Last day of the 2010

You know what? I am actually glad that 2010 is ending. So many bad things, it's as if i offended someone. Then of course obviously i did, no enemies where's the fun?

Thank you for wishing me happy birthday.

:)

Seeya.

X' Mas

(: Reached 7:00 at yadi's house? Pretty late... and i should have went earlier hahaha.

Still feeling dumb when i can't figure out that black magic thingy. Oh well at least i know the answer behind it now.



You know i saw this scene at the MRT. I told myself, i will want that to happen to me in 5 years time.

5 years.

Happy merry christmas. Go chill out have fun and make lots of snowman. Too bad we're in singapore.

~~

Shucks~

Went cycling yesterday and now i have got 4 scars all over my body.

fersgrsrghirohbh.

Tsk.

Shutter Island

Woah i am capable of posting. Apparently google locked me out of this account for no reason.

Blahh, nothing much going on these days anyway.

So 8 days after A level.


Immediatetly after A, we stayed over at yadi's place for 2 night. After that i visited lan shop one time with someone alone. Went out with some other secondary school mate. Wanted to go cycling but still have not gotten my chance.

PLAYED WOW AND RUSHED TO 80.

So...

Shit no life.


Truth or lies i like that. Go figure out yourself.

Seeya (:

Life is all about experience eh?

I have nothing to say but you don't win it by running fast.

You win it by running slow.

Not snail-pace slow that is :(

I am going to hug buddha's leg and burn a thousand incense sticks.

Bias. Blaa.

I can't wait for year end to come but at the same time i am running out of time.

So much stuff to do, i wonder if i should just early enlist to resolve all these shit, most probably will try to calculate the timing first, don't wanna waste time when i come out from there as well eh.

So yeah, all these overseas trip, moscow.... What can i say, when yadi told me about it i said uhh don't need to consider cause i know KS would say no.

How about india?

No wait how about i follow my principle and stop leeching my parents money?

That's why buffet is my hero.

No i didn't spell wrong, it was intentional, what's life without food. What's food without brain.

Cheers.

You know why you know why

You were special?

Diurnal surprises

I am going off to run.

Other than those hot babes you get to see.

Most importantly you get to empty your brain.



Oh yeah my hot babes definition might be different from you.

(:

Grace hrmm

2011 FIFA! I don't know but i think pes is about to give way to fifa this time round as it is going to lose out in any aspect.

Gameplay graphics and innovation.

For the first time i felt that soccer is not bullshit.

Yeah, and i figured out that i am actually a pro in penalty kick MUAHAHHAHAHA.


Uhh, okay so that's about all i suppose? Cause i have no life.




Please Don't assume that i have experience in it, seriously i am just as amatuar as you.

This place is about to close down. Have been thinking of changing domain, need some place where i can really write/type down everything without much unknown people to visit.

First i have to figure out how to transfer history over. Lol, yeah as if that will take long.

Cleared my tagbox of that disgusting bot and it is still coming back. Btw PS i didn't know bots have IP TOO.

BANN all of them.

Take care then. We are all here for a reason, you are here for a reason as well.

Baka

Kao, shut up shut up shut up. How the heck did i even get the first part of sbq wrong...

Slide flow heave fall.

Translational slide-landslide rock slide
Rotational slide- slump

Flow-mud/earth/debris

Heave-soil creep solifluction

Fall-rockfall debrisfall

Interpretion of the english language have some problem i see. They said one for each i gave them 1 only. I was wondering how much rockfall can affect arid region... Bullshit.

Haiz have to just listen to yadi lo. As long as i know i know about it will do lo.

You stop spamming my Qbox now or i will bite you.

:/

Emotes har?

No seriously, this is unbearable. This is torturous. This is...

Alone.

Kae-in

So woke up an hour ago and i am wearing my chain-mail and polishing my sword.

Hope i don't get frag out there cause i am still using olden era technology...

Long ago i made a promise to someone and it didn't happen. Perhaps that's why i am afraid to even do the same thing again. They were true about it i suppose, no matter how much i wanted to deny that.

Haiz, just take care k.

Time was never on my side, always on the wrong timing.

Bionda

Exhausted. Very.

Tunnel-vision and it's getting dark.

Luckily when i walked out from the library it rained. Someone who is feeling the same way as me i see.

In geo term then it was most probably just convectional rain...

Stupid geo.

Suck it in and take care (:

Smile

Rouououou

Personal taste is ownage.

I am serious, the director is no bullshit and the actors are seasoned also.

Ok shhh, later andrew scold me. Also not to mention about going lan again during zhiquan's birthday. OK DON'T READ THIS ANDREW SUMARLI. For 3 years, and i finally touched custom games once again. Yes i led them to try out mafa TD insane mode with 3 person. Was hoping to complete it like i did 3 years ago. Euro-battle net haha.

Honestly, if i were to step out once again to express myself, things would definitely go awry again. So...

Take care.

Yes i have managed to learn the art of pretence. Yes no matter how much my character does not allow that to happen. I don't mind doing it if things will ultimately be better.

At least for others.

#1

(:

LJZ

Anyway, happy teacher's day.

Nope, i didn't went back to secondary or primary school. Perhaps now i realise why miss ang never wanted to move on to other post. With her capability she would have been pretty far up there.

Salary isn't everything haha. Definitely is when the clique talks about it. Perhaps for our age-group i suppose. Monetary gains against some sort of ideal goal? Obviously the latter lose out.

What sort of goal...

Was reading some comments and i came across this sentence. '' being nice is great, but it isnt everything''.

Linked with the original topic i find it to be very true.

Oh well.

Take care (:

GRRRRR

Kept telling myself to hang in there. Kept...

It is the truth that i burn-out. Zzz, never started and i burn-out. How the heck?

Don't know la, just hope that i can chill out and look at the blue sky.

Somehow, you are stuck in my head. Brrr, wonder if i should cut my hair soon. Most probably wait for andrew to come back then cut together.

If i can wait for that long haha. Last friday i was doing sit-ups in the gym and mr tam came in, and do his usual greeting method. LAWRENCE. Then i uhh hi mr tam (:

Stared and stares then he said why are you doing here? You should be at the library.

Of course i gave the excuse that balance is the key.

Then he give me the usual ''smile'' and continue staring at me while i am at some aweward position of semi-sit up. Then he move my fringe a bit and said to me in chinese.

Ni hen ying jun, wo xing shang ni.

LOL, I SAID HAA? BU YAO LA.

In other words i think he is like saying, YOUR HAIR IS LONG, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE HAOQI(yes most marist should have seen him these few days- he cut some mohawk then shave off because of his ct.) YOU better cut your hair.

Haha, okok shhh. Let me hide a bit longer please, thanks thanks.

Darkside.

(:

Takecare. Cheersss~

Mango

It used to be underrated but now it is overrated. Who knows it can be that hard to tie shoelaces.

So how's life? Hang in there and it will all be smiles.

Cheers~

Hush, it's alright.

Great, i just deleted it because it can't be seen by some people.

Anyway, just mentioning about my taste being different. No, she's not within the auntie age range.

Now i get why when my friends were discussing about some girls i will always be like... Is she even that special?

That is certainly a good thing when i am not into the mainstream group haha. However honestly i don't get why some people go for skinny petite girls. Unhealthy.

Not to mention about those who are super AA. That is unhealthy+disgusting. Come on, being silence will +9000 points i swear. You don't have to claim reward for everything you do yeah?

Reminded me about our cca's teachers mindset. OR rather those people who are eager to prove their worth.

Tell me now, DSA&APPEAL. Where the hell are the differences? No seriously, advocating for MOE and telling me yeah, You should just dsa/appeal. I promise you, i will certainly encourage my childrens to do that.

Keeping mum about such things doesn't mean that i have nothing to say alright. Totally have to make me rage and burst things out.

Yucks.


Happy National Day Singapore. No single state/nation of this size has ever survived for more than 100 years. I am pretty sure singapore will, the power of the little red dot (:

That character and aura is very memerizing. Aura, hrmmm aura.

Cheers~

Take care shall we? :D




Courtesy of eugene, now i truely believe that i have one of the largest collections of jokes/riddles. He provided this.

Which dog cannot see? Hehe. Answer is a type of fruit.

I lost count of the days.

Yes, i did count the number of days. Stopped after i realised that i don't know you well at all.

Random.

SUP, it is like 3am in the morning. Still not falling asleep because i screwed up my nap in the afternoon. Basically we went for a wedding dinner, of someone whom i really know as well... Does not really matter since 90percent of the time that happens.

Oh nonono, not because i isolate myself or what, they are just different age-group from us and one thing i really dislike about is that THEY DO NOT FRIGGING APPEAR DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR.

Then 10 years later out of no where they appear and say, HEY SUP I AM GETTING MARRIED you got to come ok? So yeah of course my parents will give those idoits some face cause of their parents.


Appear as if nothing is feeling wrong, let me handle it. Things always work out the other way, i sense the vibe wrong and i just let it be. Doesn't have to be so does it?

OH YEAH, MY DAD WON SOME MONEY FROM 4D. It's like finally after 1 million year and my parents won some. He secretly bought it somemore lol, damn why didn't my mum do so. Anyway the amount we won is smaller than the hongbao we gave the bridgegroom. Oh well, take it as recoup or something haha.

Cheers, take care.

(:

Give me a spade

Do i know you? ----> How about you? If i don't know you, that means that i know your friend's friends de friend.

I don't know but sorry i really really really do not have time to think about it anymore. It's either i die of stress, or i die of stress.



I wish you gave me strength. No? Nope? how about a little luck? Nope?

