๑¨¤۞¤๑|† ¤Lawrence™¤†|๑¤۞¤¨๑

Nagging

2012-01-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

Really need to close my eyes to see things better.

Don't Dream It's Over

2012-01-02T20:11:00.004+08:00

First day going back to camp tomorrow.

Past three days have been hectic. I spend so little time at home.

Didn't really wanted to post about this but yeah the last year of me being a teenage.

19.

Today i got reminded again about somethings i did for someone. Totally forgotten about it.

Months. Wait it is years now.

Bye now, really.

Everytime

2011-12-28T23:28:00.003+08:00

Da shit.

1 whole week for that meaningless episode of naruto. WHAT DA F.

Funny thing is that the 2 songs with this title are nice.

Kiss me

2011-12-28T01:22:00.003+08:00

I don't know if it's too much for me to enjoy this feeling of Ord.

Finally my hair is drawing attention in a positive way.

Which only means 1 thing.

Cut.

Fml.

The similarities are so great that i wonder if fate is just trying to screw me upside down. DNA?

상상(Imagine)

2011-12-27T00:24:00.003+08:00

As if i really do have depression.

. . . - - - . . .

Can someone please tell me there are more things to do rather than just shopping sight-seeing talk cock meet up with friends and family members in Singapore.

Life is so mundane.

There are so many things i wanted to tell others, but then just at the very moment i wanted to say the first word, i stopped.

Why bother?

If only life was about waking up and looking out to the sea. The never ending splashing sound and breeze.

What do i want exactly?

I ain't really sure myself.

After spending 1 hour roaming about at the library today due to waiting for someone to wake up, i can say that it was well spend.

Because i saw this sentence somewhere.

“An error doesn’t become a mistake until you refuse to correct it.”

I don't know why

2011-12-26T01:58:00.001+08:00

The song i am listening to.

Life is so boring these days. Not happening at all. Like seriously. Seriously. ):

Then when it's happening i complain.

Start of block leave. Hope that it does not go wasted.

The day that is nothing special?

2011-12-25T02:16:00.002+08:00

Except when i was a kid.

Whereby santa really existed.

It's 2am in the morning and my biological clock is screwed due to clubbing last night.

Funny having small little conversation inside there discussing about the people just 10cm away from you.

I don't know i think i won't be back there anymore, unless i am super depressed or someshit, but there's of course something to do in there. After watching clement dancing.

The NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.

So-called bullshit ideas that we wish to accomplish within the timespan of 365&1/4 days.

I seriously need to hit those aims/goals/hopeless impossible dream for next year.

Seems a bit early though...

But i can't sleep.

So.

Some random ones to jot down first.

Ippt gold. (SBJ- which my kneels are gone so this is almost impossible)
Driving license.
1X taeyang's hair.
1X 180cm
1X 70kg

Wait what the shit all superficial stuff...

Whiskey Mike Delta 2pdf

2011-12-23T19:02:00.001+08:00

(:

At least i have them.

Dog

2011-12-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

How bad can it be inside a unit.

When others are going to get 8-5 vocation, i am about to plunge back into aslc again.

Tired of this shit and when i heard there are too little spots and too many sec comm, my eyes opened up wide.

Like seriously a spark of light.

KENG

MY

WAY.

I realise this dumb system is flawed to the max.

I must be crazy

2011-12-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

Trying to meet up with so many people.

And still try to play a online game.

A meaningful weekend.

(:

...

2011-12-10T03:20:00.003+08:00

I HATE CAT TERM.

Inside some form of dilemma, one end i want to know more people, on the other i really can't be bothered cause it is only for 1 more week.

Really miss people like chin chong.

Shouting each other's name and pointing middle finger at each other.

Doing saikang together, knowing that we have our group to support all our appointments when we needed it.

You guys are dogs.

3 months of hell, i really don't mind another 8 days of outfield if i get to mess around with you peeps again.

Starting from 0.

But of course not 0.

I suppose i really don't care anymore, sloppy and whatsoever, i have not even put on a single badge on my smart 4.

I look like a stupid recuit when other formation peeps look at my smart 4 they really do look at such things. I have people asking me where's my csb. I think i won't put on any badge because there's really no point.

