Hope

You know when i was raging and totally like a blahhbeedabillobull crazy mad guy with fever cough sorethroat and slight fever, i totally wanted to just dig a hole when i heard you say that.

Please, seriously wth is wrong with this??? I came school when i had all that just to hear you tell us that? Oh great thanks/??? Thanks SO MUCH.

I close my eyes and stayed calm.

My mum came back home and prepared american ginseng.( In my heart all those bullshit from the top immediately vanish).

Life, we always expect so much from others but why not take a look at ourself?

For me it was never about losing out on my side. I just hope that everyone live on happily cause life is definitely short.

This post will be lasting out here for sometime. While i am at it, i would really have to say.

I am pretty sure that anyone reading this blogpost now have got some form of problems at hand. Close your eyes and think about it. Being more hmmmm, simple?

(Non-simple includes plotting against someone, scolding someone that sort of stuff....You get what i mean.)

Is indeed beautiful.

Beautiful.

(:

Qi tai

-cough cough cough- Damn you cough stop pestering me. Bam, go away please go go go away. See, you will only make me stronger and now i am going to start eating more vegetables so you won't get any more chance to attack me.

Hee, NAH. Vegetarian omg i might just die before the cough gets me. I like empire state slogan. ''I didn't climb up the foodchain to become a vegetarian''. Well but don't go there cause their food stinks.

I guess i am just going to eat more green and bright stuff, however i cannot give up my meat because i need it for energy. Hey, and my mum said that i caught the virus from someone... Hmm, WHO IS IT???

Well, i will be leaving the house soon to my uncle house. Expect lots of crapness there, wish me good luck thanks.

I seems tired of this, that's why i decided to change the situation. I hope it will become better.

Until next time i guess, take care all.

Drink more water when you are reading this now!

Torture

Grrr, this year haven't been exactly good for me. I have been seriously ill for two times already. Last year i didn't even fall sick for once.

I cover myself up in blanket and force myself to sweat. Now my fever have subside, but there is still the coughing and sorethroat.

Chinese new year have been cool, really cool. Imagine sleeping at your uncle's house. I didn't even do much except get hongbaos and sleep. In the end we had to leave early cause i wasn't getting any better.

Weird thing being like less than 2 hours ago i was totally weak, ever had the feeling whereby when you cough it feels like someone stabbing you in the neck. Horrible.

I am better now, thought i should get my life straight.

Alright then tomorrow is the day where blah blah blah, relatives gets to gossip and ask all sort of laabelabedo questions. Thanks for saying that i became thinner. Woot, i am not labelled as fat.

Well, then see ya!

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Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR.

Ok ok ok, chinese new year so let's forget about the past and look forward. Give me like 1 year to delete stuff from my head ok.

Delete delete delete.....Error- Retry- Error.

Why is there a error? Why why why error. Cause i am that kind of person who take very long to forget about stuffs? Old memories. Stay with me. Stay with me.

Tonight i am going to stay up to shou ye. I scare i might just fall asleep because i slept only 4 hours or so for the past 2 days. Alright then looking at the time it is indeed 1209 now. I am coughing terribly, apparently not in the mood to do anything.

However if staying up for one night will prolong my parents life. I don't give a babedabeloo about staying awake.

Alright then, happy new year once again. I wish good luck to everyone, all xiao ren will auto bang their head against the wall.

Did i mentioned that i yell at the sea at angeline's house 2 days ago? How i hoped i was alone, wish to be alone, alone to yell what i want to say.

You never get who i am talking about, it is you...

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Hehe, i feel slightly better i guess. Thanks for the jiajia cause now i have cough. Damn i forgot to drink some water before sleeping.

Chinese new year! Hmm, not really anything to expect but the same old relatives asking the same old questions. I need to start up the day by going out with my parents.

I decided that from this day onwards i will start counting the dates. Everyday will be recorded.

Passive plus active.


I will watch over you to see that you live on happily.

Jealous

Now then do i realise about it.

Black face stands for something. Leaving it there.

Bye i need to calm down cause i am an idoit.

Immature.

Grateful

Your aura give me strength.

Back to square one.