Kalliee

Where?

Not sure.

I have made more mistake today... Broke my promise.
Why do i have to make mistake then come to realise it later on.

Eh, some things really need not be said out. Body language is the key.

Talking to myself again...

Can anyone tell me how to be optimistic? Well, i guess i am leaning more on the 'wierd' side.

If only i could()

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DboyS-OiDK4

If you got the time that is.

BaaBlah

Failed attempt with jerrold.

Manhatten fish/if i spell wrongly don't blame me. IS SHIT ON MY LIST NOW.

Seriously 40 plus for that? Might as well to swensen.....

Lol, we tried to leech the xbox fifa. First machine, Sorry guys we are closing.Damn never mind next machine. Sorry bro no uniform allowed.

When a man is unlucky, everything is shit. It doesn't just come one by one... It comes like a freaking machin gun chain.

Silent tremor

Pathetic lousy life. Not my style to actually belittle life but this is bullshit.

Every morning 730 730 730 730 730. I am seriously sick of this shit. i am sick at the idea of waking up at 630 for school. It's tormenting my soul. My poor little soul can't handle it please........

End this please. I am really exhausted. Both mentally and physically.

Screw you. I will screw you upside down inside out outside in up down left right left right up down.

You are not going to continue screwing my life up. Cause i shall put an end to it.

Tired...

Purple

Really, purple is mine favourite colour?

Lalala, why not red? Nah too common and another reason which only elo knows.

Today i visited Kashing new house. LOVE THE COSY FEELING. Freaking near somemore.

:P

Random i know, but this just came off my mind.

WHY DO YOU NOT HAVE A BLOG? HOW DO I FIGURE OUT STUFF LIKE THAT?

I mean one small sight is capable of causing me to shoot off in another direction with a smile.

Inside.

Vintage

Today i watched harry potter.

Ah yuan said he wanted to watch at some empty cinema, therefore i found one vintage small cinema for him. Epic, 2 uncles lifted up their leg onto the chairs in front as it was so frigging empty.

Handphones ringing all over like nobody business.

I just love that feeling though.

I want ______

Take care...

Oh ya, i know that i am a bad guy... no one needs to remind me about it. Hate me all you want, cause it doesn't matter.

/lol.

Hey you

You you you you you~~~~~
Always been youuuuuuuuu.

Why must it be youuuu?

Hey, it's you. Not your friend. Damn not your friend... It is you!

Hangman

I really do not wish to type anything pessimistic anymore. However life leave me with no choice.

Why is my life in such fast pace now? Like most people work for the whole of their life and ends up with nothing. Like they can't even enjoy their life at all.

Baa, i promise i will get my life back.

Mini, making it become a optimistic blog like this.

I LIKE MY LIFE. MY LIFE IS GREAT.

take care.

Bear boo scary

All down to one now. Or is it 2?

Oh wait, it's 0. haahaaa

I don't know

I really don't know. Haiz... How>? Whatever.

Roar

Ever tried holding a punching position in front of a dog? I did it today.

Well, we finally went to kampong to do our interview. Started off good with a rain, seriously the weather is crap and i was already half wet walking to the interchange.(By sweating obviously)/ Since it was raining we went inside a house after getting invited by our kind kampong resident.

Did a couple of interview with different people.

The main point was i never thought a dog will charge at me. Well i actually did have the thought in the past, but it really happen today. Luckly he did not really charge all the way and bite me.

If i were to get bitten, he is so going to pay for it. Well, did not happen as i managed to stop and hold a whacking position at it, with the screams of cherie and amanda at the back, trying to get a safe spot all the way at the back.

Anyway i had back-up, gabriel with an umbrella haha. Also a old uncle with a really long stick.

A fufilling day.

Patty

I need a pat on my head.

Small boy.

Chicubaru

Ok, i shall try to be optimistic here. Though i think it shall be a failed attempted.

What a bright sunny day. The perfect day for me to go out and get some fresh air. BAA, i just can't do it.

You know i wrote Q2 for chinese compo and that title is like going to 100 percent suits the situation i am in now. Including my feelings i guess, The title was you are the one who brighten up my life.

WHERE'S THE PERSON WHO CAN FREAKING LIGHT UP THE PATH.
Well, i wrote about a teacher in the compo, so don't get the wrong idea now.

Anyway the story ends with as long as the person have got the heart, an iron bar could also end up being a needle.

As for the teacher perspective of whether the story will come true..... 44/60 sounds fine? meaning that it can come true? Wait the second part is coming.

She thinks that it can come true, however there will be lots of obstacles you know why?

44-8/60.

Yeah, i can be a story writer haha. Can't believe i made a blogpost out of this.

Take care!

Hiladilo

I can't freaking believe that i slept halfway watching a video. Not to mention that i was still in my school uniform.

Dirt.

YADILOH

I have been a bad person recently.

All things have been done with a reason. I am sorry i have to do it.

Kang Leng

Eh? Kang Leng is better? Hmm, i think it is too.

Anyway this seems the first time that i will write about my studies on my blog.
Freaking A level chinese oral.

I think i could have been a lot better.

Anyway just when i am at my lowest point, at least i caught a glimpse of zelda. Wait not exactly glimpse. A FULL one. Not that it helps anyway.

Cause i don't see the smile.

Anyway, i don't cry in front of people. A fact for angeline. lol.

