Hi/Hai/haiz

Alright i am tired of saying how screwed up my life is. I am getting it back up.

First i have to feed up my small body. I lost 5 kg and currently still counting i guess.

Currently my weight is around 58-59kg. IT have indeed been ages since i touch on the 50+numbers. Yes, i wanted to put on weight and now i lost weight smart.

The sudden lost of weight will therefore explain why i look so much more frail and erm hunchback? Cause i do not have the inner strength to even lift myself up these few days.

Oh not to mention those bruises from car accidents. Those have to go as well. Yes, CAR ACCIDENT. How not screwed my life can be but oh whatever. Thanks taxi driver for speeding over the red light.

Oh, not to mention my screwy results? That i have to say would definitely be my own wrong-doings. However, can you blame me for catching the stupid flu that cause me to shit and puke at the same time? Go try studying with that flu thanks.

So much more bullcrap that can happen. Like seriously, some of those aren't even possible.

Alright stupid rant...

I want to become stronger, more perfect.

Don't be so good to me... I am indeed scare that i can't control myself.