Arghh, frail and weak. I am seriously going to aim for 70kg. With 60 i can never get the build at all. Weak middle section. Like seriously made a wrong decision from the start.
Haiyo whatever, i should not be taking care of that now. Slack slack slack around too much.
Ok, i am going off to do something useful.
Yeah, i am going to take in lesser oxygen from mother earth. That slows down global warming.
Tsk, should get my butt moving... I miss those days where training ends like 10 and the group of us staying there waiting to take cab home.
Mshs still rocks.
Yoga time.
If it have to come, bring it on faster. Don't waste time, avoidance was never my way.
BRING IT ON. Plus better pray that it's a good one. Something that can crush it flat. If it doesn't go down flat. (:
Kiss goodbye.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Hippy hippy cow
Tsk, i seriously wasted today. I am going to waste tomorrow also because it is leon's birthday celebration.
The usual gang is going sicc for tennis... Chayadi mentioned sicc and i told him BOWLING? Then he said nah tennis. So i was like zzz, celebration and you want us to be sweating and smell like some piggy.
Oh well, i know tomorrow will turn out fine.
Did i mention about how this is the first time i felt that my hair is too long?
Frigging heck, i want to have thicker, less holes, more define spiky top.
That can wait, so who said looks didn't matter. Bunch of bullshit, looks do matter. Let me finish it first?
TO ME LOOKS DOESN'T FREAKING MATTER WHEN I LOOK AT OTHER PEOPLE. You freaking think that you will receive better treatment if you have better looks? Kiss goodbye man, cause you are never going to get it here.
Haha, but being superficial about yourself... That's alright really.
Peace out time. Cheers~
May the force be with you.
And with you.
The usual gang is going sicc for tennis... Chayadi mentioned sicc and i told him BOWLING? Then he said nah tennis. So i was like zzz, celebration and you want us to be sweating and smell like some piggy.
Oh well, i know tomorrow will turn out fine.
Did i mention about how this is the first time i felt that my hair is too long?
Frigging heck, i want to have thicker, less holes, more define spiky top.
That can wait, so who said looks didn't matter. Bunch of bullshit, looks do matter. Let me finish it first?
TO ME LOOKS DOESN'T FREAKING MATTER WHEN I LOOK AT OTHER PEOPLE. You freaking think that you will receive better treatment if you have better looks? Kiss goodbye man, cause you are never going to get it here.
Haha, but being superficial about yourself... That's alright really.
Peace out time. Cheers~
May the force be with you.
And with you.
(: (: (:
I don't know but after jerrold said that i was a complete idoit doing that, i thought about it again.
It didn't have to be going in that direction because it's super painful. He said something but i can't really remember the phrase so... At first i thought that by doing so it will get better, who knew it got worst.
I felt as if i die a little on the inside. Not only due to the mental torment i had to endure but also because i wasn't being myself. Since when i started to draw myself to talk to certain people only. I hate it absolutely, it's like bullshitto. It's like changing my very own personality. It's like as if i have no more friends.
(:(:(: Seriously, smiling for nothing when i text you. Haha, thanks for telling me that as well. Yeah, by like 3 people i think. I knew it, i was right about it, it's going to stay there for really really long. I don't care if it's going to be like the old case.
So yesterday was pw results release. Karma catching up with me like how i explain in earlier post.
Yup, carnivore is black-listed in my eating outlet. Freaking paid 8 bucks for a can of drink imported from japan. Hello~~~??! That's alright since andrew and me doesn't really care about the price of good food. You pay 44 bucks and you can't freaking get bread and pineapple. Haha, yup carnivore serve a buffet of meat. Talking about that make me feel sick at this very moment itself. Like so much ''turkey''.
Yuck, long lengthy post which stinks.
Cheers! (:
When you told yourself that you couldn't do it. You have already lost.
When you told yourself that you could do it. You have already lost.
You know it.
I am coming back, it's time. In a slightly different manner. I am coming back stronger than before. Confidence hmmm. This reminded me about someone's final advice to me. Days where i could find a girl whom i can talk to that easily... Cherish is all i can say i guess.