I really need a new motivation.

It's fading away. I can't even remember it anymore.

A good thing i think.

Moving on hehe. Finally?

Lihoubo

2011-12-04T18:36:00.002+08:00

And guess what, i am once again too lazy to type everything out.

However i still feel the need to record down something.

So 3 weeks in taiwan, i love the weather there. I hate the knolls/hills.

I had tears in my eyes twice due to hyperventilation //(i got so used to that feeling already since i always train to ration my water i cannot avoid this issue, you know mentally that your body is asking you to stop and then tears start coming out, however on appearence it seems as though you are half-gone but inside you know that it's all normal if you press on (: )// as i was carrying the 850 with 200 percent batteries up liverpool and alex 2.

My appointments in exercise warrior was

RUNNER
SEC COMM
ENEMY ALL THE WAY.

So basically i had 3 full days of hell and 5 days of happiness.

When i say hell, you will not want to know how bad it was.

Best scene from warrior was me sijie and brandon on top of megan.

We talk about every single crap and endure one night of freezing cold out in the forest.

All i can say is that i am really glad that i have met great friends.

I hate this feeling, cause everything is coming to an end now.

):

<<<''

2011-12-04T05:01:00.000+08:00

Turn that anti-clockwise.

Warrior+longstride over.

Naicha+jipaa over.

Singapore have got 0 hills or knoll.

I grew a little.

Fucking tired.

I love taiwan though.

(:

(:

2011-11-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

One last day.

I have already decided to go there and give it my best.

To stand by what i believe in.

Slack

Hehe.

The world

2011-11-10T17:31:00.002+08:00

Is full of things.

Many oocs have been telling me that my name is on the list of ocs-crossover.

The thing is my superior does not understand me at all.

I honestly don't give a shit about attaining any form of prestige. OCS SCS MAN.

What the fuck is wrong with the hierachy system.

The rank does not matters at all seriously. Now the thing is i might end up in guards list because i am definitely not ranked bottem few.

Fml...

To think that i was thinking of i performed well i will not get assessed by them again. Aka more slacking about hehe.

I was so wrong, the better you do the more shit you get.

So guess what>? I am LSC again for first mission in warrior.

The only difference was that i accepted this appointment with a very lazy and bored tone.

Taiwan in about 2.5 more days.

Pray that i do not get any shit please.

Last night was fucking bullshit, i went to check up on that topic and i realised... maybe there's nothing much i can do.

Life goes on.

Harsh.

The urge

2011-11-07T14:49:00.002+08:00

Hey no let me tell you what,

I will live my life my own way.

Maybe i should really try smoking, get ear piercing and drink more.

Blaa, i want to stop using vulgarities. Doesn't portrait anything at all.

):

2011-11-04T10:56:00.002+08:00

Our bunk is crashing.

TTY and me received 1 times 14 days sol.

Zailan heat exhaustion twice.

Gajen OOC because of a stupid incident.

Joochuen foot rot.

I felt bad for gajen, just hope for the best now, 2 years of ns over soon.

All that is what i could tell him.

Try working hard for something 6 months straight, been through all the shit and get ooc because of something that cost 2.5 dollar...

This world is fucked up.

No joke

2011-11-03T09:18:00.002+08:00

Seriously no joke.

One night of nightmare.

32km is wtf.

When i reached 30km mark i had tears in my eyes.

At 32km i was laughing like a crazy dog.

COMBAT SKILLED BADGE!

Aslc is really over~~

Woohooooooooo

2011-10-31T20:27:00.001+08:00

Lsm role pass down already (:

32km tomorrow.

Pray everything goes well.

Fly

2011-10-30T20:33:00.003+08:00

Far Away.

I want my life to settle down, but 32km road march and flying over to taiwan...

Plus i have not officially hand over my Lsm role.

How?

Deep down inside i am scare to even book in.

Tsk humji.

Fighting!

I don't know I don't know (:

2011-10-29T16:09:00.002+08:00

I mean come'on.

LSC
LPS
LSM.

Hehe, all main appointment holder's job have been cleared by me~!

