Bakugan

Pwn mask rider butt. Forever....And ever. Don't try telling me how it does not.

Wasted one whole day again... Wanted to run in the morning and it have got to freaking rain. Well when it does rain, obviously you sleep.

Then just when i wanted to study, my mum asked me if i wanted to go out to chinatown to eat lunch and for a family outing. Wanted to say no but since many things have occurring, i said yes.

Had some nice chinese zhi cha. Freaking lunch that ended up being 60 dollar. Kindda cheap compared to other times.

Ask me what is going to be my last meal. -A super boiled soup with lots of good ingredient(Fresh), boiled for 49 days and then warm it up on mild heat for 49 days- Serve with a bowl of rice.

Haha, then we went to bugis? Sister bought a swatch watch. Saw one which is nice as a gift....

Someone just said that she is ok with the name er bao.

Hmmm. Bao will do.

^^

YATA.

Eureka!! Today i accomplish something lol. Though these few days have not been going on well for me. Just that i think that i can still handle all that alone.

I ran 2.4 today with a whole new idea in my head. Lol, i think i got to thanks David. Cause i am the wimp who gives up that easily.

No matter what condition i make for myself to finish 2.4, i always treat those as empty stuff and stopping when i feel the slightest pain.

I just kept telling myself, if david can handle the pain why can't i.

Haha.

Sustained

At the expense of other people.

Ok, recently my brain have been telling me to watch naruto..... The anime is still moving at a super slow pace i guess.

Decided to be a better man today so i guess i will start my activity after i end this post.

Random post without any real content i might be going off for a while.

Stay strong.

Effing day

First i would like to say that i am sorry that i said the F word.

Yea, before i go on... yadi i have already followed the rule.

I had underwent so much shit today.

Lost 2 items.
Flare up like 10 times.
Late for class.
Used violent to solve some stupid stuff. -However i would like to add in that the stupid incident was not even started by me-

What's with this world. I bought the keychain with dean in the morning and wanted to give one of them to a person. SO NICE IT HAVE TO GO MISSING.

_1_.

Now generation

Blah... te te te te te tell me now.

I have got a confession to make. Yes i am going to answer the Q on zelda.

The reason why i am doing what i am doing is because if i continue on it would just mean that i am breaking the promise i made to myself. I mean come on, what does it really matter? The important thing is not that.

OR

The super stupid mistake that i always make. I think i have made it again. Because i got a reason that i can't say out. Damn i wanna type it out but i just can't cause there are factors affecting this answer. Factors that i got to consider.

I hope it is not an illusion again.

Shrug

I think i received a blow from the back.

I promise to cut down on my diet. Seriously i don't think anyone spend more money than me on food.

My chest-the inner organ.

Seriously, some of the marist certainly think that they looks cool constantly showing that idoitic face. Ask me if you want some examples... Not that i am trying to say anything here.

Just that the look of their face make my day brighter cause on the inside i am laughing like crazy.

Te te te te tell me

Ooo... Chinese compo result is completely screwed.

Destiny is held in our own hands. Ask me not to write Q1.

I write Q2 and follow the butt of those muggers who can write like some imba stuff when they are given a storyline. Obviously i choose the innovative way of winning them in a smart way.

Whatever la. Today was a super duper bad day.

Don't think i can take it anymore...

Haiz.

Draggy

Aww, my feet hurts.

Since i decided to go ''shopping'' to buy a new bag. Called andrew and asked him to go out to orchard. Wanted that adidas bag and finally my 11th hunt returns me with a little favour. She said that the model was from last season and therefore i will not be able to find it anymore...

Especially at orchard obviously. Well, drag on and someone caught my eye. I bought it.

A 120 dollar bag. Then we went on to see the common and even more common crumpler. Boring~~~

Ion orchard woot. I have been to all the shopping mall in singapore, with the visit of iluma and ion. I like iluma more so if you got the time why not pay a visit there.

^^ Too tired to study today already.


(Edited) LOL I JUST SAW ANOTHER LOSER. Another pure loser who said that (he/she) have never tried mugging before. HAHAHAHAHA. LMAO, Like wth oh please just a pure joke lol that face that look that kind of attitude and you are trying to convince the world that you never mug before? It doesn't matter if you really did mug or not. Prejudice against mugging is not allowed, however trying to bs around and telling people i never mug LOL.

