Did i mention about the line on my finger?
So, i checked up on it like months ago when i first realise about it's existence. It means that someone is wrong with my body.
There's a 5 percent chance(I don't know?) that it meant skin cancer.
Death doesn't fear me at all. I am fear of leaving my closest people behind.
No point telling me not to look at that line anymore, because its not going to help at all.
Check-up time ):
This just add on to not worth it part.
Don't waste your time, really...
Sunrise, Sunset, Sunrise, Sunset.
Let the wind carry me.
Far away.
Away from this mess.
Away from everything that i hated.
Take care.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I am just sitting here...
Really disliked it. Anyway just when i was about to sleep my dad asked me if i jay walk a lot. I said ha>? Why the sudden interest, what's the problem.
He mentioned about the student who got into a car accident just yesterday i suppose. You know how i hope for that bloody driver to get bang up into some shithole. Really, going to jail might not even be enough.
Totally just made me remember about the car accident my dad and me went into just at the start of the year. Freaking taxi driver came down and said sorry sorry, the passenger was rushing me.
The first time i said vulgarities in front of my dad was this year anyway. I spammed that driver with everything i could recall. Just hate those drivers.
To think i wasn't even taking this incident seriously when nyjc's principal was telling us about it. I didn't knew that it was that serious.
Think about it if you were that boy's parents. My dad said that the boy wasn't at fault since the green man was not even flashing. However he said it seems like ggfied to him... The car didn't stop directly after the impact.
Btw, it's a freaking suv. I can't find the article online but i can only understand how serious is it, since my dad have been driving for like 30 years? He even got the award for perfect record of 0 accidents. So when he told me it look like ggfied, i think...
Have you ever wonder if human beings think too highly of themselves? I believe someone is laughing at us.
I hope he get up well.
Impossible was never there. It was made to let you know I'm possible.
Just a matter of how you look at it.
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....
.....
He mentioned about the student who got into a car accident just yesterday i suppose. You know how i hope for that bloody driver to get bang up into some shithole. Really, going to jail might not even be enough.
Totally just made me remember about the car accident my dad and me went into just at the start of the year. Freaking taxi driver came down and said sorry sorry, the passenger was rushing me.
The first time i said vulgarities in front of my dad was this year anyway. I spammed that driver with everything i could recall. Just hate those drivers.
To think i wasn't even taking this incident seriously when nyjc's principal was telling us about it. I didn't knew that it was that serious.
Think about it if you were that boy's parents. My dad said that the boy wasn't at fault since the green man was not even flashing. However he said it seems like ggfied to him... The car didn't stop directly after the impact.
Btw, it's a freaking suv. I can't find the article online but i can only understand how serious is it, since my dad have been driving for like 30 years? He even got the award for perfect record of 0 accidents. So when he told me it look like ggfied, i think...
Have you ever wonder if human beings think too highly of themselves? I believe someone is laughing at us.
I hope he get up well.
Impossible was never there. It was made to let you know I'm possible.
Just a matter of how you look at it.
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Everytime
Feeling slightly exhausted. Humid weather ha>?
Anyway, saw nyjc tennis girls team up against ijc when i was on my way home. Sometimes things doesn't have to be said out. I know that zhaozhi's doubles would make it through.
Years of practice put to use within like less than 1 hour. Haha, i know how it feels anyway. When you are inside the game, nothing else matters except the game. Anyway, it have never been about winning the other team. It's about winning yourself, your own team.
So yeah, good luck to them.
Today we watched a show during assembly. Finally some show that prove that having clique is bullshitto.
Anyway, it's time. I felt it.
Thank you.
Dragging my feet home shall become history. Things might be changing, adaptation is the key.
However deep down inside i know that i am still me myself.
Haha, if i am not me myself, who can it be?
Like the shadow, i assure you it will be like the shadow. With light it became prominent. However, how many a times do people actually take a look at their own shadow?
Doesn't really matter haha. Can't say i will be around, but i will be. Just smile.
Bye. Take care.
Anyway, saw nyjc tennis girls team up against ijc when i was on my way home. Sometimes things doesn't have to be said out. I know that zhaozhi's doubles would make it through.
Years of practice put to use within like less than 1 hour. Haha, i know how it feels anyway. When you are inside the game, nothing else matters except the game. Anyway, it have never been about winning the other team. It's about winning yourself, your own team.
So yeah, good luck to them.
Today we watched a show during assembly. Finally some show that prove that having clique is bullshitto.
Anyway, it's time. I felt it.
Thank you.
Dragging my feet home shall become history. Things might be changing, adaptation is the key.
However deep down inside i know that i am still me myself.
Haha, if i am not me myself, who can it be?
Like the shadow, i assure you it will be like the shadow. With light it became prominent. However, how many a times do people actually take a look at their own shadow?
Doesn't really matter haha. Can't say i will be around, but i will be. Just smile.
Bye. Take care.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
What if
I'm just going to ask one question~
Anyway, 8km from now on is haha. Feel like extending my routine running to 8km from now onwards.