I got fucked just once when i was leader sergeant major.

Couple of times during leader platoon sergeant.

Animal Platoon cannot listen to any instructions at all, luckily i have lots of people helping me out (:

Just paiseh i guess.

I guess that i changed that much, you don't really matter at all now.

How many months?

Clubbing,drinking&smoking

2011-10-26T15:07:00.003+08:00

Ok first up i seriously think that the smoking issues need to be resolved.

I am trying my very best here trying to stop people from doing it and there they are trying it because they are high.

Social smoking social smoking, 6-7 STICKS IS NOT ANYMORE.

Drinking is fine.

Clubbing is uhhh, i don't know but it was one big chaos. The atmosphere was good, before i went clubbing i asked my friends so what do you do inside there?

Drink talk grind what you know i am talking about.

All i can say is that everyone look the same inside, i encountered the part 3 a couple of times though i did not do anything ended up with DongDong trying to push me over.

I don't know, i just felt that some people went overboard.

Don't WANNA BOOK IN!

!

2011-10-24T22:02:00.002+08:00

Lots of things happening in ASLC.

Totally no social life anymore ):

As a leader platoon sergeant, i failed totally haha.

I have like 4 items stunned during one single raid of bunks by Delta's 2IC.

MISSED MARKSMAN BY 1SHOT. 38 38 38... ...

MY 200 DOLLARS GRRRR.

and the badge

and the pride.

CCC

2011-10-09T17:12:00.003+08:00

People whom i often ignore at the start are always the best at the end.

So glad that i have the accompany of such people.

Gives hope (:

I really want to go out, out to the real world.

Everyday is just like another passing motion.

Hate doing that.

Grand Slam

2011-10-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

5 days 4 night in jungle.

3 platoon mission and countless of section attack.

Plus the 45 degree HQ site.

I think i climbed that like 10 times at least.

All finally over.

Hardest of aslc over (:

Glad i did not fall out.

Now its time to just rest.

Shack but happy (:

Tsk

2011-09-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

Charged already (:

Tan tee yong and me together.

Grand Slam is coming.

Today had been a great day because i realised that it was actually quite easy to communicate with my superior.

Skip chain of command to OC regarding charging issues lol.

Nice guy is all i can say.

I am not going to ooc.

Few more weeks only.

):

2011-09-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

SOL 14 days.

That is 21 days away from home.

... ... ...

How?

Grand Slam coming and i am going to report every 2 hours to a chocolate bar who will confirm be late.

Suck thumb liao la.

Had 1 nights out just now, favian and yuandong went drinking so i took 4 mouthful in total.

Need help from all of them to go through this period, my fking buddy is useless like crap, worst buddy ever.

Fking cannot stand him at all.

11 weeks more

2011-09-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

This whole week was crazy.

Starting from monday i have been looking forward to bookout, whenever i talk to people they are like in self-denial mode or something.

Jon thought that the next day after monday was wednesday already lol.

Pace was fine, completed 8km in 7km timing. IOC was fine everything else was uhhh, long wait.

OOC thoughts kept flying about in my mind, everyday more people OOCing. Soon i think we will reach 15 OOCS.

Stay Strong and Push forward to get that rank.

Now let me enjoy my well-deserve rest please.

Now ain't the time yet.

Just not yet.

Endure.

Book In

2011-09-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

Uncertain feelings, however once i stepped inside the bunk everything turns out fine as i have them turning the atmosphere from gloomy to cheerful.

Heard from others that aslc will go by fast, shag and fun.

Last few days i almost went clubing, until the last moment i finally pang them, had to switch off phone to spot that massive spam. Kindda regretted not going as my ex-buddy got into some trouble there.

Seems like 3 gangsters wanna be went to punch him because he knock into them, however they had like 10 man there shielding him. So its like lol.

Hate people who smokes.

Like seriously.

This week will be fun.

Mind-fk myself to think that it is indeed fun.

Btw, lucky i didn't drank much alchohol on saturday, 1 sip and i turned into Mr Crab.

Had to clean up after andrea somemore, freaking messy.

Hope Yadi's mum didn't take it to heart though.

Good Day (:

Time to sleep.

