Darn...

Damn it. Cannot really express how i am feeling now. If i were to not pull myself back now, i would not have the last laugh.

I stand alone in the rain, looking at the opposite grass and found it to be greener. All that because of one person. Looking from far i smile to the other side and told myself.

I still have the last laugh. Falling back on my back, i look like an idoit at this moment but the smile is still on my face. Cause deep inside my heart i know that i have not fail myself.