Take care.

Infusion

So this is how it was all these while. Was it really? No? So is it yes or no? No answer i guess.

Irritating. Perceived bad feeling upcoming.

I can't say bg(short form) anymore since it's like so obvious now. However i still have another one.

Haha.

Frenzy crazyness

Lol, i know i have went from normal to crazy. Oh wait, it should be crazy to frenzy crazy.

Brr, What am i going to do haha. Anyway i managed to not turn my head to the direction of zelda.


Back to back. Guess this is how i want it to be.

Cleared mind

All over now. I am back to normal haha. Faster than i expected, all thanks to carissa.....

Woot lala no chance that such things happen again hahaha.

I think i got crazier. All illusion to you.

Trust me.

Darn...

Damn it. Cannot really express how i am feeling now. If i were to not pull myself back now, i would not have the last laugh.

I stand alone in the rain, looking at the opposite grass and found it to be greener. All that because of one person. Looking from far i smile to the other side and told myself.

I still have the last laugh. Falling back on my back, i look like an idoit at this moment but the smile is still on my face. Cause deep inside my heart i know that i have not fail myself.

Lol

i think we both got to drop this topic on girls thingy
I LIKE MYSELF
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SWEET DREAMS

Chance

How many chances do life give us?

Like what i meant before, if i am indeed too late. I will not give up and leave it there. Cause looking is already good enough for me.

Am i bluffing myself again? Damn.

Arghh

Still thinking about it anyway.

Harry potter is COMING OUT!!! I wanna watch it.

Even tho it's a horror movie haha. I think only carissa will get what i meant.

Please

Don't tell me i am too late.

If i am really late once again, i shall just leave it there cause i am not going to give up just like that. Temptations please leave me. Cause i only have one goal.

One and only one.

In loving memories

Nothing much will go on this weekend. After the hectic outing from last week.>or was it last last week?. I feel that it's good to take a break and let everything go slow.

Am i blinding myself again? Or do i need to be blind to really see everything clearly with my heart.

YATA!!!!

IT's like scoring a goal?//Not as if i like soccer anyway. Winning a TT match?//I lost that feeling a long time ago.

WHATEVER, IT'S EVERYTHING.

The smile, the V formation on the fingers. Wakeke, the joy on my face.

Hannah. Tried to use my trademark reverse skill and i laugh at myself.

Anyway, when we finished pw today chong said to us Lawrence and gabriel, you are team number 2. Gabriel said woohoo lawrence let's do the hug thingy to congratz each other lol.

When we were presenting the wr to chong gab's laptop crash. So we had a small break in between and chong said... Hmmm, Lawrence you got to get a hair cut. Lol, this is what happens when there's nothing to do.

hannaH. Still thinking when i am already onto pw stuff. Don't let it leave me please, i love that feeling.

duelicious

So things have been like this, wr draft 1 is over for pw. I got scam 3 dollar plus for the coloured pages we had to print out. Well not that i really care as i get to.....................

What am i really doing haha>?

yadiloh

i love that title really. Might become my next big word i presume.

Anyway school is moving on. I know i am kindda dead here already but whatever, dead then dead not like i have not experience it before.

The guy who just wants to stay at one corner to see......... Grant me my wish please.

Habitual

When a guy says no. It usually means no to someone of no importance to him.
When a guy says no. It usually means yes to someone of importance to him.

No yes no yes. Confusing but for me that's the truth.

Sometimes when inside your heart you really want to say yes, however it will just become a no when it comes out of your mouth.

When i really want to do something. Like staring, why can't i just do it to..............

It's there, it's always there..... Wonder what will happen if i changes it.

I am back!

Sorry for the disruption the other day..... I guess it's not that good to leave this as it have become like a habit to me already.

Anyway, today i have got only one word to say.
Onion head and brown bag.
Brown bag with stripes sorry.

Take care/.

Cao ni de

Ok, time to get down to business. I guess i won't be blogging everyday. Like maybe once or twice in a week. Tolerate with this cause it can't be help.

Things i would like to say.
Brown bag
Hair
Studies
Life
Me
You
Bye.

Btw

Natural is the best. Random i know but one day you shall get it.

Don't think that i care what you care cause i don't really care what you care about how i care about it.

Fatigue

You are destined to die because of fatigue.

This whole week have been busy busy busy. Today i went out with andrew and nic. Thanks andrew for letting me leech off you. Tho in the end i still have to spend like 30 bucks.

Budget it is. Indeed.

Inspirational

Do you believe in me?

Hihaa

Today 31 went out again.

again
again
again
yes again.

I think our class is the one that goes out the most in nyjc. This week is terrible. I think i spend like 200 dollar already. Overload 60 dollars from parents. That's 100+60.... BAD BAD BAD.

Things i want to say but i can't. I really have no balls.

Hey you

Nah, i did not cut bangs. What is bangs anyway.....

Onion

Onion head? Illusions......

Whatever, the discouraging comments i accept it all. With a pinch of salt.

BROWN BAG. With stripes.

Fedor

Today have been a nice long day.

1st grats my arena team rating for 2s to reach 1.3k. But we drop back to 1.2.....

Next to gather at chayadi's house. A mini one, inner circle.

Leon
Kashing
ME
Chayadi

and last but not least fedor.

EH FEDOR WHERE ARE YOU?