):

2011-09-08T22:31:00.003+08:00

I look around and the only reason OOC doesn't come in mind is because i wanna be back into mike coy to see all my buddies.
This sort of burden cannot anyhow share ma.

Share share share now all of us are in INFANTRY LE LA.

Seriously, emoing on my bed now...

At least i still have this ''good'' laptop with me.

Thanks NS for letting chaokeng kias go easy vocation, i have nothing to say.

Stop bitching lawrence.

I decided to just use your advice, you know you are seriously just no end? It's like seriously no end maybe cause i just have not met someone better.

Tho they still tell me that i am forever pessimistic.

28km

2011-08-30T11:25:00.002+08:00

FBO again.

Don't get me wrong, i love road marches, however just the end product not the process.

Hope it goes on smoothly, i know i will have my buddies to talk to but just like 24km i predict that the pain will get the better of me and end up with me whining like a bitch.

To take precaution i have told favian to scold me straight if i start asking question like are we reaching yet, how long more?

The weather looks good, but my health does not ):

Fly.

Technology

2011-08-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

Shag?, seriously that little bit of work is nothing.

Y-generation...

Last night i felt like smashing my phone. I hate it when people ask the 5W1H question when it's just an outing. Especially when i am using some nokia 2100 that always lag for no reason. Can't even let me enjoy playing fifa with someone who is right next to me in real life because i have to reply to people who are like miles away.

Tsk.

This bookout was well spend, went out 3/4 of the days. However i didn't get to watch Captain America ):

Oh well so be it.

(:

Week 4?

2011-07-31T01:21:00.003+08:00

Not even sure myself.

Ok, next week confirm no RT for me as i cleared both ioc and ippt.

Low rope was harder than what i expected in sbo with rifle. Luckily my back muscles did not fail me (:

I think i might stay in for RT next week though since jonathan is staying back due to not meeting the standard of 8 pull-ups. Not to mention my imba section and bunk buddy failing their ioc due to unforseen mistakes.

This week had been a pretty 'xiong' week? I am not too sure but all i know is that we have completed about 30km distance just on running itself. Which of course includes 11km of road march for no reason.

Body maintenance time as usual was great, look around and see everyone fbing on that crappy laptop, i log in next thing i know kaixiang go mess with my fb.

Then we chiong POKEMON LOL.

Field-camp soon, got to train up faster to get ready for hell ):

With pride we lead?

we will see.

Sometimes i feel like giving up, like seriously there's no reason for me to push on, i sat down and thought about it and i cannot find any reason anymore.

Wandering about.

...

2011-07-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

Less than 3 hours to book in.

I DON'T WANT TO BOOK IN ):

Wk 2

2011-07-22T22:50:00.003+08:00

So yeah, ippt first ioc and sports day all over.

With favian's teachings i managed to hit 230 again. I don't know but i felt that it was not a solid jump.

With NO RT in mind, i started the first try with 210 lol.

Like me jumping on the spot then looking back and gasping then looking at staff ong and he look at me like errr, so i just move back with 1 more try to go.

Obviously i was even more nervous during the second try but i remembered my buddy's advice :P

IOC was simply in long four. I mean come on the wall and rope can't stop me haha.

Hope that next week will be a better week, i really have to keep up my written diary... so many blank pages. Ughh.

Stay happy :D

TBASM

2011-07-17T00:52:00.003+08:00

Booking in again tomorrow night ):

I aim to be a stronger man this week. IOC/IPPT/Games day. Plus all the lectures ):

Heaven please give me the strength to endure all these and let me ace my standing broad jump so that i will have motivation to run 9 mins for 2.4 so i get my small little badge for show and also that 200 bucks which will be sweet for nothing.

Alright time to stop bitching.

SCS is so much more lepak as compared to whiskey already, i better suck it all in and stealth pass all these once again.

Bahh, DON'T WANT TO SLEEP!

SCS

2011-07-16T16:25:00.002+08:00

First week finally over and we are officially known as SCT NOW.

Hehe no longer some rec/pvt at the end of the stupid chain.

I got RT this week because i didn't achieve a minimum silver for ippt.

20/25 pts and i am a pass lol.

