine. Just that there is still a sense of...uhhh lack of security? Haha not like i got anything to lose out.

Come on and take whatever you want.

Recently i have been very cold to people. It's not as if i really wanted to do that, i am just being me myself.

Yeah unhappy? So be it. There are people who are asking me why do i always emo alone.( matire LOL) I still don't know how to spell.(Me-tire)Pronunciation.

Then there are people like (ELOHIM) who says why are there always people saying hi to me.

It can really be anything. Friends or friendless.

Doesn't really matter.

1st level: hello with a big wave.
2nd level: hello with no expression
3rd level: a nod on the head with no expression
4th level: mind power with mutual acknowledgement.

So please be happy if i did not say hi to you.

Ripper

Sometimes i really don't understand what the heck i am doing myself.

Wasted one whole day in school working out.

High metabolism rate plus crazy work out=3 kg lost.

Ok ok ok ok ok i know i know water......

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SINCE I CAN'T SHOUT OUT IN THE REAL WORLD.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADOUYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Terikamasi for your time on this post.

Hato

Hadouyuuu

Nothing much going on... Dazing out during tuition lesson. Ate dinner with the same group of people. Talk to the same old people. See the same old people.

Should get my butt moving after finishing the convo with andrew. Well grid.........

There wasn't any eye contact cause i could not even find in the dark. Blinded by the hectic situation.

I need to look with my heart.

Dondondon

don don don don

Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy.

Today i am very happy because__________________.

Oh yea, this time i am going to type out full.

Today i am very happy because i love my class.

HAHAHAHAHA, can imagine the faces of many people. Too bad... Gabriel you will never ever know who i like.


Because even i don't know the answer myself. Who cares.

No one i guess!

Com-me-com-me-com

Baka.

Recently i have been planning something. I hope it works out. Cause if it doesn't....

Wouldn't even wanna think about it.

Things i would like to declare.

I like table-tennis.

LOL. THAT'S ABOUT IT. Though it is nothing to be proud of. However i dare say that my achievement in table tennis can win most other people. Considering the fact that i have been playing it since primary 2-3? To jc2.

If time were to revert back, i will avert myself from many situations where i can excel in it even more.

All that trophies are nothing as compared to the joy and thrill of the game.

Now all i want is just a competitive game that doesn't matter even if you win or lose. Because most players do not dare to give it their best, scared of giving an opportunity to the opponent by your unforced error.

Me just being me.

Yea, rachael the inside is the one that counts. You look GREAT!.






Oh ya. One last thing. Since i think i shall be leaving this blog by itself for quite sometime.

I am doing what i shall be doing, so as to uphold my position as a maris.

I am maris stella

My conduct is guided by respect for god and country, respect for parents and elders, respect for siblings peers and juniors. Respect for self and respect for property.

In all that i say or do, i bear in mind that it affects and influences others, directly or indirectly.

What I do, I do through love and service and with regards to the rights of others.

Lastly, I believe that what is worth doing should be done well and cheerfully.

(i typed this out myself)

SO TO UPHOLD MY INTEGRITY. Even if i were to perish, i will reach the end with just my ashes.

Fedor

Super duper busy day. Just reached home and completely exhausted.

After tuition i had dinner with jialiang shinta and dean.

Sometimes just having a nice chat is the best thing in the world.

I think we can agree on that. Can we?

Dean.

Oh yeah before i forgets about it, STOP FREAKING TELLING PEOPLE STUFF LIKE I AM GONNA RETAIN.

You mofo, stop trying to tell the whole world about the fact that anyone who is capable of entering jc have got the intellect to figure out that you are bsing. Like total bsing...

So don't tell me that ya?

Nocturnes

Hmm...

Left right left right left right.

Aww, i still receive a headshot.

Today have been a hilarious day. Saw things that i am not supposed to be seeing. Imagine now in your head-your primary school classmate and your secondary school classmate together.

Intentionally teased them.