NS seems to hate me a lot or something. For no reason lock me out and now i have to visit the Community centre tomorrow to get my singpass.
Cool, i called up the assistance number and i spoke to the clerk there. My dream job in army haha(8-5 air-con), to deal with pesky little creature like myself.
Tomorrow's time-table look damn bad to me. I hate week B a lot.
With no power comes no responsibility.
Bullshitto.
Only the strongest will survive. Have always been so and will remain to be so and shall forever be so.
Man-kind just got lucky that evolution did good to us.
Peace out.
Let me soar through the sky, but please i do need someone to remind me of where i truely belong.
What if what if.
Anyway, 8km from now on is haha. Feel like extending my routine running to 8km from now onwards.
NS seems to hate me a lot or something. For no reason lock me out and now i have to visit the Community centre tomorrow to get my singpass.
Cool, i called up the assistance number and i spoke to the clerk there. My dream job in army haha(8-5 air-con), to deal with pesky little creature like myself.
Tomorrow's time-table look damn bad to me. I hate week B a lot.
With no power comes no responsibility.
Bullshitto.
Only the strongest will survive. Have always been so and will remain to be so and shall forever be so.
Man-kind just got lucky that evolution did good to us.
Peace out.
Let me soar through the sky, but please i do need someone to remind me of where i truely belong.
What if what if.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Crazy
Cause everybody's going crazy~~~
Give me the feel, come on i need it. I need to feel it before i will start changing gear.
Sometimes i don't really feel like typing much.
This is one of those moment...
Ok, i will give every single one of you a pat.
It's time for a kit-kat anyway.
Tsk, results stink like shit le still want to have a kit-kat. Haha, you know why?
Because everybody's going crazy~~~~
Oh ya, all the best to the floorball team for their next match. I am sure Elohim will lead the team to victory.
Because it is time, or is it not?
Haha, i own someone a milo now... Don't worry i won't pay back with milo.
Give me the feel, come on i need it. I need to feel it before i will start changing gear.
Sometimes i don't really feel like typing much.
This is one of those moment...
Ok, i will give every single one of you a pat.
It's time for a kit-kat anyway.
Tsk, results stink like shit le still want to have a kit-kat. Haha, you know why?
Because everybody's going crazy~~~~
Oh ya, all the best to the floorball team for their next match. I am sure Elohim will lead the team to victory.
Because it is time, or is it not?
Haha, i own someone a milo now... Don't worry i won't pay back with milo.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
There's a need for someone like that because
the situation required such a person.
I guess it's time for move on. At least there's head and a tail, rather than just in the middle.
Didn't even realise the chaos i have caused to some people until i have to hear from other people. I really want to continue on but i know that if i were to do that it would become a bigger mistake. The worst thing would be to have no ending.
It cannot be in the middle because i am scare that i will just think on the wrong side again.
I just felt like stop beating about the stupid bush and let it out.
Alright, for this once can i just use vulgarities?
Fuck my life.
Leave me alone and don't ask about it.
):
Just sit back and enjoy what karma is returning to me, i hate it. I almost cried because it's like fooling about with me. Running up the hill doesn't seem to do the job as well, perhaps my stamina improved.
That feeling sucks when i can't get it off. This place isn't even the right place to vent it out.
Byebye.
I guess it's time for move on. At least there's head and a tail, rather than just in the middle.
Didn't even realise the chaos i have caused to some people until i have to hear from other people. I really want to continue on but i know that if i were to do that it would become a bigger mistake. The worst thing would be to have no ending.
It cannot be in the middle because i am scare that i will just think on the wrong side again.
I just felt like stop beating about the stupid bush and let it out.
Alright, for this once can i just use vulgarities?
Fuck my life.
Leave me alone and don't ask about it.
):
Just sit back and enjoy what karma is returning to me, i hate it. I almost cried because it's like fooling about with me. Running up the hill doesn't seem to do the job as well, perhaps my stamina improved.
That feeling sucks when i can't get it off. This place isn't even the right place to vent it out.
Byebye.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
amraK
And i can't do anything about it but accept it. I know i can change it instant if i really want to, i have choices out there seriously. Too bad, it's too deep and i have to live with it.
Karma Karma Karma, for the things i did...
So yeah, being labelled is bad. Leave me alone, let me stay one corner.
Trying is already hard enough. I don't remember it being that hard in the past.
Against someone whom i don't even know is who - worst.
Am i really that hard to communicate with? Facepalm.
All these doesn't really matter. Tho if i were to say that it's not distracting me i got to be once again delusioning.
I need that calming sea in front of me now.
Perhaps perhaps perhaps.
Pass me a kit-kat.
Karma Karma Karma, for the things i did...
So yeah, being labelled is bad. Leave me alone, let me stay one corner.
Trying is already hard enough. I don't remember it being that hard in the past.
Against someone whom i don't even know is who - worst.
Am i really that hard to communicate with? Facepalm.
All these doesn't really matter. Tho if i were to say that it's not distracting me i got to be once again delusioning.
I need that calming sea in front of me now.
Perhaps perhaps perhaps.
Pass me a kit-kat.
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