It's like me telling you now, i never mug no i never mug. What's mugging. Wth is mugging? Can we eat it? HahahahahHAHAHAHA.
Eh, FAIL LE LA FAIL LE LA. MY LIFE IS SCREWED UP FAIL LE LA.

(2 days later)ME: Eh I GOT A FOR MY TEST. HAHA(THINKING in the head-HAHA MY LIFE IS SO SCREWED!!~~~)

Go eat shit please.

Where's the hole

Disgraceful.

I got so much to grumble about. Certainly because some of the things i am about to say cannot be read by some people. Damn.

Locking the blog up is useless cause what is the point of the blog then. Blah so bear with my beat around the bush thing again.

Yea, for the person who cried out to me today. Life is always like that and the situation you are in now is common. Let it go.

Second, someone have been irritating. Like what my ''good friend'' said, without c she is nothing.

^^ Nothing as in really nothing i guess. I shall not judge anyone but i have got eyes myself.

Pewpewpew. You are gone. I am not as foolish as before.

Zao fan

Nice try.

Recently the ''environment'' have heated up. It may certainly be due to the upcoming promos or possibly just the point where people are starting to get used to the existence of one another that they have started crossing the line.

Whatever the reason might be... I only know about myself. Do not flare me up or i might not even know what i am capable of.

Ask me the Question if i think that i am a loser now because based on mid-years result i am definitely losing out to people who have got lower capability than me? The answer is yes. I can't control such things myself. Heaven wants me to be a loser then i guess i have to be one?

Wonder when will i move out from being a loser. This feeling have last for a freaking long time when can i get back that old feeling.

Somethings i really wonder if i will be able to withstand it until the end.

Really want to learn the way of being together with the air, instead of being a hard cold steel that is unable to withstand much damage.

Damn i never intended to post this crappy post with no optimistic point of view. However i don't want to waste my effort typing this out.

Cannot wait for tomorrow gp lesson where WE GET TO WATCH MOVIE! The true story of hotel rwanda is really exciting.

Hello/bye

Bye/hello.

Yeah you are back here.

Stupid wr kampong photo taking session.

Oh wait gab is calling me to do the wr zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Please please please. Let it continue like that.

:P

Imagination

Am i correct or am i wrong?

I will never find out. As no one will really tell me the answer. Things have been turning out to be slightly fine. Just that there is still a sense of...uhhh lack of security? Haha not like i got anything to lose out.

Come on and take whatever you want.

Recently i have been very cold to people. It's not as if i really wanted to do that, i am just being me myself.

Yeah unhappy? So be it. There are people who are asking me why do i always emo alone.( matire LOL) I still don't know how to spell.(Me-tire)Pronunciation.

Then there are people like (ELOHIM) who says why are there always people saying hi to me.

It can really be anything. Friends or friendless.

Doesn't really matter.

1st level: hello with a big wave.
2nd level: hello with no expression
3rd level: a nod on the head with no expression
4th level: mind power with mutual acknowledgement.

So please be happy if i did not say hi to you.

Ripper

Sometimes i really don't understand what the heck i am doing myself.

Wasted one whole day in school working out.

High metabolism rate plus crazy work out=3 kg lost.

Ok ok ok ok ok i know i know water......

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SINCE I CAN'T SHOUT OUT IN THE REAL WORLD.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADOUYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Terikamasi for your time on this post.

Hato

Hadouyuuu

Nothing much going on... Dazing out during tuition lesson. Ate dinner with the same group of people. Talk to the same old people. See the same old people.

Should get my butt moving after finishing the convo with andrew. Well grid.........

There wasn't any eye contact cause i could not even find in the dark. Blinded by the hectic situation.

I need to look with my heart.

Dondondon

don don don don

Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy.

Today i am very happy because__________________.

Oh yea, this time i am going to type out full.

Today i am very happy because i love my class.

HAHAHAHAHA, can imagine the faces of many people. Too bad... Gabriel you will never ever know who i like.


Because even i don't know the answer myself. Who cares.

No one i guess!

Com-me-com-me-com

Baka.

Recently i have been planning something. I hope it works out. Cause if it doesn't....

Wouldn't even wanna think about it.

Things i would like to declare.

I like table-tennis.

LOL. THAT'S ABOUT IT. Though it is nothing to be proud of. However i dare say that my achievement in table tennis can win most other people. Considering the fact that i have been playing it since primary 2-3? To jc2.