Muahhahaha.
Zzzz, i need someone to knock me conscious.
It didn't have to be going in that direction because it's super painful. He said something but i can't really remember the phrase so... At first i thought that by doing so it will get better, who knew it got worst.
I felt as if i die a little on the inside. Not only due to the mental torment i had to endure but also because i wasn't being myself. Since when i started to draw myself to talk to certain people only. I hate it absolutely, it's like bullshitto. It's like changing my very own personality. It's like as if i have no more friends.
(:(:(: Seriously, smiling for nothing when i text you. Haha, thanks for telling me that as well. Yeah, by like 3 people i think. I knew it, i was right about it, it's going to stay there for really really long. I don't care if it's going to be like the old case.
So yesterday was pw results release. Karma catching up with me like how i explain in earlier post.
Yup, carnivore is black-listed in my eating outlet. Freaking paid 8 bucks for a can of drink imported from japan. Hello~~~??! That's alright since andrew and me doesn't really care about the price of good food. You pay 44 bucks and you can't freaking get bread and pineapple. Haha, yup carnivore serve a buffet of meat. Talking about that make me feel sick at this very moment itself. Like so much ''turkey''.
Yuck, long lengthy post which stinks.
Cheers! (:
When you told yourself that you couldn't do it. You have already lost.
When you told yourself that you could do it. You have already lost.
You know it.
I am coming back, it's time. In a slightly different manner. I am coming back stronger than before. Confidence hmmm. This reminded me about someone's final advice to me. Days where i could find a girl whom i can talk to that easily... Cherish is all i can say i guess.
Muahhahaha.
Zzzz, i need someone to knock me conscious.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
7 8 9
Why is nine scare of seven?
Sometimes i feel like just stopping it. Especially when you break the silence. I don't know about it.
Hey it's not like i don't know that your advice are good. It's just that i get a weird feeling when i do it.
It's actually pressurizing. Like imagine being locked up in a vacuum room where there's no other voices but then your mind is getting all the thoughts?
I don't even know how to freaking explain it.
A constant breakdown? Waaadup, seriously seriously seriously. seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously.
Don't know what else to post.
Let me hold it for as long as i can. I know i will be able to do it. I know.....
Haiiiii.
Sometimes i feel like just stopping it. Especially when you break the silence. I don't know about it.
Hey it's not like i don't know that your advice are good. It's just that i get a weird feeling when i do it.
It's actually pressurizing. Like imagine being locked up in a vacuum room where there's no other voices but then your mind is getting all the thoughts?
I don't even know how to freaking explain it.
A constant breakdown? Waaadup, seriously seriously seriously. seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously.
Don't know what else to post.
Let me hold it for as long as i can. I know i will be able to do it. I know.....
Haiiiii.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
In the closet
Great song.
There's still many more out there which i have not realise about yet i suppose.
Tell you what, shhhh.
(:
There's still many more out there which i have not realise about yet i suppose.
Tell you what, shhhh.
(:
Kekeke what's with the heat!
Don't try saying that you're too hot!
Uhh yea, so today was qing ming. Haha, not like i have the effort to type out the whole qing ming poem for you.
清明时节雨纷纷，
路上行人欲断魂。
借问酒家何处有？
牧童遥指杏花村。
Lmao, ok the effort to copy paste that should meant something for my grandparents.
PS: I spend one whole morning at the temple doing all the rituals/ praying stuffs. The weather was certainly, BAD. I think my sunburnt located at my neck is not going off anytime soon. ):
I was actually getting irritated by the fact that every single year only my sister and me turn up there with the elders. What's the point of having relatives at all. They don't turn up for such stuff, only when they need some help do they actually help.
I was seriously going to just tell my uncles about my opinion. Oh so benjamin entered njc and he's busy mugging to the extent where he cannot spend a single morning slacking?
Hey, gugu what about your daughters? 5 of them all graduated and none of them have any time?