OK A LITTLE HOPE.

Please one small shimmering hope.

Is your name GOD?

Only if i do believe your name is GOD, or rather if i address you as GOD, will you assist me?

No matter what i will not fall that easily.

NEVERRRRR.

Love

Hi there, life have indeed been acting like Nidoking using the skill trash. Some sort of rampage indeed.

Haha of course not, not that bad really when I still have time for movies.

Just not being normal since I have not produce some form of reaction on receiving that letter. So I guess nothing much is needed to be said. Yup, nothing's more important than A level.

I felt that I died a little inside there. Just lost that feeling. As if I am another person.

Anyway that chocolate was fattening, but boy I was hungry that day and it came in time. Kindda own you a lot of lunch I suppose. Better repay all kindness later nextlife time I have to pay back X1000000000.

Sorry if this post make no sense. All I ever wanted to say was

I Love















0931 <3

BLOOD

So yeah Ns medical screening.

Pes A.

Don't give me a post that will increase the duration of NS or i will downrank myself. That's all i ask for.

Cheers~

Movies

Only until now have i found the reason to watch movies.

INCEPTION.

NICE.


I am officially can't be bothered. Yup elohim was right, they are getting meanier. There's no incentive anymore.

Turn bad now!

If that's what you people want...

Why do liar exist?

Just asking why am i one myself.

Shhh, It's time.

Nappa: Vegeta, what did you say his power level is?
Vegeta: (while crushing his scouter at the same time) It's over 9000! Raah!
Nappa: 9000?! There's no way that can be right! It can't!

I hate da vibe.

(:

Tick-tock

Tic-tic-tic.

Don't think i don't know what's that look for.

Just feel like laughing.

Tiam

White noise.

Anyway mid-years is officially over with the release of all the results today. What else can i say?

S still doesn't like my style and i am not concern about him marking me down or whatsoever. You don't get to choose the way i write.

Yes tho he still own me in mid-years just like how he did in block-test.

15
6
13
6

2 essays with 6 marks. What is this? I might as well go back to secondary school style and depend on my solid SBQ which you do not need to study and i got a high 15. Which is considered as quite high since everyone get like 11~? I am still deciding if i should even care about it anymore since i am going to use my chinese. Yes my senior confirmed with me that with A you can use it as a H1. That means i have 20 ranking points already. So i should just heckcare this and concentrate on gp i guess. However history is like a natural thing to me and i love it, no stress i suppose since i don't actually need the A from it.

Econs was... Ok essay and case study P2 was fine. Which i think mr bong missed out marking a whole 6 marks question of mine after some reflection on it today. I wonder if i had something to do with me not caring about the miscalculation of marks.

The paper had some miscalculation and i told Mr bong about it then decided to say nvm cause i need 2 marks to change grade and i only have 1/2. What'e point? However just now when i was waiting for noob andrew at MRT i saw that 1 Qns 6 marks had 3 ticks and no marks given.

Perhaps i might actually get my 2 marks.

Math can chi da bian.

Geo was uhhh, i can only say human geo saved my ass.

Gp? Chi da bian, i am never going to choose history/education/geography topics.

Mid-years? I can go chi da bian.

Bye. lol.

Come on

Some form of bad headache. Very bad.

Haha, Mdm loke saw me today and she said i looked like i was on a starvation camp or something. Then i wonder if i was really thinning out fast because after that she said with shorter hair will match a smaller body.

Lol, i mean i know what is she trying to tell me haha. However i do feel that i am actually losing weight fast.

Thought that fire-drill will be on today, apparently not.

Love that smile.

And i don't get why you people will even think that i will be sad. Like seriously, JUST FRIENDS.

YOU KNOW WHAT IS FRIENDS?

Think too far.

Stress?

Remember what mr quek showed us in the hall? Running on water?

To be honest, it's fake.

Go to youtube, type making of liquid mountaineering.


Gp was cowshit... I am going up and down. then down.

HOW I ENTERED NYJC

YEAH OK INSPIRED BY CHAN KA CHING.

Ka shing i meant. Now don't whack my head first. My eye balls are full of veins and i am actually straining to complete this because i got inspired by your EPIC YJC story.

PRE-NYJC.

Seriously what's there to talk about except that lousy piece of shit crap dalibuulibauu O level result slip. LOOKING STRAIGHT AT THE SUBJECT THAT CAUSE ME to fail so badly off my target, the one and only one which i put in the most effort and scored almost A1 for 2 straight years in MSHS. Don't question MSHS ART department ok, i dare to say that it is one of the best in singapore.

I mean like what else is there to do? Except accept the fact that i got defeated because i planned wrongly and went to save the ass of my A math. 2 intensive week of revision of A math before O. Trust me i didn't touch any other subjects except A math. Humanities? What are those man seriously. History and SS those are like nothing when you got the skills and simple common sense which i don't know how the heck people don't get A1 for it.

Sitting down at the chess club area, beaver-andrew-kashing&me decided on what to do. Yes, i remember we stayed until 5 or something before deciding to move on. Sure, at those moments beaver and me were like zzz whatever la SAJC should be can le la. So i decided to just let it go and LET ALL THE CHAOS ROLL OUT. ALL THE FUN I MISSED OUT FOR LIKE 5 month maybe? Yeah Max 6 since secondary was like holiday to me every single day.

Screwed around for 2 whole months of plain holiday. If i do not remember wrongly, it should be 3. 3 frigging months of holiday, god i tell you anyone will go berserk. Like wth seriously what's there to do man.

On that very dreadful day of receiving the lousy sms from MOE about our posting. Why lousy? Cause other people received at 7-9 i received at about 1030. LOL, made me wonder why was mine taking so long. ANYWAY, that was the bullshitto part cause we didn't even end up in SAJC. BUT NYJC.

Tell me SAJC&NYJC, in what ways are they similar? NOTHING EXCEPT FOR THE LAST 2 LETTERS. SEE KS AT LEAST NYJC&YJC is much similar. Okokok, i meant text wise lol.

Called around to see who went who and all that stuff. Beaver decided to be some epic hero and got posted to CJC. Which i will not explain why he ended up there because it's like what andrew, hong xuan& me did in SEC2.

NYJC

I tell you. The first day was nothing like what state i am in now. I had 0 friends. Yes, the bone-chilling loneliness feeling. No more andrew and daily-routine. No more ''gay-buddies''. No more fun but serious learning stuff in school. That's fine because i know that life is just like that, you will never get eternal friends anyway.

Stood at the maingate for quite a while. Tell you it was nothing but laughters. Yes, cause i knew a lot of people from mshs. I stood outside for like 1 hour and i saw like at least 20 people i know already. Haha, i think the first few was chun kit jiaming kitchung dean all those laaa.

Then out of no where this fat chubby dude, AKA my sec-1 crazy mate and epic-buddy CHAYADI-KARIM appeared. It was like WTH dude, i seriously didn't even talk to chayadi much throughout sec 3-4 i think. At least not as much as in SEC1. We saw each other and was like WTH HAHAHAHA. And started some bullshit conversation which you people won't understand anyway.

Entered the school, teamed up with jiaming for the first few weeks cause both of us ticked the H2 chinese thingy LOL. What can i say? I tell you if i was to grudge about GEO causing me to screw up, how about let jiaming tell you about his?

6A1 and 1C5. BAD LUCK C5 combine humans was needed. There goes his NJC or whatever dream.

Jiaming was just as joke as he were in sec2. Except he long curbed his gaming habits and then his results were like epic-pro. So yeah we stayed in school everyday almost until 5.

Here goes the cutting in part where KS was about to come over to NYJC. Which will eventually complete the Marist clique we have for our 2 years. HE auditioned for Judo which beaver came along as well. Well all i can say was i said WTH outside the room because they were asking him to do some ninjas stuff. Uhh breakfall, push-up and all that stuff and i can tell you KS perhaps only did like 10 push-ups and he was like STUN.

Oh yeah, just for KS to know. When i was commenting on that, your dad was beside me and i didn't know. Yes he stared at me lol. Not sure if he was thinking the same as me or what.

Anyway, beaver was super-light class and NYJC got like X12 ton of them. Therefore he failed... which all i can say is that if beaver isn't allowed in here, so do many of NYJCians also. Based on aggregate score that is.

So yeah but KS MADE IT IN lol. What else can i say? Sec 4 partner plus Sec 1 bestfriend. Also which i got to know leon. Not to say that i didn't know him before but i think in the past we were just 2 people who just know that the other person always turn up at chayadi's house. Now we share secrets LOL.

So, there you go if you wonder why 4 of us always stick around in school.

Also i got to keep in contact with many great friends. Though i must say it was kindda a waste that jackson instead of jason got into NYJC. Cause i don't really know jackson but his twin brother was our good buddy lol.


Some long post. Come i summarized for you the last part.

After this period in NYJC. Sure indeed i maintained old friendships. However i made new ones. Wanted to type some names out which i do have a long list but i just don't want to leave out anyone so yeah. You guys know who you are.

Then again 4 years and finally back into a mixed school. It seem to me that JC and primary school mixed system is different. Back in primary i had so many friends who were girls and we communicate with each other so well. Yes, YOU GET TO PLAY CATCHING TOGETHER. Haha, here....?

I don't know maybe everyone is grown up or something. There seems to be a barrier which usually start off with the BF relationship thoughts. Like just ain't that simple.

However everything have got exception. OBVIOUSLY for this case as well. Which i am glad that it is. Just not to the extent back in primary school days i suppose.

So yeah, just for people who are curious. THE 2 bestfriends(guy&girl) i made in NYJC without prior knowing them before coming here are.