If time were to revert back, i will avert myself from many situations where i can excel in it even more.

All that trophies are nothing as compared to the joy and thrill of the game.

Now all i want is just a competitive game that doesn't matter even if you win or lose. Because most players do not dare to give it their best, scared of giving an opportunity to the opponent by your unforced error.

Me just being me.

Yea, rachael the inside is the one that counts. You look GREAT!.






Oh ya. One last thing. Since i think i shall be leaving this blog by itself for quite sometime.

I am doing what i shall be doing, so as to uphold my position as a maris.

I am maris stella

My conduct is guided by respect for god and country, respect for parents and elders, respect for siblings peers and juniors. Respect for self and respect for property.

In all that i say or do, i bear in mind that it affects and influences others, directly or indirectly.

What I do, I do through love and service and with regards to the rights of others.

Lastly, I believe that what is worth doing should be done well and cheerfully.

(i typed this out myself)

SO TO UPHOLD MY INTEGRITY. Even if i were to perish, i will reach the end with just my ashes.

Fedor

Super duper busy day. Just reached home and completely exhausted.

After tuition i had dinner with jialiang shinta and dean.

Sometimes just having a nice chat is the best thing in the world.

I think we can agree on that. Can we?

Dean.

Oh yeah before i forgets about it, STOP FREAKING TELLING PEOPLE STUFF LIKE I AM GONNA RETAIN.

You mofo, stop trying to tell the whole world about the fact that anyone who is capable of entering jc have got the intellect to figure out that you are bsing. Like total bsing...

So don't tell me that ya?

Nocturnes

Hmm...

Left right left right left right.

Aww, i still receive a headshot.

Today have been a hilarious day. Saw things that i am not supposed to be seeing. Imagine now in your head-your primary school classmate and your secondary school classmate together.

Intentionally teased them.

Ooo, going to see some bright lights soon. Wonder if my tomorrow is gonna be a wonderful day?

Well, sleep well tonight.

^^

Pathetic//^^

There are times where i really want to say out all my inner thoughts and feeling to someone.

Tuu, but then when i try to find one.....

I bet some/most people out there are having a situation like me.

I really need someone who i can confide everything to.

Did i forgot to mention that i think i have changed. I remember myself to be a good listener. Always willing to lend my ear to someone else. However recently i realise that i have been ignoring what other people have got to tell me. Comments have been coming in saying that i am random.

That's why i realise that my inside is full of stuff coming from other people, then where am i going to unload all these things?

I always remember things that are significance. Nicholas koh(sec1 partner) final words to me were-Lawrence, why do you always ask me about the results of the subject you are good in? What about my best subjects?

I remembered that i stun when he said that.

I changed after that...

Indeed.

*Damn i have edited this post 3 times... each time adding more stuff.

Ok, i just forgot that i was supposed to write on the geography lecture that i missed out. Please people next time do at least ask why>? Don't give me stuff that you are assuming.

Like for example, you pon la. Pon means pon la, because you don't wanna come that's why you pon what. Overslept ar. Excuse again la

Er, i got REASONS. Freaking bloody heck REASONS. Just for example that retarted ML(from tt) who obviously think that i want to pon tt. MY tt bat is spolit... Ok, i could have gotten it fixed up 1 week before BUT DO YOU FREAKING hell have got a busier day than me on monday? You mother f*****, dsa noob who only know how to dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa and after dsaing you know how to erm...flirt>?(assumption by me).

Blah. Lucky i did not use the f word. f*****=fisher.

So, next time before you SAY SOMETHING OUT THAT COMES OUT FROM YOUR ASS.(since you do not need to think) Ask for a reason. Not everyone have got the same reason of wanting to pon.

Now, that is why i hate people who dsa. Not because of any other reason. Don't think too far. Cause their attitude have got some problem.

Oh wait, it is not your attitude, it is just your face.

So yeah..I am sorry for poning geo lecture.

A few days ago i figure out that i was practically going backwards on all my principles. Everything that i was determine not to fall back into happen. Is it really too late for me to climb back up?

Hong yan huo shui.

Not every single one.

Afreako

Brrr, economic assignment took up my whole frigging day.

I am having so little sleep these few days that i broke my promise today. Slept during econs lecture and guess what? Carissa got infected by me haha. BOTH OF US SLEPT!!!

Slept again during chinese and spend the rest of the freaking day in the library trying to clear up that crazy piece of assignment that might save my butt...