Stupid SBJ which i dropped by 10 cm since the last ippt. I don't know i suspect it is some sort of mental issues though.

Feeble when i step on the mat ):

Why so? Cause MX TENG IS FREAKING NOT BESIDE ME.

(and my whole detail jump like some frogs)

Oh well everything is over now.

I am going out later at night then tomorrow get ready to book in ): ): ):

You know sometimes i feel unmotivated and when i do so i always want to do something. However it seems like i should stop trying to do that because it's bad.

Bad bad bad.

TidiTidi

2011-07-10T02:30:00.003+08:00

Hi, it's the last day of my block leave.

Once someone told me something which i could never forget. Struck hard and it's like forever inside my brain now.

You were the one.

Years, wonder if you changed much.

Bye.

Either the best or the worst.

Will see.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Sleep.

Vocation

2011-07-08T13:57:00.002+08:00

1. You are posted to SCS & WSAS
2. Your vocation is INF LDR
3. Your are to report to: Pasir Laba Camp, Blk 276, #02-15
Reporting Date/Time: 11/07/2011 at 0800 - 0830 hrs
Person to report to: Chief Clerk
Contact Number: 64105597/5594/5533
You are required to report in smart no.4 uniform (PES E recruits to be in No 3 uniform), except for those assigned to Police Force.
4. Special Instruction:
Report to Pasir Laba Guardroom in Smart No 4 Uniform. No Camera Handphone, thumb-drives and MP3/MP4 are allowed. You are required to bring along your duffle bag/field pack complete with the SAF issued items given during BMT. You are expected to stay in.

FML. INFANTRY LEADER.
FML
FML
FML
FML
FML
FML
FML.

Marc and me are going to express strong interest in mp/signal after bslc.

I am going to say the same stuff to my pc. I love catching people, my interest is catching. fnmiaonsegfiengoiewngoewgwegnwngvejimwg.

Everything aside, checklist for the day.

After slacking for 2 days, i am moving out from my hole.

Hope to get a nice pair of iem, casing for my classic which i cannot bring in camp for dunno what kind of rule that is uhh. Stayover at andrew's house and most likely going out tomorrow as well.

A final rest day on Sunday (:

Make me smile will ya (: (: (:

Like not on net.

Still FML.

OMG

2011-07-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

When i said no, i suppose i should really stop thinking about it.

Handphone has been turned off for like 1.5 days already, i fear to charge it back on ):

Vocation posting tomorrow noon. Hope i get into somewhere good!

I don't know what to say but what the heck is wrong with you.

Fly

2011-06-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

Go As High As You Can.

Don't turn back.

:(

Dogs

2011-06-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

4 Days of book out, FINALLY MOTHER FK_____.

My whole body is aching to the max, but i am more worried about those who got confined to saturday,(*cough god of sniper and the person who got full As and took H3 and like to call others fk face lol).

Well i did my part as a buddy to try to call them but apparently phones off, so most likely sleeping in preparation of revile tomorrow.

Enough time on the net, cannot waste my book out time (:

Whiskey

2011-06-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

So, i am back to this place again.

What shall i start off with...

I love section 3.

I am actually enjoying army life because of section 3.

I found my best buddy in bmt on first day as well.

Book out time is ___king short for whiskey, it feels like being in OCS.

I have a whole lot of things to type out, but every single detail is so clear that i don't mind leaving this to block leave.

So yeah, I AM NOT DEAD!

Good health everybody (:

BTW my ippt is like damn jialat. From FAIL to SILVER. 16 minutes 2.4 to 10.

Yup that's what running with fever does to you.

Happiness

2011-04-13T23:07:00.002+08:00

I saw the token today.

Insomnia insomnia insomnia, to be honest yesterday i fliped and turned about in bed until 5am. After this i am going to try and sleep early because it bullcrap to be awake for 5 hours doing nothing.

Everyone is waiting to get out of army and here i am, hands wide open and begging NS to come to me earlier. I cannot wait to get started on BMT and the much dreaded field camp. I have decided to try for Air Force, due to their enthu propaganda-Kept sending mails to me for checkups and shit. Plus i heard that their pay is as good as 1k^ even if you do not sign on.