Ooo, going to see some bright lights soon. Wonder if my tomorrow is gonna be a wonderful day?

Well, sleep well tonight.

^^

Pathetic//^^

There are times where i really want to say out all my inner thoughts and feeling to someone.

Tuu, but then when i try to find one.....

I bet some/most people out there are having a situation like me.

I really need someone who i can confide everything to.

Did i forgot to mention that i think i have changed. I remember myself to be a good listener. Always willing to lend my ear to someone else. However recently i realise that i have been ignoring what other people have got to tell me. Comments have been coming in saying that i am random.

That's why i realise that my inside is full of stuff coming from other people, then where am i going to unload all these things?

I always remember things that are significance. Nicholas koh(sec1 partner) final words to me were-Lawrence, why do you always ask me about the results of the subject you are good in? What about my best subjects?

I remembered that i stun when he said that.

I changed after that...

Indeed.

*Damn i have edited this post 3 times... each time adding more stuff.

Ok, i just forgot that i was supposed to write on the geography lecture that i missed out. Please people next time do at least ask why>? Don't give me stuff that you are assuming.

Like for example, you pon la. Pon means pon la, because you don't wanna come that's why you pon what. Overslept ar. Excuse again la

Er, i got REASONS. Freaking bloody heck REASONS. Just for example that retarted ML(from tt) who obviously think that i want to pon tt. MY tt bat is spolit... Ok, i could have gotten it fixed up 1 week before BUT DO YOU FREAKING hell have got a busier day than me on monday? You mother f*****, dsa noob who only know how to dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa and after dsaing you know how to erm...flirt>?(assumption by me).

Blah. Lucky i did not use the f word. f*****=fisher.

So, next time before you SAY SOMETHING OUT THAT COMES OUT FROM YOUR ASS.(since you do not need to think) Ask for a reason. Not everyone have got the same reason of wanting to pon.

Now, that is why i hate people who dsa. Not because of any other reason. Don't think too far. Cause their attitude have got some problem.

Oh wait, it is not your attitude, it is just your face.

So yeah..I am sorry for poning geo lecture.

A few days ago i figure out that i was practically going backwards on all my principles. Everything that i was determine not to fall back into happen. Is it really too late for me to climb back up?

Hong yan huo shui.

Not every single one.

Afreako

Brrr, economic assignment took up my whole frigging day.

I am having so little sleep these few days that i broke my promise today. Slept during econs lecture and guess what? Carissa got infected by me haha. BOTH OF US SLEPT!!!

Slept again during chinese and spend the rest of the freaking day in the library trying to clear up that crazy piece of assignment that might save my butt...

Me

Meh?

I think i found it. Too focus on other things that recently i felt that i am just not me.

Yeah, pretty sure i found it.

Ideology

I really got lots of thing to say.

That feeling is lost?

I shall sum all that up in 1 word.

Happy.

Not to forget some ''people'' without fail just have to make a fool out of themselves. Well, not that we can do anything like i said before. ^^

Just take a good look at them and laugh.

I mean what else can i say? Haha.

Enjoy your life.

Happy.

Revo/Revo/End

You know there is a reason why people don't do certain things.

I guess so...

You will understand.

Additional tcaF

Ok, prior to this i made another one regarding the boy/girls unequal treatment from the rest.

Here goes another...

You know there are girls/guys out there who thinks that they are pretty/handsome(cough) and like to make use of others.

Well not that i am trying to change the fact that these things do happen because this world is never fair. If this world is fair, they wouldn't be using democratic system now but communism. However even in a communist state, nothing is always fair.

There is nothing much i/we can do about it. You may disagree with me, but i trust that there are certainly such things happening. Since i have experience such cases myself.

So, stay away from me if you think that i am going to allow myself to enter in such situation. Mild cases are definitely alright since guys are supposed to let the girls.

If you are a guy and doing such things. Uhh....

I think you need some skin removal surgery. I have got more things in mind. Well i guess we shall have to leave that for next time then.

