Endure

Oh thanks, i have had enough.

I have enough of not retaliating at all seriously. I wanted to really do what i do at best today but i decided maybe you really can't see what i meant. I must say, do not step on my tail or i am going to zham at every single opportunity i see.

You won't like it.

Zzz, friday the one. PRIMARY SCHOOL GATHERING!... So should i go to the one? Or primary school gathering. I really misses those days where we would joke about...

Miss ang, i still remember about your advice. Haha, you were always so far-sighted, even at primary 6 you were able to see through my weakness.

I really did went back to the ''school'' that was shifted from race course road, just to catch a glimpse of you, listen to your advice once again. Oh well, you were always not there.

You know when jingwen kept telling me to go to the gathering i was really not interested. When she told me that you were asked to come also, my decision really changed.

I wouldn't even care about the food, all i wanted was to see the people... However i really doubt we will get back that old feeling.

Oh, i really need your advice... You must be there if not i might really make a wrong decison in giving up the one?

Oh life.......

Why can't i realise about the whole matter earlier? Why did things have to turn out to be this way.

I am not good enough.

Just not, for you.

Ouch!

My teeth hurts. Putting back braces after being lazy for months leads to this moment of torture.

Ouch again for what? School is starting again, this weekend is so short. I NEED A BREAK when i just had one...

Come on i can do it.

Oh yeah, A levels results are going to come out within these 2 weeks. I hope my sister score well, if not i am dead.

Zzz chinese making me depress again, i didn't give it my all haiz. Why why why did i use my o level attitude to do the paper again? Damn it damn it, my compo please help me, my oral please help me, cause i got a feeling i screwed up the paper itself. So much for 77/100 during promos.

Did i mention about pw?

Take it that i did.

I don't know but i love the end of the canteen now. (: If you get what i mean ^^

Lock

I need to see you.

I need you to understand that you are indeed important to me.

Then i see something else, and i thought about it... You aren't even talking about me.

I think i might stop this thing. Let it end.

End?

Keepeaura

It's a weekend! Well, i am intending to change myself yeah?

I want to do it, stop those procrastination.

Give me stength, will, determination. I know i can do it, i don't have to actually prove to anyone.

I just want to become perfect, strong(er).

(:

I need a goal, in that sense/ And i have one. Just one that i intend to keep it with me to the end.

Reason

Hey, do you need me to have a reason for everything?

I must not take things for granted. Thanks Mr chia for your concern, certainly also serve as a wake up call for me. I don't know but i am concern about the way you see me. ):

Not as much as someone else i guess... Why can't i change?

Hey

Don't?

I know how does that feeling feels, i am confused? Because i do not know which way should i be going in terms of that sort of relationship...

My running sucks now! Hey, since when was it ever good haha. Aww, my leg are indeed weak.

Well, primary school class meeting soon. Kindda a mix feeling because....?

I hope all goes well.

All.

Did i mention about cabbing to school the whole of this week? Totally cool i tell you, i am just not bothered about posting on the car accident my family had.

Monday-Aww, man i have to go school myself. My mum told me to take the mrt instead of the bus. In my mind i was like heckman, CAB TIME.(4 dollar)

Tuesday- NO MRT, I AM LAZY! Cab TIME(6 dollar)

Wednesday-I AM UBER LAZY! Cab time(ASKED andrew for cab number, i CALLED CAB) (8 dollar due to 3.50 extra fee)

Thursday- CAB TIME! (8 dollar plus or whatever)

FRIDAY- HOLY OH MY MOTHER SHITTO, I AM ONCE AGAIN LATE FOR PE! Mr TONY LIM is gonna own me hard down in the dabulabilo hell of the hell yatta. So well, i was late again and i paid 8 bucks for cab again.

Yeah, I spend like half my pocket money on cab this week. Well who cares since i was sick for like 3 weeks so i saved up auto like 2 weeks of pocket money i guess.

Mum kept asking me if i had enough for like this whole week and i said yeah yeah yeah. Looking down at my 50 bucks left in my wallet i wanted to say-MUM I NEED MONEY!

Yeah, i need money to donate to the charity. Those kids in africa are freaking not having enough food to eat leading to malnutrition. Starvation is even worst.

God-damn people who stuff themselves up with all those expensive food. Disgust me totally when they do not do charity work somemore.

Oh and please choose your donation path carefully, NO NKF. Golden tap, thanks dude for enjoying yourself with a golden tap. I wonder if you have a golden bathtub too.

Oh yeah so what is the moral of the story>?( Meant for people who are lazy to read)

EAT LESS, AND HELP THOSE PEOPLE IN NEED OF IT.

Well, i am in need (: Donate to me please. please please please!

Bow

Hey, i feel like crying.(BUT BUT BUT i will never ever do it in front of you) Dream long angeline!

Chen laoshi asked me the question again today. (Mix)Jianglong, Translate-CAN you GET A FOR YOUR CHINESE?

See, i am under huge pressure now. If the subject that i have so much faith in doesn't perform well... What else can i expect?

Well, even if i were to fail chinese. I am still proud to be a chinese. Chinese forever because i love speaking chinese. I love using chim chinese terms to express myself, not to mention the easy usage of words, SOMETHING I fail badly in GP.

Hey, how many times do i have to fail before i realise that i was sleeping all these while.

So how long do i have to continue on like this? Life is short rahhh.

Don't judge me so fast please? At least try to know me better.

I love you people. So much so that i am willing to give up my all for your wellness.

Take care!

Hi/Hai/haiz

Alright i am tired of saying how screwed up my life is. I am getting it back up.

First i have to feed up my small body. I lost 5 kg and currently still counting i guess.

Currently my weight is around 58-59kg. IT have indeed been ages since i touch on the 50+numbers. Yes, i wanted to put on weight and now i lost weight smart.

The sudden lost of weight will therefore explain why i look so much more frail and erm hunchback? Cause i do not have the inner strength to even lift myself up these few days.

Oh not to mention those bruises from car accidents. Those have to go as well. Yes, CAR ACCIDENT. How not screwed my life can be but oh whatever. Thanks taxi driver for speeding over the red light.

Oh, not to mention my screwy results? That i have to say would definitely be my own wrong-doings. However, can you blame me for catching the stupid flu that cause me to shit and puke at the same time? Go try studying with that flu thanks.

So much more bullcrap that can happen. Like seriously, some of those aren't even possible.

Alright stupid rant...

I want to become stronger, more perfect.

Don't be so good to me... I am indeed scare that i can't control myself.