Ugh

I will NEVER want to get drunk again...

Yesterday was kind of random as i was just wanting to find someone to go out with and in the end it turned up to be a small gathering haha. Oh well not really since we never plan for it to be.

Yes hongxuan thanks for abandoning us for your girlfriend.

We went to watch kaiji(i rate it 3.5/5). Hrmm, jeremy's friend said that show was bad but we decided to go along with it since the movies industries are kindda screwed up these few days with the choices like what the dabulibabu.

Zuo ren lol. As if i am still not scared of spending like 10 bucks on shows like legions. You want me to spend it on jack's neo movie.

We just decided to try to get ''high'' for once. I wanted to try it for once at least haha.

So yeah, the view at singapore's flyer wasn't exactly that good... Jeremy's camera didn't had a memory card in it haha. Which was good as well since they told me i was at peak red halfway just like 15 minutes into drinking.

Yup, my stomach was totally red. No bloodshot eyes tho. Ok, then it went on to become bad. When i kept losing the cai quan. Was trying to get andrew down first, but i went down and started drinking A&W haha.

So bailey with 17 percent alcohol wasn't enough and they bought scott with 43 percent.

The reason why i am even typing this out to remember myself about this bad incident. I puke like shit after the whole thing. So i experience the whole process you can get by drinking and i will never want to try it again.

When i was still in the mood of being ''high'', i lay down looking at the sky.

I was thinking...some things started becoming vivid. It's haunting me, because i overlooked it. Then andrew had to start singing beside me. Haha smiling for no reasons after that.

Drowning. Just let me start going back to backstreet boys songs.

When i was puking i felt really helpless. So vulnerable. Haha, imagine if i did fell into the river.

Don't drink ):

Thanks for that experience.