^^

Oh ya, mistakes i have made again. Damn it, why am i so selfish.

Sorry.

Brrr, okok last thing.

GO AWAY GUYS WITH BANGS. Ewh(sorry i have to copy you V)

Wayieoo

Eh, wasted my whole holiday doing nothing...

Guess this is my last break, cause i really need one.

Went to ps with jy yesterday. Walked all the way from ps to iluma and national central library(Never been there before).

Iluma is really cool. I like the ambience there, however i think that the maintenance fee must weight a ton on the rental fee.

Still need one. Human nature.

Hochiminh

I want to go there. Slow pace of life.

WHY MUST IT BE OVER HERE?

I know, i had this topic of discussion with lots of people. Clara said everyone must be experiencing the same thing. Mine was just due to the fact that i made a wrong move on the chessboard and it is going to be over for me.

Not to mention the fact that just having the line of vision with some people in the school erks me.

Went back to mshs today. I think they are dead. 10 years series not even touched at this point of time. 17 days to prelim and they are still roaming around the school.

Mr thodey, no i am not fine. I just can't tell you that i am in deep shit now. Thick skin? I guess so...

MSHS have GOT A REVOLUTION going on. There is a freaking canteen on top.

Who can i really turn to?

No one but myself. Damn i wanted to spam a lot more things, intuition tells me not to.

Kall

I think i saw another dao ting tu shuo sight.

Go ahead and listen go go go.

Better if more gossips are created. Isn't that what you guys are best in.

V. Oh wait, not V but V formation.

H&Kall.

98 PERCENT. HAHA, if you can guess what's 98 percent about.

:D:D:D:D

Dne won

I think i need specs. However after trying out chayadi specs. Hmm, can't really see much as all i had was the mrt window and a super high degree spectacles.

However, I think i look kindda stupid with specs....

Dynamic life have made me confused. Is it just me or everyone?

It doesn't matter?

Really i don't get why some things are happening at all. Laughters>?

Dash and jump

Today was a long day. Luckily i had a break due to unforseen situation.

Tennis again yea~~~~ Woohoo fun fun fun.

Back to the boring life of school. Irritating people choose to appear in front of me and what can i do?

Thought i might be able to spot something. Fail again. Today nothing have been spotted while ELO SPOTTED SOMETHING.

Why NOT ME.

Intuition

I think i got it.

Bimbo? Haha, life is never perfect. I never ask anyone to be also.

Cat/dog fight with beaver.

Luckily i did not receive much scars.

I did emo today, though it might be a fake one. Cause i tried to... Well actually just leaning my head against the bus window and the freaking trembling and jerking stopped me.

Guess i am just not that type who can do it.

Black/Red

Stupid blogger giving me problem again. Is there even a chance that i will flag myself?

Come to think of it, was it my shoelaces that the chinese teacher was talking about?
Black/Red~~~~~~~~~

Today was not wasted.

Cause i felt that i wasted too much of my life.

I give you my life. :P

Take care whoever you are.

Kalliee

Where?

Not sure.

I have made more mistake today... Broke my promise.
Why do i have to make mistake then come to realise it later on.

Eh, some things really need not be said out. Body language is the key.

Talking to myself again...

Can anyone tell me how to be optimistic? Well, i guess i am leaning more on the 'wierd' side.

If only i could()

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DboyS-OiDK4

If you got the time that is.

BaaBlah

Failed attempt with jerrold.

Manhatten fish/if i spell wrongly don't blame me. IS SHIT ON MY LIST NOW.

Seriously 40 plus for that? Might as well to swensen.....

Lol, we tried to leech the xbox fifa. First machine, Sorry guys we are closing.Damn never mind next machine. Sorry bro no uniform allowed.

When a man is unlucky, everything is shit. It doesn't just come one by one... It comes like a freaking machin gun chain.

Silent tremor

Pathetic lousy life. Not my style to actually belittle life but this is bullshit.