ELOHIM&someone you will never ever guess out. Perhaps even that person herself.

So why elohim? The only guy from SASS. LOL, yeah ask him about it. Some mistake which beaver made like what i explained above. You see guys from pure boys-school have identical thinking. Uhh or perhaps similar lol, can communicate la. Plus the environment we are residing in lol, speed things up faster because we get irritated by similar stuff haha.

So why someone? Cause she was the first girl i ever talked to after coming from a boy school. Indeed also the one who made me figured out that yeahhhhh, the old primary school feeling was still there. Not to say that there wasn't others who reminded me about it, now don't think far from here really, cause i know some nosy-parker will ask about.Serious business here, I meant true friendship.

Which of course i screwed it up. Have to say, by myself.

So there you go. My boring story of how i got to NYJC. Perhaps one day i will do a better memory recall. Which i do not have the strength to do so now.

OH YEAH, not to mention those people who helped me so much during the whole journey. HAHA, remember the OGLS were epic. Like seriously, jing-yu was so goddamn cool. Like seriously i wonder if your ogls will do this, like totally just talk about random stuff during the first week. She asked question like hey how come you no GF? Haha, random yeah? Quite fortunate that my OGLS were interactive which i know some will just stone and go on with normal procedures. Ours were like dynamic, going off-course like telling us the places and stuff of NYJC. Getting incentives for our OG group by their friendship with other OGLS.

Also some whose names i cannot mention here, stood with me and uhh aaa eee. You know this place ar hard to type stuff out la. So ya la, if you know me well which you should know who are you, thanks. Though i do get irritated sometimes. :P

Also for those whom i negliected because i was corrupted by this stupid thing only found in JC. If only i know some of you earlier, i would have been more uhh different. Then things wouldn't have been the way they are now.





Lastly i would like to thank andrew for listening to my bullshit for these 2 years. I mean seriously without the daily-routine i am about to go berserk. So many things i want to shout out but no one to turn to. Just can't trust some people. Which my intinct tell me i am correct.

So yeah, be strong and move on. Do not look back but just tell yourself if you are feeling like shit now, someone else is also feeling like shit. No matter what you won't be at the bottom-tier of the theory so why not just bear with it. Since other people can, why can't you?


Was reading the Wan-bao today at library today and i saw EDISON CHEN comment.

I no longer feel like a god but a normal person. Now there you go, i hope you don't have that thinking lol.

Cheers!


OH YES, I STILL HATE PEOPLE WHO SAY OTHER PEOPLE ARE GAY JUST LIKE THAT. Not if you learnt your mistake of judging people that is. See made me make an exception cause usually i will totally just label as NO1 ENEMY.

Hey

Just wanted to say hi (:

Photo-taking was haha. Survey was HAHAHA. Chong laughed at my tie cause it was too short.


So even if i know that it might be hopeless for me. I would still lie to make it hopeful for other people.

Cheers~

Lost

There other day i had a brief moment where everything seems so heavy. My heart went out to her, unfair that physical disability had to occur on her.

These few days was boring.

World cup is over. Chayadi asked me to go over his house to stay overnight for it but i decided to sleep at my house because of the outing i went with elohim-angeline-david& gabriel.

Kindda felt bad that angeline had to come lan with us, should have continued at the board game shop. Oh well, since life is short you should try everything once yeah? HAHA, ok la sorry~

Junyuan ask me go some WCG on sunday and in the end i ps him and the gang. Like WCG? Dota? What the... ... ...

Last but not least sorry but uhhh, just sorry if i was the one who made all these happen.


Oh yeah, and i have to pray that many people won't jump off the building because even though SPAIN WON. My dad said since they WON AT EXTRA TIME. HAHAHA, So yeah just laugh at those people who bet on spain WINNING. BUT not on SPAIN WIN WITH EXTRA TIME. THEY LOSE! Ok, i hate people who gamble or bet. That's fine go ahead to laugh at them.

The biggest winner is of course POOL.


Take care (:

Just to the straight point

Talk so much bullshit. Might as well just say no. I mean seriously what save face for the other person. Save what shit just say la.

Opps, type so much for what i mean come on. I would still do the same thing.

Seriously, i jumped line for quite some time now. To be honest there's no such bullshit as building up or whatever. If it is a yes, it is a yes. I don't see the point of staying retarded and supporting the old school thinking.

Haha, oh well that's for people who are buying fish in the market. I am not a fisherman, neither do i like being one.

Now, i will rather still remain as 0. Then -1. HAHAHAHAHA.

Take care (:

IC U

Hey hey heyyyy, i know what are you thinking!

Nah obviously not intensive care-unit.

I am tired.

Tired=sleep.

Bye.

BUT of course am i going to waste your time here? Haha, yes indeed because this place was never really intended to be read by anyone.

Just have to follow the trend i suppose.


Alright then WORLD CUP? WHAT WORLD CUP REALLY. I am talking about coach digging his own nose and eating that content...... Well yeah, if you are afraid of disgusting stuff, you may leave now.

http://www.nowpublic.com/strange/joachim-loew-germany-coach-caught-picking-his-nose-and-eating-it-2635140.html



Thanks andrew for this disgusting info...

Now don't ask me why for this news, because i am just so not going to go crazy over something which so many people are already doing so. That's why this came across my mind first.

Take care then (:

Thanks

488 post. Yeah, certainly my very first time creating an online diary and went on for so long.

Today is 1th of July. Definitely a new start.

No matter what, thanks (:


Oh yeah, not to mention yesterday chayadi, leon, kashing and me spend one whole day bunked up inside chayadi's ''room''. Yeah dark dark room and sharing stories. More LIKE GOSSIP HAHAHA.

So uhh yeah. Friendship goes a long way, lets just hope that it will last a long long time.

That's what i told myself when i was still uber friend with hilary. Remember when i told you someday somewhere, you see i knew that we would just stop connecting each other when we move on. Just remember that my memory still exist, thinking about all those days we fooled around.

Why the sudden mentioning of him? Haha, cause the other day i wanted to call andrew and apparently i called 8133____ and turned up the other person sounded like hilary. I said andrew you free today? The other person replyed hello? Hello? Then i think when he heard my voice he said WTF. HAHA, yeah i guess sub-consiously i called up the wrong number.

Oh yes, i was using the mrt's payphone HAHA.

And yes that WTF, made me know that it is him haha.


So yeah, peace out and may all the friendships out there last a million years. Cause eternally does not sound all that great haha.


Take care and have fun.

Studying that is...

(: (: (: (: (: (: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Blue

Haha, you felt your heart pumping faster?

Anyway, yesterday i was about to say why ask us when we don't have any experience. Talking about that someone have more experience than me, yeah but sort of in another direction.

If you feel like doing something, don't think twice, just do it (:

Someone asked me a question yesterday, i replyed with used to if i never remember wrongly.

Did i really used to?

Oh well, nothing in the past really matters, nothing in the future really matters.

All that matters is now, this very moment.

Cheers~

nocturne

Lost, been staying up until late night.

You sure are someone.

Indeed.

Sunshine.

Pureeeee

Perhaps too innocent.

Really throw that aside, today was good.

Really.

Please Please Please

If i need to beg you, i will. If i need to do something, i will. Don't do this to me.

It is just unfair.

I promise i will take care of my health properly, no more abusing of it's non-existence healing factors.

Just give me the strength to hold on, i don't know... Don't give up on me, because i ain't gonna give up that easily. Versatile, that's the way we humans are. Smart intelligent animals that knows how to communicate and interact with one another. So i now communicate with the great one up there.

Don't rob me of this.




Posture, complexion, aura. Wonder how some people gets it. Jealous!

Haiz, don't know why i am back to my old-self.

): ): ): Perhaps it is bothering me too hard. Paranoic

bye.

GOTCHA

Certainly certainly without a doubt long.

Haha, time for a hair cut like anytime soon. Decided not to return to pansy for this once cause andrew feel that she's only good at cutting short hair.

Must probably will turn out well.

Cheers, take care~

One big pig that is skinny

Looking at guan wei's blog and i have half a mind to leech his text to my blog to serve as my memories of the geography trip. Oh well, i doubt i will ever forget about the times i spend there.

Now if you were to ask me what is there to see?

I will say kangeroooooooo. No serious, we spend like 3 days looking at them. I figured out something, look at them-three times bigger than us, 2 times as fast.

AND THEY ARE SCARE OF US. Haha, basically when everyone was holed up back at (the meeting place) Guan wei fiona duofu and me spend that 3 hours running around the place. 30metres limit, i bet we went more than like 300m away. You get this from the top of the hills of birrigai. Grr sd card reader having some problem so i shall just type this out first...

Erm, yeah so i bet most of the people didn't know that birrigai is not really that plain if you were to explore a bit more.

Blue mountains, i tell you that will certainly be a one off experience in my life. A moment of silence in the dark, located deep within the rainforest. What more can you demand really.

Bet those people on the bus did not know why were we late and breathing hard when we came back visiting sydney's opera house. Tried to freaking find the door because i wanted to actually step in there before. 10 minutes really ain't enough for me/us to enjoy the view/take pictures and perhaps find the door haha.

I mean come on, through out the trip i was debating whether if i should actually take pictures or just enjoy the views. Choose the latter because unless you have a uber DSLR camera, i just felt that it was insulting to the view itself.

Honestly, i might just write out every single thing i experienced throughout the trip itself. At least by the end of this week i suppose.

Just love the weather there.

Did i typed just?

Sorry i meant, DUPER SUPERDALIBABULIBA love the weather there.

Stupid Sd card still not working so i shall just post it another time.























