Hey

Hey, today is saturday. The weather looks uhh, rainy? Perhaps it needed to let go of that heavy workload it have been carrying. Perhaps it decided to let it down here because it just can't be bothered anymore.

I suppose when it gives me the idea that it can't be bothered anymore, it was obviously bothered about it.

Swooo, go away bad weather, i don't need your accompany. I don't need you to make me feel sleepy.

Woke up today feeling slightly happy that it was holiday! I can't forget about my mistakes tho... A bad thing since the human brain was supposed to only remember 5 percent of what you learnt the day before.

Why does it have to be in that 5 percent i don't know, should be because i learnt nothing the day before hahaha. Empty brain= capable of storing such stuff...

Was thinking about reading a book. Something that allows me to think about. Something good, haha or shall i put it simple. Improve my GP grades. Like that will ever happen when i am competing with people like zhiquan whose vocab knowledge is like totally imba.

Nah, don't think towards the direction of improving grades ok? Not a mugger.

Let's see what am i going to do during next week. Really glad that it is holiday time! Time for a break. Break break break bread bread bread. Hey, that means more FOOD, oh yeah. Too bad BBQ session with the guys aren't during this week. Actually we can have it at my parents hougang house lol. Don't know if you guys want tho... Weird la, since we are not even staying there.

I needed to talk to more people to help myself.

Can't wait to see old faces and catch up on what they are doing recently.

Oh yeah not to forget about owning someone a dinner that will most probably burn a megahole in my pocket haha.

The food will be great i know, but i just look forward to fooling around with you lol.

Maybe i was wrong in my doings. Maybe i was unfair. Maybe i was blinded. Maybe i was not neutral.

Just wanted to let you know that i gave considerations about how you feel.

My actions are showing otherwise i know. I just felt like letting down everything. Don't worry, i will fufil my promise. If you want to that is...

Thanks for what you have done.

I wanted to say when will anyone spare a thought about me. I guess i do not have any rights to say that.

The moody cloud has indeed started raining...

But in my mind i know that i will see the Sun coming up brighter than before due to the contrast.

I see hope.