Zao fan

Nice try.

Recently the ''environment'' have heated up. It may certainly be due to the upcoming promos or possibly just the point where people are starting to get used to the existence of one another that they have started crossing the line.

Whatever the reason might be... I only know about myself. Do not flare me up or i might not even know what i am capable of.

Ask me the Question if i think that i am a loser now because based on mid-years result i am definitely losing out to people who have got lower capability than me? The answer is yes. I can't control such things myself. Heaven wants me to be a loser then i guess i have to be one?

Wonder when will i move out from being a loser. This feeling have last for a freaking long time when can i get back that old feeling.

Somethings i really wonder if i will be able to withstand it until the end.

Really want to learn the way of being together with the air, instead of being a hard cold steel that is unable to withstand much damage.

Damn i never intended to post this crappy post with no optimistic point of view. However i don't want to waste my effort typing this out.

Cannot wait for tomorrow gp lesson where WE GET TO WATCH MOVIE! The true story of hotel rwanda is really exciting.