This trip made me got to know more people better (0932), of course even more for 0931 if you know what am i talking about. Some people change, some for the worst. Haha, fiona i don't think you changed for the worst la.

Cheers!

Just so

That i am maybe lazy to type it out anymore. Shall post up some pictures and that's it i guess. Ask me if you want (:

Don't know why but recently i seem to have problems interacting with people over the net.

Sms/Msn/Blog whatever.

Like just lazy to type it out.

Real life interaction is still the best.

The meeting place

=ROCKS!

Haha, alright i am back! Unpacking all that stuff first before i enter into this virtual world.

Been really great to be offline for so long. (:

Good day

Woke up to a sms saying he ends after 5 and if i wanted him to send me off.

.
.
.

Thanks.


Anyway, might be going with elohim later to see if i needed some other stuff. Might be that is if my mum doesn't go crazy about me being crazy going out before the flight.

So i guess i shall be gone until next thursday. Nothing much to be said either. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing at all.

Alright ALRIGHT. When the time comes i will say, for now i guess i want to sit on a patch of soft greeny grass. With one big sun in front of me.

Oh yes and lots of wind blowing that is.





For 8 hours straight might be good, but judging by the astonishing increase in world's population, i doubt there will be such a place.

One day. One day i am pretty sure i will find that person.

Good day (:

Yuppu this is it.

Or is it not? Haha, considered as yes la since it is 1.09 AM now.

So tomorrow at this time i will be on the plane, most probably reflecting about my life. What can i be possibly doing at this time, the day before the flight?

I suppose stalking someone on the blog would be good. Haha, you must be expecting some chio bu or something. Good day, i don't even visit other's blog much often, talk about stalking haha.

I am ''stalking'' someone who used to be an avid gamer in the past, well his code-name is BIG RED KITTY. For a hunter like me, i must emphasize BM hunter, i referred much to him in the past when Beast mastery tree was at it's peak. The 32 seconds of immunity where we basically rip every single other class apart.

That's not the main point.

I figured out that he actually had a weird method of typing his blog out. I remember vague somewhere last last year i read his blog and he uses an id inside the conversation. BRK being him and someone else known as BRAIN.

Haha, yes he is having a conversation text with his own brain on his blog. Anyway his blog's content are actually kindda useful and nice to read. Explaining the 1000 readers everyday for his personal blog duh.

Anyway at least now i know that NASA's worker do have a life as well.





Will you make me smile?

It's easy really...



Take care peeps.

Till then~

心雨

Everything made sense anyway.

Only took me 17 years to figure it out, however i am just sad at the final results. Thought it would have at least been something glorious or important. Guess i was wrong at the start.

Getting some sort of slight headache after playing assassin creed 2 at andrew's house. Must be because i came up with some alternative methods of playing the game. Oh and yes you won't want to know about them.

Sleeping late and later no wonder i am getting so frail. Anyway, i will be away for maybe 1 week or something therefore this place will be inactive for perhaps a week plus. Yeah if you have some level of intelligence, i am telling you to study and stop visiting blogs.




Take care until then. Oh before i forgot, the whole text on top are just useless. The blog title is pretty much what i want to say.

(:

Ughhh

Back to reality.

Going back to school today.

Please please please make it a (:

Blaaa

Ok should i start off with

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AN JIAO LIN. I know you know that we both know that you are already old. Haha, opps did i just mentioned the word OLD?

Anyway, a pity gabriel didn't turn up in the end at the glasshouse. Yes he was pestering me to go haha. Don't worry gabby, i treat you fish&co next time ba.

I am still wondering who came up with glasshouse fish&co idea since i ''bluff'' gabriel about not knowing that place. Apparently he also don't know, so it just meant that someone else came up with that place i suppose.

Oh well, fish&co... Celebration at fish&co. Lord voldermort you must be feeling sick at it. Since we have ate there like 50 plus times. YOUR BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WAS THERE AS WELL...

Eh, I WAS NOT FREAKING LATE OK. I was contemplating if i should go nia. Still angeline face is too fatttttttt cannot don't give face. I scare i get squash by her.


See ya! Take care.

Btw, it has indeed been quite a long while since anyone said i was cute.

Just made me feel like saying angeline is cute as well.

Oh well.

N
A
H.

:P

Life is a dream

I don't know, but most people tend to hide their deepest regrets with actions that enable them to appear fine to other people.

I don't know, i hate it when i understand and sense these things easily.

I don't know, to the extent maybe where i just decided to avoid everything and everything.




So tell me what you want from australia, don't tell me kangaroo.

I mean when will i ever hear something like this from somebody. Nah, you need not buy anything. Just come back with perfect state of health both mentality and physically.

Now you know why you don't get me well?

Just not right. Not at all.

Life's short, and i am no intending to lose anymore chance. Not anymore, the urge to step out of the safety zone.

Don't come and regret it before it is too late.

Just don't (:

Yuppu, take care!

Horde

They came back to me like a horde of alliances raiding towns.

Now i got 2 ugly burned mark on my hand because of the big incense ashes which i covered for the small little girl in front.

Anyway, went to the temple with my parents in the end. After which we went to the beach under my request once again. Memories came back clearer than before... Just that this time i had a thought and i wonder if it was true that it might be her.

Blame it on myself to play too much during primary 1.

Phail.


Anyway, the condition is getting from bad to worst. Today i learnt about a new term, OCD. Well i shall not explain much on it, go check if you are interested about it.



Take care.

Btw, i prayed for everyone at the temple. I said please not only for my family. Everyone if you can. I believe everyone is good by nature, so yeah that applies to all baddies.

Everyone deserve a second chance.

(:

YADILOH

Who knew that i am actually dreadful about holiday being here.

Time is running out, and i have not got anymore time to waste. It is not as if school is doing much productive things but at least i get to see familiar faces there.

Rob me of my privilege. GRRRR, HOW DARE Youuuu.

Recently we have been watching a lot of movies. Iron man 2, IP2, Robinhood, Prince of persia, Kick ass, How to train your dragon, Legion, Clash of the titans, Alice in wonderland, Rec2

All with guys. Yes, angeline is considered as a guy.

OKOK BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING, Sorry boss! I go dig a hole myself and jump inside.

I mean come on, we need to be balance.


There used to be this moment where i felt that this sentence was really talking about nothing but the truth.

What hurts the most was being so close, and having so much to say, and watching you walk away.

Like getting a heart attack. Excruciating pain.


Just joking, getting a heart attack is like so much worst.

Good day. Contemplating if i should visit my primary school. Maybe call up the few mates to go back together. What am i talking about, whole MSHS only 4 MTP. Ronald went ACJC. Left 3 MTP in nyjc LOL.

Yeah so i wonder if those 2 baka would even think about going back.

Come to think about it, i won the model student badge from melisaa aka (model student freak) during the last term of Primary 6.

People do move on, some just move on very fast i suppose.

Hey, why not walk slower and take a look at things around you. Enjoy the process.

(:

Take care.

Great expectation

Greater the disappointment.

So i decided that i shall expect nothing at all from the General paper. My lazy attitude towards school will forever be there when my body continue to fail me.

Reach zhun zhun at 8am. Heard the teacher said 1 minute before start of exam. Mr tam saw me and he HAAA!? and pointed at his watch. I gave him a uhh, sorry sorry expression and chiong to get my ''equipments''. He eventually came over and push the back of my head. Luckily the seat was at the back and all was planned well.

Start of examination and i took the 1st minute to cool down. Also looking at the questions. HAHA, EDUCATIONS. Do I LOOK LIKE I WILL BE STUPID ENOUGH TO choose it again?

However come to think about it, i wrote about history context the other time and fail like shit. GGfied.

Comprehension was like whatthedulibubabu. I don't know if i lost concentration or whatever, had only half an hour for summmary and AQ. I HATE SUMMARY now for some reason when i loved it to the core in secondary school. My summary was like some essay or what. AQ was... Nothing much to comment anyway.

One word?

Screw. When you end up in a art's class you get pressurized to score well in GP. Other classes are talking about 50 percentile to be top of the class. 0931? You get 70 percentile you are considered Below AVERAGE. What is this... What is this... What is with this class haha.

All the gods i prayed to last night, please just assist me.

I don't need zhiquan to suan me again.

Deja vuuuu

Haha that voice is damn nice, gives me a sense of comfort.

Ever felt like knowing someone but you don't know how to start it? Haha, everyone's grown up.

I can't spend one more moment on the sgc BECAUSE I AM DISGUSTED BY IT. What is this man... Full of self-praise... What's the point when everyone write good stuff about themselves. So i decided to add in bad points. LOL.

Uhh, got back plenty of things today.

The AQ which Mr chong own us for quite a long time. Haha, i am ranked above zhiquan that's all i care.

A lvls cert for chinese and Pw grades.

Got back my heart.

Felt it beating.

With compassion.

And love.

Though there isn't any for the last one.

Desire.

Anyway the answer for the question 2 post ago was~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The CHICKEN!

Not possible

How is it even possible when you don't even understand me well.

Today many things happened. First time in junior college that i really felt like poning lessons. You have no freaking idea how much i hate this system. A pure waste of time. Especially today when i attended the first math lecture at 9am then waited until 130 for my second and aka second last lesson. What is this bullshitto really...

I held on to my policy though, bo pian stayed in school to do no shit.

After that i told myself i had enough, it's time to just heck care so i decided not to study for the day and go out. When i was going home from andrew's house i wanted to took a cab from united square. Guess what? Fate made it so zhun that when it was my turn for the cab, NO CAB CAME after 30 minutes. Under the warm-humid weather i had to face it.

