Twirl

I am really lost. Like just i don't know? Trying to avoid from the whole world outside. This year have indeed been a hard year and i know deep down inside i had received lots of support from people all around me.

There will be always those who never leave me alone when i needed them while there will also be those who show their true colour.

I always insisted on the whole thing about going solo because moving on as a group is draggy but definitely will make you be happy. End of the day, how many of your ''close friend'' are really your true friends? No one is really sure about anything.

I never realised my head was really going from (high to low) as i walk. Tendency for me to think about stuff constantly. Well looks like i got to change it too since people apparently do not like what i am doing now.

Haiz, be a good guy and you get bullied. SO YOU WANT ME TO REBEL?

You have it, from today onwards i will not be my old-self.

I had enough.

:(




Time for something light now. Since i have decided to let it go.

The blog post title is meant for one of my good friend since i felt personally that his determination is so much better amongst us. However sometimes in life determination itself is not enough. There is still the 5 percent component of luck.

Really wanted to go to chayadi's indo house this year but i guess it is not possible anymore now. Andrew asked me to go with him for europe trip. Yes, TWO PERSON. No parents no anything... (oh wait and guess what at this moment, ANDREW TOLD ME HIS BODY IS FAILING. Holy shit idoit finally i think he is going to take up my advice of doing some sports)

Woah why is this post like an essay i think i better stop now. Well i shall end off with.

There will always be a tomorrow.

Never give up.