Hey, where are some of the elders? Oh great here i am giving offerings to 2 person i have never had interaction with, while other people are most probably laughing at our effort under the hot sun.
Actually i just felt like telling them, hey have you people studied science before?
Don't tell me science and god doesn't go together.
Lmao, i can't freaking believe i actually fell into that. Looking back, i realise that it was just.... haha.
Time to get off here like now.
(: (: (: (: (:
It's not that i didn't notice your existence. It's just that there are so many cases. Probably won't know about me knowing as well. Perhaps just for that one communication you know what i am talking about.
It's just how you see it since some detest it, some agree with it. Sadly know as corrupted. Too bad i am already inside it.
Cheers~
Uhh yea, so today was qing ming. Haha, not like i have the effort to type out the whole qing ming poem for you.
清明时节雨纷纷，
路上行人欲断魂。
借问酒家何处有？
牧童遥指杏花村。
Lmao, ok the effort to copy paste that should meant something for my grandparents.
PS: I spend one whole morning at the temple doing all the rituals/ praying stuffs. The weather was certainly, BAD. I think my sunburnt located at my neck is not going off anytime soon. ):
I was actually getting irritated by the fact that every single year only my sister and me turn up there with the elders. What's the point of having relatives at all. They don't turn up for such stuff, only when they need some help do they actually help.
I was seriously going to just tell my uncles about my opinion. Oh so benjamin entered njc and he's busy mugging to the extent where he cannot spend a single morning slacking?
Hey, gugu what about your daughters? 5 of them all graduated and none of them have any time?
Hey, where are some of the elders? Oh great here i am giving offerings to 2 person i have never had interaction with, while other people are most probably laughing at our effort under the hot sun.
Actually i just felt like telling them, hey have you people studied science before?
Don't tell me science and god doesn't go together.
Lmao, i can't freaking believe i actually fell into that. Looking back, i realise that it was just.... haha.
Time to get off here like now.
(: (: (: (: (:
It's not that i didn't notice your existence. It's just that there are so many cases. Probably won't know about me knowing as well. Perhaps just for that one communication you know what i am talking about.
It's just how you see it since some detest it, some agree with it. Sadly know as corrupted. Too bad i am already inside it.
Cheers~
Saturday, April 10, 2010
kst
I know i will regret it.
At least it's definitely still there.
Just there.
): Doing things background is not to any use at all. Some people get recognized so easily because people tend to see things on surface level.
Thanks for telling me the greatest people are the crazy ones.
Go on, tell me i have an issue with dealing with such things. Go on, go on, go on, maybe that's not even enough. I want you to hit me hard, sometimes a system blackout will make things better. Because the mechanics just cut off some of the things that are causing it to be unable to load. When it wakes up, it's like never there before.
Y W N M M L B A. I Swear. I will not break it. Hey, tell that to my brain for what? He's not even responsible for it.
Side note: Don't do that, it's so obvious what are you people trying to do. It's just weird to me and i will never ever allow it to happen. At least if you want to, come alone. It's ok.
Y W N M M L B A. Y W N M M L B A. Y W N M M L B A.
White is the best word.
Just stay away and i will be ok.
ONE.
At least it's definitely still there.
Just there.
): Doing things background is not to any use at all. Some people get recognized so easily because people tend to see things on surface level.
Thanks for telling me the greatest people are the crazy ones.
Go on, tell me i have an issue with dealing with such things. Go on, go on, go on, maybe that's not even enough. I want you to hit me hard, sometimes a system blackout will make things better. Because the mechanics just cut off some of the things that are causing it to be unable to load. When it wakes up, it's like never there before.
Y W N M M L B A. I Swear. I will not break it. Hey, tell that to my brain for what? He's not even responsible for it.
Side note: Don't do that, it's so obvious what are you people trying to do. It's just weird to me and i will never ever allow it to happen. At least if you want to, come alone. It's ok.
Y W N M M L B A. Y W N M M L B A. Y W N M M L B A.
White is the best word.
Just stay away and i will be ok.
ONE.
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