Pilot hrmmm.

Hrmm.

Hrmmmmmmmm.

1k^ > 400 dollar.

Busy weekend, i have not told yadi i might not be turning up for leon's birthday cause i have class outing. I was thinking maybe i should just stay at home and emo more so i do not have to explain to either side my absence. Don't worry of course i will chap in to the B present.

Time to sleep.

Bye, take care!

STWWH?

2011-04-04T01:01:00.002+08:00

Well at least i got to know the full story behind it.

I always believe in a second chance.

Don't worry you will do fine in future (:

Testimonial issues... Oh come on, what has this got to do with that?

Enough said, dissappointed in _ _ _ _.

Hrmm time to think if i should go old folk's home tomorrow then.

I should actually type out a proper diary about my life, not these sentences which made no sense.

Ok, maybe if my life gets interesting i will try.

Try yeah.

Yeah...

No?

This blogpost title must be as long as freaking possible cause it just have to be so.

2011-03-29T23:57:00.001+08:00

Tell you what, totally no mood.

I realised i screwed up the character build for DA.

I have 2 freaking tanks.

FML.

The chilling aura

2011-03-24T02:04:00.002+08:00

Which i love so much.

Especially when i can zoom zoom. Ok la not exactly since even with my max speed i cannot catch JY moving backwards. Super taunting ok, but i want to train harder so that i at least master backwards so as to carry out the master plan in future LOL.

Someone fell, fell once, twice, thrice, then i started to pay more attention.

It's too striking.

Well take care.

Tsk, but i fell once today as well. Intentional.

Hehe.

Yet another day

2011-03-22T02:30:00.002+08:00

Wake

Daze

Play

Slack

Call

Daze

Call

Bath

Rush

Arcade

Lan

Movie

Aston!

End off with a big smile and wave at the end.

Shucks, btt tomorrow so wish me luck (:

The night life

2011-03-15T03:28:00.004+08:00

Have you ever asked yourself if it is too early?

No.

Do you think that it was the right thing to do?

No.

So why are you doing it?

To follow the path:
look to the master,
follow the master,
walk with the master,
see through the master,
become the master.

Tada

2011-03-09T01:39:00.002+08:00

Army life is coming, crap.

(:

2011-03-02T14:17:00.002+08:00

Second time at cycling the whole park connector, found yet another place to sit at. If you were to go there one day remember to sit down at sunset bay or something. Can't really remember the name but you should see that spot on the map.

30 minutes was like enough. Really, but how i hope i could be there 24 hours.

It's insane.

Been forever.

2011-02-27T03:44:00.002+08:00

Results are coming out. I don't know but the marist are not talking about it at all really.

Currently still at chayadi's house staying overnight playing majong. Crazy guy rapping on the songs and crazy people talking crap in the house (:

I don't know but i felt that something is definitely missing in my life.

No motivation at all.

Tsk someone arh, ask twice twice busy, been forever since someone told me that.

Or have it been forever since i even ask anyone out?

Comfort zone too complacent about such things i suppose.

Take care, so much to say but at the end i guess i only can face mr Sea and tell him everything.

Smiles

2011-01-30T02:29:00.003+08:00

Can i man up?

I just want to move on.

Stop giving me pocket money, let me starve so i will go out.

Buttroll.

So that's how it feels?

2011-01-15T00:51:00.001+08:00

Losing 150 points straight from 1800.

Try that.

My partner gave me an good advice, don't look at rating just care about how to improve.

Sick

2011-01-13T16:56:00.001+08:00

You know those moments where you feel like killing yourself because you feel so terrible.

What's there to do?

Veni Vidi Vici

2011-01-09T14:21:00.002+08:00

You hide, you cover, you close your eyes. However when you open up you will realise that everything is back to where you have been the last 18 minutes.

18 minutes hrmm, it feels like 18 years.

Learning how to observe body language is of utmost importance. Sometimes i really think that i overdo it anyway.

Just for this once, please do not let me meet another occasion that i have to act dumb again because i am sick of acting dumb due to other's low EQ.

New year resolution= NO EATING AT FAST FOOD.