Every morning 730 730 730 730 730. I am seriously sick of this shit. i am sick at the idea of waking up at 630 for school. It's tormenting my soul. My poor little soul can't handle it please........

End this please. I am really exhausted. Both mentally and physically.

Screw you. I will screw you upside down inside out outside in up down left right left right up down.

You are not going to continue screwing my life up. Cause i shall put an end to it.

Tired...

Purple

Really, purple is mine favourite colour?

Lalala, why not red? Nah too common and another reason which only elo knows.

Today i visited Kashing new house. LOVE THE COSY FEELING. Freaking near somemore.

:P

Random i know, but this just came off my mind.

WHY DO YOU NOT HAVE A BLOG? HOW DO I FIGURE OUT STUFF LIKE THAT?

I mean one small sight is capable of causing me to shoot off in another direction with a smile.

Inside.

Vintage

Today i watched harry potter.

Ah yuan said he wanted to watch at some empty cinema, therefore i found one vintage small cinema for him. Epic, 2 uncles lifted up their leg onto the chairs in front as it was so frigging empty.

Handphones ringing all over like nobody business.

I just love that feeling though.

I want ______

Take care...

Oh ya, i know that i am a bad guy... no one needs to remind me about it. Hate me all you want, cause it doesn't matter.

/lol.

Hey you

You you you you you~~~~~
Always been youuuuuuuuu.

Why must it be youuuu?

Hey, it's you. Not your friend. Damn not your friend... It is you!

Hangman

I really do not wish to type anything pessimistic anymore. However life leave me with no choice.

Why is my life in such fast pace now? Like most people work for the whole of their life and ends up with nothing. Like they can't even enjoy their life at all.

Baa, i promise i will get my life back.

Mini, making it become a optimistic blog like this.

I LIKE MY LIFE. MY LIFE IS GREAT.

take care.

Bear boo scary

All down to one now. Or is it 2?

Oh wait, it's 0. haahaaa

I don't know

I really don't know. Haiz... How>? Whatever.

Roar

Ever tried holding a punching position in front of a dog? I did it today.

Well, we finally went to kampong to do our interview. Started off good with a rain, seriously the weather is crap and i was already half wet walking to the interchange.(By sweating obviously)/ Since it was raining we went inside a house after getting invited by our kind kampong resident.

Did a couple of interview with different people.

The main point was i never thought a dog will charge at me. Well i actually did have the thought in the past, but it really happen today. Luckly he did not really charge all the way and bite me.

If i were to get bitten, he is so going to pay for it. Well, did not happen as i managed to stop and hold a whacking position at it, with the screams of cherie and amanda at the back, trying to get a safe spot all the way at the back.

Anyway i had back-up, gabriel with an umbrella haha. Also a old uncle with a really long stick.

A fufilling day.

Patty

I need a pat on my head.

Small boy.

Chicubaru

Ok, i shall try to be optimistic here. Though i think it shall be a failed attempted.

What a bright sunny day. The perfect day for me to go out and get some fresh air. BAA, i just can't do it.

You know i wrote Q2 for chinese compo and that title is like going to 100 percent suits the situation i am in now. Including my feelings i guess, The title was you are the one who brighten up my life.

WHERE'S THE PERSON WHO CAN FREAKING LIGHT UP THE PATH.
Well, i wrote about a teacher in the compo, so don't get the wrong idea now.

Anyway the story ends with as long as the person have got the heart, an iron bar could also end up being a needle.

As for the teacher perspective of whether the story will come true..... 44/60 sounds fine? meaning that it can come true? Wait the second part is coming.

She thinks that it can come true, however there will be lots of obstacles you know why?

44-8/60.

Yeah, i can be a story writer haha. Can't believe i made a blogpost out of this.

Take care!

Hiladilo

I can't freaking believe that i slept halfway watching a video. Not to mention that i was still in my school uniform.

Dirt.

YADILOH

I have been a bad person recently.

All things have been done with a reason. I am sorry i have to do it.

Kang Leng

Eh? Kang Leng is better? Hmm, i think it is too.