Heaven wanted me to save money and take the MRT home. I rage-walked home and as i was walking through the tunnel, the ''musician'' spoke to me.



Hey, why are you going home so late?



Something changed somewhere. I decided to take 5 minutes of my time and have a chat with him.

Sometimes all it take is a single pat to knock you out of the mist.


Yuppu.

(:

Oblivion

Fear

Fear

Fear

Makes you weak...




I got high today for no reason.

A good thing i suppose (:


I have a chicken, my chicken went over to my neighbour's house and lay an egg. Whose egg does that belong to?

Grateful

Have been waking up every single day being grateful that i am still alive. Trust me having that kind of feeling every morning stinks great. It is indeed preventing me to do anything productive as my mind was already pre-occupied the moment it starts.

Thinking overload.

That old feeling, gone and lost forever. Just the rule of nature i suppose. The other day i was walking home and it was late night after a short drizzling. Finally i found out what was missing in the ambience of school.

That green smell that i always get when i goes to school at about 630. That's the feeling of school.

Tsk what start school at 730/9/10.

Old things... Don't forget, PS2 used to be god-like. I always thought that it had superb graphics. When i tried PS3, PS2 was still having a superb impression in my mind.

Guess what when you revert back to PS2? You find that it was all an illusion.





Peace out. Take care.

(:

We are the world

You shouldn't have told me the truth. I cannot do anything much except say, please do not wait till everything is hopeless. You know being elusive will do you no good.

Nothing i can do except to bite my lips, knowing the truth but i can't do anything.


I know it hurts. Heaps.

Tsk, that's you. I AM ON THE OTHER SIDE. WAKI WAKI, the train is moving on.



Smiling with force really made me die a little on the inside.

How long has it been since i last laugh until i roll on the floor...? 2 years ago? Maybe 3 years... Yes i think 3 years ago.

Was it the people or location. Ahh yes, it is the system.


Happy birthday Elohim Chor chuang yu(AKA Leonardo dicaprio) Xiao shi hou xi huan kong long, zhang da le bian DA KONG LONG.

Don't eat so much beibei mian liao la, probably the reason why you are turning fat in movies.

To be honest, nyjc became *10 more valuable because of the friend i made here. You know you are one of them, right at the top layer.

Stop pause look think

I don't know what else is there for me to say except I don't know what is going on but I know something is going wrong.

My dad reminded me that I wasn't alone and shouldn't keep everything to myself.

After 18 years and he still don't get it. Even if I were to die, I won't ask for help.

An issue that can't be resolved...

To be honest count that as 17 cause I hate to admit that I am getting old.

No I still have the mentality that I am one year younger than my batch because I was borned on 31th December remember?

Smiling on that thought itself :)

Addicted to this song.

You know during gp lecture i saw this point which caught my attention. Average Y-generation people spend about 13 percent of their online time on blog-related things.

No i tell you what, 3 percent on blog-related stuff. 97 percent zuo bo.

A false sense of ownership. Hrmmm, that i have to thank you blogger for hosting this very domain itself. I never thought that this webpage belongs to me. So that doesn't applies to me either.

Today was the very first time i said something like that. Not that i did not do it to other people before. It was the first time that i did it face to face. It was indeed... Indeed just... I can't even explain it.

At least there was an ending.








I didn't answer? I did. Yes, I didn't say that health was actually the main consideration. You knew about it anyway. Plus what would my character be if i were to even do anything after what happened like probably less than a month ago.

Haha, am i like stuck inside a market buying fish?

Let me do my work shall we?

ALVLS.

YouJia.

Seeya.

Are you glad?

I am glad.

Smile (:



I am going to live everyday of my life to the max.

Tomorrow will be another day where i get to see many smiles.



You asked me for my meaning in life.
Trust me, i will proudly walk away, with my back facing you.

Then turn back smile at you and say,


That's my meaning (:

What a wasted chance

So finally i have a conclusion on the view about life.

Yesterday i had some talking with zhiquan on it. Now i am going to post the same question i asked him to anyone reading this.

Trust me, i believe that the idea itself will be rejected by many people ): Even to my parents i guess, and anyone who believe his/her religion wholeheartedly.

Do you believe in reincarnation? Do you even believe in souls?

Think about clones and tell me about it.

Where's my dolly~~~~

Here i am as a full-time student wasting my brain power on certainly quite useless stuff, or rather inapprioprate things for our age. Did i forgot to mention about how i am one of the students mr bong was refering to in the previous post.

Like a slap in my face telling me to wake up.

However an idea is better than no idea.




See ya (:

Btw the conclusion was, why are you thinking so much? It's just a dream.

I should just chop my fingers off

Gloomy. Wasn't like this when i was dismissed early from school today.

YUP, i was dismissed early because history lecture was cancelled. I wanted to say that it was a change of luck, guess what it is definitely not. This time he's not giving me the chance to doze off in history lecture but auto cancel the chance to learn something useful. Maybe like reading the lecture notes in 5 minutes rather than spending 1 hour listening to the scripture.



By the way, morning assembly are indeed getting horrible. I sweat until as if i just came out from the bathroom. Haiyo, plus elohim zhiquan and me got ''black-list'' by mr chong. How wonderful if the whole school is covered by a giant glass and air-con throughout.

What a fat hope.

Talking about hope, what's with hope? What's with hope? What's with hope?

Waste of brain-cell thinking about it.

Mr bong(bond) was right about some students are really thinking too far. Being a junior college student and already aimming to save the world.

Learn to run before you think of flying if that is even possible.

Maybe if you were to drink red-bull i suppose.





-1 mark for econs assignment for changing my econs teacher name from

Mr richard bong to Mr richard bond.