Class chalet was fun except for the food. Ps angeline is going to kill me. Then again, i wouldn't go against myself and say that the chicken fillet was good.

0931 i will always reserve a space for you people in my heart.

<3

Last day of the 2010

2010-12-31T13:41:00.002+08:00

You know what? I am actually glad that 2010 is ending. So many bad things, it's as if i offended someone. Then of course obviously i did, no enemies where's the fun?

Thank you for wishing me happy birthday.

:)

Seeya.

X' Mas

2010-12-25T02:40:00.002+08:00

(: Reached 7:00 at yadi's house? Pretty late... and i should have went earlier hahaha.

Still feeling dumb when i can't figure out that black magic thingy. Oh well at least i know the answer behind it now.

You know i saw this scene at the MRT. I told myself, i will want that to happen to me in 5 years time.

5 years.

Happy merry christmas. Go chill out have fun and make lots of snowman. Too bad we're in singapore.

~~

Shucks~

2010-12-17T13:15:00.002+08:00

Went cycling yesterday and now i have got 4 scars all over my body.

fersgrsrghirohbh.

Tsk.

Shutter Island

2010-12-08T10:51:00.003+08:00

Woah i am capable of posting. Apparently google locked me out of this account for no reason.

Blahh, nothing much going on these days anyway.

So 8 days after A level.

Immediatetly after A, we stayed over at yadi's place for 2 night. After that i visited lan shop one time with someone alone. Went out with some other secondary school mate. Wanted to go cycling but still have not gotten my chance.

PLAYED WOW AND RUSHED TO 80.

So...

Shit no life.

Truth or lies i like that. Go figure out yourself.

Seeya (:

Life is all about experience eh?

2010-10-10T02:14:00.007+08:00

I have nothing to say but you don't win it by running fast.

You win it by running slow.

Not snail-pace slow that is :(

I am going to hug buddha's leg and burn a thousand incense sticks.

Bias. Blaa.

I can't wait for year end to come but at the same time i am running out of time.

So much stuff to do, i wonder if i should just early enlist to resolve all these shit, most probably will try to calculate the timing first, don't wanna waste time when i come out from there as well eh.

So yeah, all these overseas trip, moscow.... What can i say, when yadi told me about it i said uhh don't need to consider cause i know KS would say no.

How about india?

No wait how about i follow my principle and stop leeching my parents money?

That's why buffet is my hero.

No i didn't spell wrong, it was intentional, what's life without food. What's food without brain.

Cheers.

You know why you know why

2010-09-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

You were special?

Diurnal surprises

2010-09-21T17:18:00.003+08:00

I am going off to run.

Other than those hot babes you get to see.

Most importantly you get to empty your brain.

Oh yeah my hot babes definition might be different from you.

(:

Grace hrmm

2010-09-20T00:29:00.002+08:00

2011 FIFA! I don't know but i think pes is about to give way to fifa this time round as it is going to lose out in any aspect.

Gameplay graphics and innovation.

For the first time i felt that soccer is not bullshit.

Yeah, and i figured out that i am actually a pro in penalty kick MUAHAHHAHAHA.

Uhh, okay so that's about all i suppose? Cause i have no life.

Please Don't assume that i have experience in it, seriously i am just as amatuar as you.

This place is about to close down. Have been thinking of changing domain, need some place where i can really write/type down everything without much unknown people to visit.

First i have to figure out how to transfer history over. Lol, yeah as if that will take long.

Cleared my tagbox of that disgusting bot and it is still coming back. Btw PS i didn't know bots have IP TOO.

BANN all of them.

Take care then. We are all here for a reason, you are here for a reason as well.

Baka

2010-09-14T21:58:00.003+08:00

Kao, shut up shut up shut up. How the heck did i even get the first part of sbq wrong...

Slide flow heave fall.

Translational slide-landslide rock slide
Rotational slide- slump

Flow-mud/earth/debris

Heave-soil creep solifluction

Fall-rockfall debrisfall

Interpretion of the english language have some problem i see. They said one for each i gave them 1 only. I was wondering how much rockfall can affect arid region... Bullshit.