Anyway this seems the first time that i will write about my studies on my blog.
Freaking A level chinese oral.

I think i could have been a lot better.

Anyway just when i am at my lowest point, at least i caught a glimpse of zelda. Wait not exactly glimpse. A FULL one. Not that it helps anyway.

Cause i don't see the smile.

Anyway, i don't cry in front of people. A fact for angeline. lol.

Take care.

Infusion

So this is how it was all these while. Was it really? No? So is it yes or no? No answer i guess.

Irritating. Perceived bad feeling upcoming.

I can't say bg(short form) anymore since it's like so obvious now. However i still have another one.

Haha.

Frenzy crazyness

Lol, i know i have went from normal to crazy. Oh wait, it should be crazy to frenzy crazy.

Brr, What am i going to do haha. Anyway i managed to not turn my head to the direction of zelda.


Back to back. Guess this is how i want it to be.

Cleared mind

All over now. I am back to normal haha. Faster than i expected, all thanks to carissa.....

Woot lala no chance that such things happen again hahaha.

I think i got crazier. All illusion to you.

Trust me.

Darn...

Damn it. Cannot really express how i am feeling now. If i were to not pull myself back now, i would not have the last laugh.

I stand alone in the rain, looking at the opposite grass and found it to be greener. All that because of one person. Looking from far i smile to the other side and told myself.

I still have the last laugh. Falling back on my back, i look like an idoit at this moment but the smile is still on my face. Cause deep inside my heart i know that i have not fail myself.

Lol

i think we both got to drop this topic on girls thingy
I LIKE MYSELF
END OF STORY
Ka-Ching! ???????? IPPON[????]!! says:
LOL
eh gtg
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yea
really
ok
Ka-Ching! ???????? IPPON[????]!! says:
sleepz
`xX~«--๑¨¤۞¤๑† ¤Paperboyz™¤†๑¤۞¤¨๑--»•~Xx` says:
I LOVE MYSELF
Ka-Ching! ???????? IPPON[????]!! says:
yeah yeah
`xX~«--๑¨¤۞¤๑† ¤Paperboyz™¤†๑¤۞¤¨๑--»•~Xx` says:
haha
SWEET DREAMS

Chance

How many chances do life give us?

Like what i meant before, if i am indeed too late. I will not give up and leave it there. Cause looking is already good enough for me.

Am i bluffing myself again? Damn.

Arghh

Still thinking about it anyway.

Harry potter is COMING OUT!!! I wanna watch it.

Even tho it's a horror movie haha. I think only carissa will get what i meant.

Please

Don't tell me i am too late.

If i am really late once again, i shall just leave it there cause i am not going to give up just like that. Temptations please leave me. Cause i only have one goal.

One and only one.

In loving memories

Nothing much will go on this weekend. After the hectic outing from last week.>or was it last last week?. I feel that it's good to take a break and let everything go slow.

Am i blinding myself again? Or do i need to be blind to really see everything clearly with my heart.

YATA!!!!

IT's like scoring a goal?//Not as if i like soccer anyway. Winning a TT match?//I lost that feeling a long time ago.

WHATEVER, IT'S EVERYTHING.

The smile, the V formation on the fingers. Wakeke, the joy on my face.

Hannah. Tried to use my trademark reverse skill and i laugh at myself.

Anyway, when we finished pw today chong said to us Lawrence and gabriel, you are team number 2. Gabriel said woohoo lawrence let's do the hug thingy to congratz each other lol.

When we were presenting the wr to chong gab's laptop crash. So we had a small break in between and chong said... Hmmm, Lawrence you got to get a hair cut. Lol, this is what happens when there's nothing to do.

hannaH. Still thinking when i am already onto pw stuff. Don't let it leave me please, i love that feeling.

duelicious

So things have been like this, wr draft 1 is over for pw. I got scam 3 dollar plus for the coloured pages we had to print out. Well not that i really care as i get to.....................

What am i really doing haha>?