Cheers (:

~~~~~~~

Pi ku is like the only word i can use now.

PI KU PI KU.


Haha, alright then fatigue falling in.

It's not normal anymore. Like draining.

I don't even feel like as if i am myself anymore.

Take care of your health peeps, you won't want to end up like me.

Torment to the mental health.

Pass me a knife.

Eh a pen is fine.

Actually a pen knife will do.

I am fine.

Nope.

):

Thought that i knew myself the best, turned out that there are still moments where i needed someone.

That's just life.

All you people can't you see can't you see

It's all for nothing. Not even a spark, not even a dust, NOT EVEN A BACTERIA.

Uhh, ok. As long as first in lit understands what the hell i am talking about will be enough. Like i am tired trying to explain to people.

Holed up in the safety zone and still thinking that everything will be like this forever.


Take care (:

Oh ya, it's not for nothing when you get to see smiles. Especially that one haha, don't know why. Maybe it's all for that.

You know what is absurd? LOSING THE CLASS T-SHIRT ONLY AFTER WEARING IT FOR TWICE.

Come'on not funny le la, give it back and i pay you 30 bucks.



Plus a whack in the stomach for making me speak to the aunties in hokkien haha. At least i improved my relationship with them. However the auntie-boy is still blubby what.

Remember your lover auntie at mshs canteen? Haha, totally just reminded me about so many memories.

Haiz.

Hey you, yes you, it is you, CLICK THIS POST!

Erm just testing the effect it will have in future.

You gave me everything, you took away everything.

Eh just back studying with jossy at toa payoh library. Hard for me to find a study partner don't know why.

Too ugly le that's why i suppose.

Eh, not forgetting about mother's day. Happy birthday mum. I love you the most. Even though you won't know about it. Oh well you know the way i do things anyway. Independent and i don't want you to worry about me. Yup that's right. If you want to really know the extent which i keep things from my parents.

They don't really know anything about my life. For your information yes, my parents don't know about my pw and chinese grades.

For you too, you have no need to know about them as well.

For me actually i do not even want to know about them, but oh well. The education system force us to know about it. Guess what? Everything out there is about qualification so if you do not have any you can kiss goodbye.



Yucky.

Btw, why do people not like anime hairstyle? To be honest i think goku's hair is damn nice. To think chayadi commented on it being like chicken hair. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.

No wait, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

Eh, WHERE'S MY COFFEE BREAK LA. Give me my coffee BREAK NOW. Better get off here before i go crazy haaha.

):

You know you can't see your face turned from happy to black when you saw what happened this morning assembly.

I knew that i was correct after i saw it anyway. (:

Trust my guts.



Villians all in one and lucky i ain't near them. Sad face for someone though haha, don't worry there's going to be one angel whom you can talk to there.

Yup to that person, don't think too much and just trust your feelings for once.

Yawn, i am sleepy...

):

Yawn yawn & just more yawn

What's there to say except...

THANKS BRO! Haha, really was not expecting that to come from you.

Friendship was never about constantly being together so as to hold it up.

Eternal friendship is what i wished for. Something that did not require any form of ''cleaning up''. Don't worry i cherish it more than you do really.

To walk down this path alone, i realised that i was wrong.

I turned back and i saw so many faces, so many happy memories.

I realised that i was not alone.

COME ON BE STRONG, I AM THE CAPTAIN OF MY SOUL, MASTER OF MY FATE.

When i say i can, don't bother proving me wrong.

Cause i can.

(:


Ask me why so? I have the answer.

You should give me this chance because i am not doing this for myself. In fact it is for everyone else except myself.

Come with nothing and leave with nothing. What's really important is the process.


One strike.

Telling how they should be

Alright, motivational talk by my beloved math supplymentary teacher. He's become more like mr kellet to me. Just that i don't score well for math.

Or i don't at all for math.

...

Totally just loserish, like totally 100 percent ultimately zzz. Back in secondary school my results were closer to top-tier and now i am forever LOWER TIER. Maybe i should have taken science. Talking to physic people on quantum theory just excites me. Though i am more interested in the M theory. String particles and most of all the 11th dimension.

All comes down to the ultimate question of what's life?

Today much was said about the boy who died walking across the road. 6 days of battle and it's over for him, and he did not even have much say in that.

Remember me saying if human beings think too highly of ourselves? Maybe we aren't even suppose to try to unreveal the mystery. You know it, deep down inside everyone know that the best way of life is nature's way.

The free market is always better than a controlled one. Why? Because it balance out everything, naturally.




Don't tell me tomorrow will be a better day, tell that to the poor nyjcian.

Peace out.


You.

You took my heart away

Every wonder why Michael learns to rock is called michael learn to rock?

Haha, even the lead singer said he's ''disgusted'' by the name.

Wonder what is totally wrong with me... Health problem persist, woke up this morning feeling dizzy when i walk. Yesterday i almost just burst because i couldn't handle the fact why this is happening to me.

I am not talking about simple flu, or some puny cough. I am talking about heart problem, liver problem or maybe cancer.

Yes, only recently have i realise that my body is not capable of handling the bullshitto i have been giving it. Alright i admit that i have been eating a lot, yes a lot a lot. Like A LOT. You will never be able to imagine the spree i am able to put up unless you have ate with me before. Usually 1on1 because i will only eat at ease with people i know well.

That's not the point, the point is IT'S UNFAIR. LOOK AT ALL THOSE OBESE PEOPLE, those people who never tried to do something but just eat and eat.

I do exercise for all these stuff i eat. Like a lot, tell me who the heck still run at least 40km every week after napfa. Yeah, tell me and i need him to run with me, because apparently 40km is not enough...

Not many people understand me well. I know you are one of them. I know even when you don't you don't think that it matters at all.

I thank you for you saying you will still believe in me no matter what.

However... Don't worry i will fufil that promise i made to you.

I am sorry.


If only, i don't know why all that i can say is sorry.










Don't cry if your dream does happen. Yup, i think only you know what am i talking about.

I woke up this morning and it turned out worst.

Please don't let it happen.


I think i will breakdown.

Why must it happen to me?

We're still innocent

HaHa anyway today's my sister birthday. Happy birthday to her (:

She decided to celebrate her birthday with her friends, so i went out with my parents for the whole of today.

We ate at the duck stall, apparently the one that lost the taste when it moved out from that old market. Tsk, black-list again.

So mum asked where i wanted i go. I said pasir ris HAHAHA. Yeah i went to cycle along under the hot hot sun.

Then we went to century mall to catch a movie. Been quite a while since i watched movie with my parents. Yup, IP man 2. Nice show as i expected.

Today some person commented on something. For no reason i got red, don't know what to do anyway, just buying popcorn haha.

Thanks anyway, though you might not know that i could sense it.

Time for a rest?

(:

300 to 10?

Haha, maybe not even 10.

Tsk, yesterday was bullshitto. I freaking lost my class- T shirt. YES, the one with LAWRENCE behind it... I wore it like twice and there you go, mia already. After which we missed assembly because zhiquan brought his own skates, and we took quite a while cleaning up which explains our absense at the assembly.

Cool, now mr chong wants an letter of explaination. ZZZ, guess what? Elohim zhiquan and me freaking do not have the econs market failure wksht. So you're telling me that 3 of us lost it? I don't think so really, more like we didn't receive it at all.

Made us look as if 3 of us didn't bring it to school at all. Made mr bong said he was dissappointed in three of us.



When you said look behind, i looked. True, you were right about stop lying. That just didn't matter to me because i am numb to it. She's good alright, just that you don't know much about this thing compared to me.

I hate eye contacts because i read them well. Far too well. To the point where avoidance is the best.


Time to do some soul searching.

Ain't i doing that every single seconds?

Take care (:

That line is staring back at me

Did i mention about the line on my finger?

So, i checked up on it like months ago when i first realise about it's existence. It means that someone is wrong with my body.

There's a 5 percent chance(I don't know?) that it meant skin cancer.



Death doesn't fear me at all. I am fear of leaving my closest people behind.

No point telling me not to look at that line anymore, because its not going to help at all.

Check-up time ):

This just add on to not worth it part.

Don't waste your time, really...




Sunrise, Sunset, Sunrise, Sunset.

Let the wind carry me.


Far away.

Away from this mess.

Away from everything that i hated.

Take care.

I am just sitting here...

Really disliked it. Anyway just when i was about to sleep my dad asked me if i jay walk a lot. I said ha>? Why the sudden interest, what's the problem.

He mentioned about the student who got into a car accident just yesterday i suppose. You know how i hope for that bloody driver to get bang up into some shithole. Really, going to jail might not even be enough.

Totally just made me remember about the car accident my dad and me went into just at the start of the year. Freaking taxi driver came down and said sorry sorry, the passenger was rushing me.

The first time i said vulgarities in front of my dad was this year anyway. I spammed that driver with everything i could recall. Just hate those drivers.

To think i wasn't even taking this incident seriously when nyjc's principal was telling us about it. I didn't knew that it was that serious.

Think about it if you were that boy's parents. My dad said that the boy wasn't at fault since the green man was not even flashing. However he said it seems like ggfied to him... The car didn't stop directly after the impact.

Btw, it's a freaking suv. I can't find the article online but i can only understand how serious is it, since my dad have been driving for like 30 years? He even got the award for perfect record of 0 accidents. So when he told me it look like ggfied, i think...

Have you ever wonder if human beings think too highly of themselves? I believe someone is laughing at us.

I hope he get up well.

Impossible was never there. It was made to let you know I'm possible.

Just a matter of how you look at it.

...

....

.....

Everytime

Feeling slightly exhausted. Humid weather ha>?

Anyway, saw nyjc tennis girls team up against ijc when i was on my way home. Sometimes things doesn't have to be said out. I know that zhaozhi's doubles would make it through.

Years of practice put to use within like less than 1 hour. Haha, i know how it feels anyway. When you are inside the game, nothing else matters except the game. Anyway, it have never been about winning the other team. It's about winning yourself, your own team.

So yeah, good luck to them.

Today we watched a show during assembly. Finally some show that prove that having clique is bullshitto.

Anyway, it's time. I felt it.



Thank you.

Dragging my feet home shall become history. Things might be changing, adaptation is the key.

However deep down inside i know that i am still me myself.

Haha, if i am not me myself, who can it be?

Like the shadow, i assure you it will be like the shadow. With light it became prominent. However, how many a times do people actually take a look at their own shadow?

Doesn't really matter haha. Can't say i will be around, but i will be. Just smile.



Bye. Take care.

What if

I'm just going to ask one question~

Anyway, 8km from now on is haha. Feel like extending my routine running to 8km from now onwards.

NS seems to hate me a lot or something. For no reason lock me out and now i have to visit the Community centre tomorrow to get my singpass.