Me

Meh?

I think i found it. Too focus on other things that recently i felt that i am just not me.

Yeah, pretty sure i found it.

Ideology

I really got lots of thing to say.

That feeling is lost?

I shall sum all that up in 1 word.

Happy.

Not to forget some ''people'' without fail just have to make a fool out of themselves. Well, not that we can do anything like i said before. ^^

Just take a good look at them and laugh.

I mean what else can i say? Haha.

Enjoy your life.

Happy.

Revo/Revo/End

You know there is a reason why people don't do certain things.

I guess so...

You will understand.

Additional tcaF

Ok, prior to this i made another one regarding the boy/girls unequal treatment from the rest.

Here goes another...

You know there are girls/guys out there who thinks that they are pretty/handsome(cough) and like to make use of others.

Well not that i am trying to change the fact that these things do happen because this world is never fair. If this world is fair, they wouldn't be using democratic system now but communism. However even in a communist state, nothing is always fair.

There is nothing much i/we can do about it. You may disagree with me, but i trust that there are certainly such things happening. Since i have experience such cases myself.

So, stay away from me if you think that i am going to allow myself to enter in such situation. Mild cases are definitely alright since guys are supposed to let the girls.

If you are a guy and doing such things. Uhh....

I think you need some skin removal surgery. I have got more things in mind. Well i guess we shall have to leave that for next time then.

^^

Oh ya, mistakes i have made again. Damn it, why am i so selfish.

Sorry.

Brrr, okok last thing.

GO AWAY GUYS WITH BANGS. Ewh(sorry i have to copy you V)

Wayieoo

Eh, wasted my whole holiday doing nothing...

Guess this is my last break, cause i really need one.

Went to ps with jy yesterday. Walked all the way from ps to iluma and national central library(Never been there before).

Iluma is really cool. I like the ambience there, however i think that the maintenance fee must weight a ton on the rental fee.

Still need one. Human nature.

Hochiminh

I want to go there. Slow pace of life.

WHY MUST IT BE OVER HERE?

I know, i had this topic of discussion with lots of people. Clara said everyone must be experiencing the same thing. Mine was just due to the fact that i made a wrong move on the chessboard and it is going to be over for me.

Not to mention the fact that just having the line of vision with some people in the school erks me.

Went back to mshs today. I think they are dead. 10 years series not even touched at this point of time. 17 days to prelim and they are still roaming around the school.

Mr thodey, no i am not fine. I just can't tell you that i am in deep shit now. Thick skin? I guess so...

MSHS have GOT A REVOLUTION going on. There is a freaking canteen on top.

Who can i really turn to?

No one but myself. Damn i wanted to spam a lot more things, intuition tells me not to.

Kall

I think i saw another dao ting tu shuo sight.

Go ahead and listen go go go.

Better if more gossips are created. Isn't that what you guys are best in.

V. Oh wait, not V but V formation.

H&Kall.

98 PERCENT. HAHA, if you can guess what's 98 percent about.

:D:D:D:D

Dne won

I think i need specs. However after trying out chayadi specs. Hmm, can't really see much as all i had was the mrt window and a super high degree spectacles.

However, I think i look kindda stupid with specs....

Dynamic life have made me confused. Is it just me or everyone?

It doesn't matter?

Really i don't get why some things are happening at all. Laughters>?

Dash and jump

Today was a long day. Luckily i had a break due to unforseen situation.

Tennis again yea~~~~ Woohoo fun fun fun.

Back to the boring life of school. Irritating people choose to appear in front of me and what can i do?

Thought i might be able to spot something. Fail again. Today nothing have been spotted while ELO SPOTTED SOMETHING.

Why NOT ME.

Intuition

I think i got it.

Bimbo? Haha, life is never perfect. I never ask anyone to be also.

Cat/dog fight with beaver.

Luckily i did not receive much scars.

I did emo today, though it might be a fake one. Cause i tried to... Well actually just leaning my head against the bus window and the freaking trembling and jerking stopped me.

Guess i am just not that type who can do it.

Black/Red

Stupid blogger giving me problem again. Is there even a chance that i will flag myself?

Come to think of it, was it my shoelaces that the chinese teacher was talking about?
Black/Red~~~~~~~~~

Today was not wasted.

Cause i felt that i wasted too much of my life.

I give you my life. :P

Take care whoever you are.