Pathetic//^^

There are times where i really want to say out all my inner thoughts and feeling to someone.

Tuu, but then when i try to find one.....

I bet some/most people out there are having a situation like me.

I really need someone who i can confide everything to.

Did i forgot to mention that i think i have changed. I remember myself to be a good listener. Always willing to lend my ear to someone else. However recently i realise that i have been ignoring what other people have got to tell me. Comments have been coming in saying that i am random.

That's why i realise that my inside is full of stuff coming from other people, then where am i going to unload all these things?

I always remember things that are significance. Nicholas koh(sec1 partner) final words to me were-Lawrence, why do you always ask me about the results of the subject you are good in? What about my best subjects?

I remembered that i stun when he said that.

I changed after that...

Indeed.

*Damn i have edited this post 3 times... each time adding more stuff.

Ok, i just forgot that i was supposed to write on the geography lecture that i missed out. Please people next time do at least ask why>? Don't give me stuff that you are assuming.

Like for example, you pon la. Pon means pon la, because you don't wanna come that's why you pon what. Overslept ar. Excuse again la

Er, i got REASONS. Freaking bloody heck REASONS. Just for example that retarted ML(from tt) who obviously think that i want to pon tt. MY tt bat is spolit... Ok, i could have gotten it fixed up 1 week before BUT DO YOU FREAKING hell have got a busier day than me on monday? You mother f*****, dsa noob who only know how to dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa and after dsaing you know how to erm...flirt>?(assumption by me).

Blah. Lucky i did not use the f word. f*****=fisher.

So, next time before you SAY SOMETHING OUT THAT COMES OUT FROM YOUR ASS.(since you do not need to think) Ask for a reason. Not everyone have got the same reason of wanting to pon.

Now, that is why i hate people who dsa. Not because of any other reason. Don't think too far. Cause their attitude have got some problem.

Oh wait, it is not your attitude, it is just your face.

So yeah..I am sorry for poning geo lecture.

A few days ago i figure out that i was practically going backwards on all my principles. Everything that i was determine not to fall back into happen. Is it really too late for me to climb back up?

Hong yan huo shui.

Not every single one.