Cool, i called up the assistance number and i spoke to the clerk there. My dream job in army haha(8-5 air-con), to deal with pesky little creature like myself.


Tomorrow's time-table look damn bad to me. I hate week B a lot.

With no power comes no responsibility.

Bullshitto.

Only the strongest will survive. Have always been so and will remain to be so and shall forever be so.

Man-kind just got lucky that evolution did good to us.

Peace out.

Let me soar through the sky, but please i do need someone to remind me of where i truely belong.

What if what if.

Crazy

Cause everybody's going crazy~~~

Give me the feel, come on i need it. I need to feel it before i will start changing gear.

Sometimes i don't really feel like typing much.

This is one of those moment...

Ok, i will give every single one of you a pat.

It's time for a kit-kat anyway.

Tsk, results stink like shit le still want to have a kit-kat. Haha, you know why?

Because everybody's going crazy~~~~




Oh ya, all the best to the floorball team for their next match. I am sure Elohim will lead the team to victory.

Because it is time, or is it not?

Haha, i own someone a milo now... Don't worry i won't pay back with milo.

There's a need for someone like that because

the situation required such a person.

I guess it's time for move on. At least there's head and a tail, rather than just in the middle.

Didn't even realise the chaos i have caused to some people until i have to hear from other people. I really want to continue on but i know that if i were to do that it would become a bigger mistake. The worst thing would be to have no ending.

It cannot be in the middle because i am scare that i will just think on the wrong side again.

I just felt like stop beating about the stupid bush and let it out.

Alright, for this once can i just use vulgarities?

Fuck my life.

Leave me alone and don't ask about it.

):

Just sit back and enjoy what karma is returning to me, i hate it. I almost cried because it's like fooling about with me. Running up the hill doesn't seem to do the job as well, perhaps my stamina improved.

That feeling sucks when i can't get it off. This place isn't even the right place to vent it out.

Byebye.

amraK

And i can't do anything about it but accept it. I know i can change it instant if i really want to, i have choices out there seriously. Too bad, it's too deep and i have to live with it.

Karma Karma Karma, for the things i did...

So yeah, being labelled is bad. Leave me alone, let me stay one corner.




Trying is already hard enough. I don't remember it being that hard in the past.

Against someone whom i don't even know is who - worst.

Am i really that hard to communicate with? Facepalm.

All these doesn't really matter. Tho if i were to say that it's not distracting me i got to be once again delusioning.

I need that calming sea in front of me now.

Perhaps perhaps perhaps.

Pass me a kit-kat.

Four numbers

Arghh, frail and weak. I am seriously going to aim for 70kg. With 60 i can never get the build at all. Weak middle section. Like seriously made a wrong decision from the start.

Haiyo whatever, i should not be taking care of that now. Slack slack slack around too much.

Ok, i am going off to do something useful.

Yeah, i am going to take in lesser oxygen from mother earth. That slows down global warming.

Tsk, should get my butt moving... I miss those days where training ends like 10 and the group of us staying there waiting to take cab home.

Mshs still rocks.

Yoga time.

If it have to come, bring it on faster. Don't waste time, avoidance was never my way.

BRING IT ON. Plus better pray that it's a good one. Something that can crush it flat. If it doesn't go down flat. (:

Kiss goodbye.

Hippy hippy cow

Tsk, i seriously wasted today. I am going to waste tomorrow also because it is leon's birthday celebration.

The usual gang is going sicc for tennis... Chayadi mentioned sicc and i told him BOWLING? Then he said nah tennis. So i was like zzz, celebration and you want us to be sweating and smell like some piggy.

Oh well, i know tomorrow will turn out fine.

Did i mention about how this is the first time i felt that my hair is too long?

Frigging heck, i want to have thicker, less holes, more define spiky top.

That can wait, so who said looks didn't matter. Bunch of bullshit, looks do matter. Let me finish it first?

TO ME LOOKS DOESN'T FREAKING MATTER WHEN I LOOK AT OTHER PEOPLE. You freaking think that you will receive better treatment if you have better looks? Kiss goodbye man, cause you are never going to get it here.

Haha, but being superficial about yourself... That's alright really.

Peace out time. Cheers~

May the force be with you.

And with you.

(: (: (:

I don't know but after jerrold said that i was a complete idoit doing that, i thought about it again.

It didn't have to be going in that direction because it's super painful. He said something but i can't really remember the phrase so... At first i thought that by doing so it will get better, who knew it got worst.

I felt as if i die a little on the inside. Not only due to the mental torment i had to endure but also because i wasn't being myself. Since when i started to draw myself to talk to certain people only. I hate it absolutely, it's like bullshitto. It's like changing my very own personality. It's like as if i have no more friends.

(:(:(: Seriously, smiling for nothing when i text you. Haha, thanks for telling me that as well. Yeah, by like 3 people i think. I knew it, i was right about it, it's going to stay there for really really long. I don't care if it's going to be like the old case.



So yesterday was pw results release. Karma catching up with me like how i explain in earlier post.

Yup, carnivore is black-listed in my eating outlet. Freaking paid 8 bucks for a can of drink imported from japan. Hello~~~??! That's alright since andrew and me doesn't really care about the price of good food. You pay 44 bucks and you can't freaking get bread and pineapple. Haha, yup carnivore serve a buffet of meat. Talking about that make me feel sick at this very moment itself. Like so much ''turkey''.

Yuck, long lengthy post which stinks.

Cheers! (:

When you told yourself that you couldn't do it. You have already lost.

When you told yourself that you could do it. You have already lost.

You know it.

I am coming back, it's time. In a slightly different manner. I am coming back stronger than before. Confidence hmmm. This reminded me about someone's final advice to me. Days where i could find a girl whom i can talk to that easily... Cherish is all i can say i guess.

Muahhahaha.

Zzzz, i need someone to knock me conscious.

7 8 9

Why is nine scare of seven?

Sometimes i feel like just stopping it. Especially when you break the silence. I don't know about it.

Hey it's not like i don't know that your advice are good. It's just that i get a weird feeling when i do it.

It's actually pressurizing. Like imagine being locked up in a vacuum room where there's no other voices but then your mind is getting all the thoughts?

I don't even know how to freaking explain it.

A constant breakdown? Waaadup, seriously seriously seriously. seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously.

Don't know what else to post.

Let me hold it for as long as i can. I know i will be able to do it. I know.....

Haiiiii.

In the closet

Great song.

There's still many more out there which i have not realise about yet i suppose.

Tell you what, shhhh.

(:

Kekeke what's with the heat!

Don't try saying that you're too hot!

Uhh yea, so today was qing ming. Haha, not like i have the effort to type out the whole qing ming poem for you.

清明时节雨纷纷，
路上行人欲断魂。
借问酒家何处有？
牧童遥指杏花村。

Lmao, ok the effort to copy paste that should meant something for my grandparents.

PS: I spend one whole morning at the temple doing all the rituals/ praying stuffs. The weather was certainly, BAD. I think my sunburnt located at my neck is not going off anytime soon. ):

I was actually getting irritated by the fact that every single year only my sister and me turn up there with the elders. What's the point of having relatives at all. They don't turn up for such stuff, only when they need some help do they actually help.

I was seriously going to just tell my uncles about my opinion. Oh so benjamin entered njc and he's busy mugging to the extent where he cannot spend a single morning slacking?

Hey, gugu what about your daughters? 5 of them all graduated and none of them have any time?

Hey, where are some of the elders? Oh great here i am giving offerings to 2 person i have never had interaction with, while other people are most probably laughing at our effort under the hot sun.

Actually i just felt like telling them, hey have you people studied science before?

Don't tell me science and god doesn't go together.

Lmao, i can't freaking believe i actually fell into that. Looking back, i realise that it was just.... haha.

Time to get off here like now.

(: (: (: (: (:

It's not that i didn't notice your existence. It's just that there are so many cases. Probably won't know about me knowing as well. Perhaps just for that one communication you know what i am talking about.

It's just how you see it since some detest it, some agree with it. Sadly know as corrupted. Too bad i am already inside it.

Cheers~

kst

I know i will regret it.

At least it's definitely still there.

Just there.


















): Doing things background is not to any use at all. Some people get recognized so easily because people tend to see things on surface level.

Thanks for telling me the greatest people are the crazy ones.
Go on, tell me i have an issue with dealing with such things. Go on, go on, go on, maybe that's not even enough. I want you to hit me hard, sometimes a system blackout will make things better. Because the mechanics just cut off some of the things that are causing it to be unable to load. When it wakes up, it's like never there before.

Y W N M M L B A. I Swear. I will not break it. Hey, tell that to my brain for what? He's not even responsible for it.


Side note: Don't do that, it's so obvious what are you people trying to do. It's just weird to me and i will never ever allow it to happen. At least if you want to, come alone. It's ok.

Y W N M M L B A. Y W N M M L B A. Y W N M M L B A.

White is the best word.

Just stay away and i will be ok.

ONE.

Pay a price if you want to know about it

It's so p......

It's just so p......

): /: ): ?! (:

So yeah. Today was not really bad. Considering that by the end of the day, his words still pushed me on even though it felt like i let him down...

He said you know i have faith and trust in you.

Really nothing much i can tell him except actions speak longer and he gave me a pat and send me off calling aloysious in LOL.

Talking about that is just erm... When people get into troubles they tend to make friends easily. So yeah i guess my guts was right about it, i knew that one day we will talk to each other. Just the vibe i guess.

Haha, ps i forgot to say good luck to him before he went on in. Well, at least i know that he won't need my luck. (:

You know i don't like doing things that are taxing.

That horoscope thingy on elo's phone seems to be right, though i think it will not last one month but all the way. Cause at least it is not taxing.

): PLess

Today in ct, perhaps the best ct lesson that have some interesting content. A story about Mr ong teng cheong's story with his wife. Go read about it.

Till death do them apart. Sounds like some chinese-fairytale came true...

Possible?

Little things that gives you away

Let me hear you say heyheyhey.

Heyheyhey.

Now let me hear you say heyheyho

Heyheyho!

So next time don't talk to me on msn with what's up. Cause i will just reply with nothing i am going downstairs.

Yeah, the weather is still gloomy. Doesn't help much since i have already woken up. Today's schedule was kindda already plan but i think i am not going as well. Sunburnt on the back of my neck looking pretty bad, as black as david i suppose. Even worst, maybe darker...

Whatever, no one will even comment on it so it's fine. Just that it is like itchy and irritates me. Like telling me lawrence come and scratch me so you will have scars there hehehe.

Yeah, i didn't scratch it but just hit on it hard saying so who's the winner now. No scars plus i stop the itchiness.

Ps for the bullshitto up there haha, but oh well i might just apologise here for not turning up. See the thing is i am just feeling bad for not turning up to such things. Because eventually they will just have the impression that eh, no point calling him la, he will not turn up anyway.

Alright alright, next time i plan ok? (Bad idea anyway since it will be screwed up even before it started)

So yeah, that's about all for now?


Take care, have fun, cheers.

