Dream/clear

Maybe trying to stress myself out is not a good way. After 4 days of providing myself with little sleep with lots of things to think about, i really felt that i could faint anytime soon. Little energy left to continue on what i should have done long ago.

A dream pops up today. Have been really a long time since i had a dream.

I went on a bus or a plane with the class. I can't really remember if it was a bus or a plane. I saw a weird man who was suspicious which i really don't know why did i find it so. That guy then try to took me as a hostage out of no where in the dream. I managed to struggle and push him away, with his gun in my hand(remember it was a revolver). I aimed the gun at him and ask him to stop whatever he was doing.

However his friend was on another side of the bus or train and he was on a killing rampage. I cant remember the middle part or there wasn't any at all. Jumping to the last part of the dream. People have died. I am not sure of how the hell and what the hell. Ok in the dream 2 person have died. Both whom i know. However one of them survive and she saw her mum looking for her therefore she went over to hug her mum.

I know i know why did i dream about the 'hug mum' part. The reason to me was quite clear, just like what i want that person who survive to be doing now.

The second person who died. Really died. ''They'' said when she was dieing she was calling out for me. However i was not there which i don't know why thanks to the dream. This is the part that drains me of my sleep. I was crying.

Indeed crying in the dream. Just crying and walking around and then there was this shop where i could go inside and sit down at one corner.

Dreams are supposed to be the people whom you care the most sub-consciously?

Never knew it would be so.

Thanks dream.