Chen wei

For my coach chen wei, i let you down after all those hope and trust you place in me.

I was never meant to be the SP.

After talking to kit chung during the training session, i gave it one final thought. You said it was because i am the SP in sec2, but you also mentioned that my peak ends at secondary two.

So the final conclusion was that i am currently playing with standards lower than secondary two, the standard that got our team to nationals top 8. After all that talk a bullshit about how my records during my peak was only a single lost during the whole competion to anglican high(cause i was rubbishing around with gethro), with much winnings against strong teams like RI, SJI, and Xinmin.

I am back to nothing.

So once again sorry coach i let you down since i promise you that i am giving it all up for studies.

And now my studies ARE LIKE SHIT.

How i hope all these wasn't real, how i hope i wasn't so naive.

Anyway, i hope that you will continue leading any team to champions like what you did with Maris stella High, 8 years National First.

Ironic thing is even without going back to school to visit the team, i saw the banner on St'Gabs secondary. North Zone champions. Now i feel like killing those people who took it away from us.

So much bullshitto is useless. I must really come back to reality.

With talent there must be chances for you to excel. Those chances do not come easy.

Cherish it.