Hmm, why not 7-11 tho...

Take care, have fun, 7-11. (:

Lalalalalalalalalala

A Lalalalalalalalalalaa.

So uhh yea, it have been raining whole day long. Not that i don't like it but imagine that happening when i am at the temple with my parents haha. So yeah, walked about there after visiting the temple and then to imm.

Nothing much happen really except i enjoyed my meals. Delicious yumyum.

Value dropping like rapidly. Figured out that it was anything but what i imagined it to be.

Hope i can change it.

Till then cheeeerrrs. After much talking with elohim we have both decided to spend less time on msn, or rather none if not needed at all.

Because real life pwn the virtual bullshit world. So yeah, i want to do things in the real world.

Cause the cool people doesn't have a blog or facebook.

However this is not a blog, it serve as a diary. Something for me to check back upon.

Teehee~

It's round, bright, distant, semi.

You can only see it but not touch it. However it's not entirely impossible to touch it.

Hate it, hate it, hate it. It's time really.

Let's go.

If i am & now, he's telling me to change to ! because ! is the way to go. & might just make me feel better but i have seen enough, that's it i am going to !.

Who cares if the good guys lose anyway. You? Oh wait, there's no frigging system to even judge who is where. Like how the human brain made up the 4d-time when it didn't existed at all.

Well, this just reminded me about what i was talking to leon on msn.

Nothing is ever fair in this world.

Keep holding on

Hmmm it's good friday and i enjoy staying at home. Have been going out almost every single day the past 2 weeks. Yes, during weekdays. To the extent whereby my dad tease me about the time i reached home.

Hello, wo hui lai le! ---ME

Waa, jing tian na me zao?----Dad

Haha, i look at the time and said 11 o'clock is early to him? Woah, finally i am having more freedom. Ya right as if, that's because i reached home on 12 for a couple of occasion haha. So 11 comparatively is ''early''. Oh well, just for that once i didn't play words with him haha.

Talking about freedom. I have never been the guy who like to be restricted by rules. My parents know about it and they let me do things my way. To be honest i never believe in the system where your parents have to lock you up, brainwash you or use desperate measures to make you study or do things they want you to do.

Hehe, tell you what's up till now they still don't know about my chinese grade. Uhh, yeah i don't like them asking about it either. Haha, but oh well my mum asked about it.

I just told her not bad la. See the thing is i like doing things myself. Because i don't like other people to fish for me, i want to fish for myself.

Not to mention leeching their money as my pocket money. 100 dollar a week. That's 400 a month so i think i will have to earn like hell a lot of big bucks$$$$$ to pay them back haha. That's fine with me since i love them a lot.

We do not need more people who do things other people tell them to, but rather we need more who think about the next few steps themselves.

(:

Let's go and do it.

Oh yeah, stop these bullshit because it's time.

Alright, after today i think i will just bann myself from watching movies for a pretty long time. Alright, see the noob himself will kill me if i were to tell him that i watched clash of the noob today.

Totally just don't want to talk anymore about the movie industry anymore. It seems like everyone think that they can be a director. Oh well, sing song talk cock with eugene and elohim after zhiquan went home.

Haha, eugene joker la made me laughed like siao. I think i just found someone who can actually make me laugh at his actions. Haha, because i always laugh at my own actions or more like other people laugh at me haha.

The king of joker is still elohim. Haha, so april's fool is today and we decided to joke about with the class. Aiya, so much fun when we lame around haha. Lame club 3 HAHA.

I quote this from his hidden blog.

"I am not a full time student. Cos im actually also a part time super hero." from Elo to Mrs Teo(Lit teacher) when she commented that he is not being a full time student.

Oh, it resulted to him being dao in the end hahahaha.

It's hammer time, this time i want to be that person.

Cheers!

One strike (:

Memories are there forever.

That's for me anyway since i can't seem to forget anything easily.

Just not the time for me to type much since i didn't ate much today haha. No energy!

Let it show it all.

I wanna sleep early!

Haiyo, see la friday- Watched when in rome with victoria, lynda and zhiquan. Saturday napfa and i went home to sleep until night time cause i was super exhausted.

Today celebrated andrew's birthday with loon and beaver and now i am slogging to complete econs assignment with elohim haha.

Cannot believe this man, we are like discussing about econs then we moved on to the topic about why do time always seep pass so easily. Then i said cause we spend too much time on our hair hahaha.

Sorry but no i cannot cut mohawk la, my hair texture too light. Yeah, i have decided to move out of my flat and long and boring hairstyle. I want something light on top haha.

Alright then i have to move back to my econs assignment... Lucky school is at 1000 tomorrow muahaha, cause i don't have lit in the morning.

Yawn, let there be light.

Talking about different hair product now lol. At 131 and both of us have not finish up econs yet.

Tomorrow morning i am going to solo out history project before H1 somemore. Hope i can do it.

Give me some strength and hope (:

Because if all else are lost, we fight with hope in our mind!

Detest looking back

Then i get to see why it's all happening like this. Hey, at least that reminds me that i deserve it.

Haha, andrew's birthday today. So... A rushed one i supposed. Really don't want to have things that simple. I bet the rest are still sleeping like little pigs so oh well, might as well take this time to accomplish something. Just unhappy that i might have to go home earlier.

Hey, does that karma thingy still applies to the outside? Seriously i don't think that it works out that way. Why do i always see those people who think that they are not that great to eventually turned out to be superb.

You know why?

Because the karma theory on looks have been proven wrong.

Hey, i am all ready to pay for my own. Nothing will ever change that fact (:

Question me why don't i answer your question? Maybe there isn't one, the fact is i just want to stop talking about it. I don't see a point because... There's no point. I may feel tired but that's not the case. (: You will get it.

Tunnel vision in that aspect might actually turn out good haha.

Huaalaa, life's great now! Because it is just great!

You ever felt that before?

Many times.

Alright, napfa time! HAHAHA! A miracle happened today really (: PASS for SBJ. I WAS LIKE WHAT THE DALIBABUBA I PASSED YESSSS. Pull up was last station for 5 items i was feeling facepalm because they put my best item at the last part.

In the end, my pull up ended up with 14. Was aimming for 16 times. But i guess i lost strength. Must be the day before throw too many javelins la.

Really don't feel like typing much haha.

Guess how did i managed to pass SBJ?

(:

Ps, i felt like shitting on the fourth lap of 2.4. ): Carl's junior 14 dollar meal the day before must be the cause ARGHHH.

Oh and those of you who run slower for 2.4, mind running the outer lane? Really piss at people who are so inconsiderate especially those who intentionally stay put and DO NOT BUDGE.

Need more training haha.

So many times i heard people talking about it.
So many times i laughed at them.
So many times i felt that they were ignorant.
So many times i know that it will never turn out that way.
So many times, just so many times.

All that ever matters is not what you say.

Don't believe in that.

Will never. This is karma. For my actions.

Time never existed so it's ok (:

YAAATAAA Eureka like dababilaluu

So what have i done today? Oh, i went to do many many pull ups and 0 tries of Standing broad jump ):

If only 5 pull ups can be use to be converted into 5 cm of the SBJ. I will still get A in pull ups plus a pass in SBJ for certain. Like what the dabalibuba la.

If only if only, i swear if i pass my SBJ, 2.4- 10.20sec i am coming for you. I will definitely do it/make it/hit the end with a sprint.

So early release today for helping out at the kid's sport competition or something. I don't know what is it called. Haha, it seem like i still have not lost my touch with the primary school kids.

Sorry elohim for leaving you there when i went on to mix with the other kids. Haha, catching was certainly fun but i got exhausted kindda easily under the scorching sun. I felt acute stitch because i didn't have my lunch or drank much water throughout the day.

Thanks angeline for losing the ball those kids gave me. At least the planting lesson that marcus taught me is still in my mind lol. Damn cute la, primary 4 teach jc2 science leh muahaha.

Primary school education nowadays are really bad. They are seriously pushing the kids too far out. They will lose a lot of fuel when they move on in life la. Take it slowly ma, if they don't listen to you they just don't listen. Forcing is not effective at all.

You need them to learn themselves.

Alright then i am damn tired tired tired, boys go study hard and stop playing catching... I don't care if you are gold medalist in sports day or what. You are P4 SO YOU SHOULD STUDY! Stop giving me ''flowers'' in the end i didn't take them home dot dot dot.

Really will miss those kids that i shall never see again. To think they asked for my name and i said ''catcher''.

In the end when i said lawrence, they said that it was a nice name.

Thanks. (:

Ever felt in the situation whereby you are just angry when other people say things about other people and you can't do a shit?

Then you became shit. Because you used the wrong approach...

I typed this title for 20 times.

Just to delete it because i have to.

So i had a tedious week. Tomorrow should be getting better because i get to see kids running and playing about. Those days where you can talk to someone without any worries. Haha, i think i might just join in with them and do silly things.

Early release for like 1 hour? Hey, i have to pay back until 5pm ok.

You know that they have came up with the theory of 11th dimension for some time now. What is the 11th dimension? It just means that there might be someone who are watching over us from another point.

I came to the conclusion whereby everything we are doing now are actually illusions.

Only when in illusions can things be created out of nothing. Why is it that when there's nothing something can be created? When it is possible for the whole dimension. I can see how possible it is to do it in this 3d dimension.

Alright, cut the bullshit and you will know that i am trying to say something but i can't.

See, i move forward i see a pillar. I try to continue and i am scare that the pillar might not be able to handle the sight and eventually slam into me. Why is it so? Because that pillar is something and that pillar have got feelings and that pillar is not sleeping(as far as i observe) and i don't want to do anything bad to that pillar.

You tell me what now?

Tell me what to do? Tell me? Come on? Tell? Say? Actually i don't want to listen to things you guys tell me. Really, not very helpful because you all don't understand.

Thanks to you the great god of the 11th dimension. You made life complicated. Hey i don't ask for much you know that.

Please don't tell me that my chance is this friendly guy called josiah fong. Who always tell me lawlaw don't worry i will give you a hug and ask me to write about my ''love'' with him. Haha don't get the wrong idea really...

To you 11th dimension.

Time was just a concept man came up with. If it feels like a knife stabbing into your heart now. It is just basically there forever and ever and ever to the ever.

Feel like smacking my own fingers. Feel like smacking my brain because it seems to be rusting. Until the help 11th dimension gave me.

Nope last time.

Cause i have another place better than here.

Hey, actually why not don't read this whole thing? Because i am thinking too much.

Life is simple (:

Hey at least someone said something nice to me which makes me feel that i aren't that bad haha. Cause at least someone is willing to do that in exchange for something of mine. Thanks for at least saying that cause it serve as an encouragement.

(:(:(: Though i think it looks shitty now haha. Don't worry wait for it to grow. Nah, i want to try to use product on it now to see how will it go, since i see a mohawk in the making beside me(ps i meant funky hair) (: Why not HAHA?!