You took my heart away

Every wonder why Michael learns to rock is called michael learn to rock?

Haha, even the lead singer said he's ''disgusted'' by the name.

Wonder what is totally wrong with me... Health problem persist, woke up this morning feeling dizzy when i walk. Yesterday i almost just burst because i couldn't handle the fact why this is happening to me.

I am not talking about simple flu, or some puny cough. I am talking about heart problem, liver problem or maybe cancer.

Yes, only recently have i realise that my body is not capable of handling the bullshitto i have been giving it. Alright i admit that i have been eating a lot, yes a lot a lot. Like A LOT. You will never be able to imagine the spree i am able to put up unless you have ate with me before. Usually 1on1 because i will only eat at ease with people i know well.

That's not the point, the point is IT'S UNFAIR. LOOK AT ALL THOSE OBESE PEOPLE, those people who never tried to do something but just eat and eat.

I do exercise for all these stuff i eat. Like a lot, tell me who the heck still run at least 40km every week after napfa. Yeah, tell me and i need him to run with me, because apparently 40km is not enough...

Not many people understand me well. I know you are one of them. I know even when you don't you don't think that it matters at all.

I thank you for you saying you will still believe in me no matter what.

However... Don't worry i will fufil that promise i made to you.

I am sorry.


If only, i don't know why all that i can say is sorry.










Don't cry if your dream does happen. Yup, i think only you know what am i talking about.