Haiz have to just listen to yadi lo. As long as i know i know about it will do lo.

You stop spamming my Qbox now or i will bite you.

:/

2010-09-11T00:59:00.002+08:00

Emotes har?

No seriously, this is unbearable. This is torturous. This is...

Alone.

Kae-in

2010-09-07T10:00:00.003+08:00

So woke up an hour ago and i am wearing my chain-mail and polishing my sword.

Hope i don't get frag out there cause i am still using olden era technology...

Long ago i made a promise to someone and it didn't happen. Perhaps that's why i am afraid to even do the same thing again. They were true about it i suppose, no matter how much i wanted to deny that.

Haiz, just take care k.

Time was never on my side, always on the wrong timing.

Bionda

2010-09-06T21:19:00.003+08:00

Exhausted. Very.

Tunnel-vision and it's getting dark.

Luckily when i walked out from the library it rained. Someone who is feeling the same way as me i see.

In geo term then it was most probably just convectional rain...

Stupid geo.

Suck it in and take care (:

Smile

Rouououou

2010-09-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

Personal taste is ownage.

I am serious, the director is no bullshit and the actors are seasoned also.

Ok shhh, later andrew scold me. Also not to mention about going lan again during zhiquan's birthday. OK DON'T READ THIS ANDREW SUMARLI. For 3 years, and i finally touched custom games once again. Yes i led them to try out mafa TD insane mode with 3 person. Was hoping to complete it like i did 3 years ago. Euro-battle net haha.

Honestly, if i were to step out once again to express myself, things would definitely go awry again. So...

Take care.

Yes i have managed to learn the art of pretence. Yes no matter how much my character does not allow that to happen. I don't mind doing it if things will ultimately be better.

At least for others.

#1

2010-09-05T11:47:00.001+08:00

LJZ

2010-09-01T01:48:00.002+08:00

Anyway, happy teacher's day.

Nope, i didn't went back to secondary or primary school. Perhaps now i realise why miss ang never wanted to move on to other post. With her capability she would have been pretty far up there.

Salary isn't everything haha. Definitely is when the clique talks about it. Perhaps for our age-group i suppose. Monetary gains against some sort of ideal goal? Obviously the latter lose out.

What sort of goal...

Was reading some comments and i came across this sentence. '' being nice is great, but it isnt everything''.

Linked with the original topic i find it to be very true.

Oh well.

Take care (:

GRRRRR

2010-08-21T19:19:00.002+08:00

Kept telling myself to hang in there. Kept...

It is the truth that i burn-out. Zzz, never started and i burn-out. How the heck?

Don't know la, just hope that i can chill out and look at the blue sky.

Somehow, you are stuck in my head. Brrr, wonder if i should cut my hair soon. Most probably wait for andrew to come back then cut together.

If i can wait for that long haha. Last friday i was doing sit-ups in the gym and mr tam came in, and do his usual greeting method. LAWRENCE. Then i uhh hi mr tam (:

Stared and stares then he said why are you doing here? You should be at the library.

Of course i gave the excuse that balance is the key.

Then he give me the usual ''smile'' and continue staring at me while i am at some aweward position of semi-sit up. Then he move my fringe a bit and said to me in chinese.

Ni hen ying jun, wo xing shang ni.

LOL, I SAID HAA? BU YAO LA.

In other words i think he is like saying, YOUR HAIR IS LONG, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE HAOQI(yes most marist should have seen him these few days- he cut some mohawk then shave off because of his ct.) YOU better cut your hair.

Haha, okok shhh. Let me hide a bit longer please, thanks thanks.

Darkside.

(:

Takecare. Cheersss~

Mango

2010-08-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

It used to be underrated but now it is overrated. Who knows it can be that hard to tie shoelaces.

So how's life? Hang in there and it will all be smiles.

Cheers~

Hush, it's alright.

2010-08-09T18:20:00.003+08:00

Great, i just deleted it because it can't be seen by some people.

Anyway, just mentioning about my taste being different. No, she's not within the auntie age range.

Now i get why when my friends were discussing about some girls i will always be like... Is she even that special?

That is certainly a good thing when i am not into the mainstream group haha. However honestly i don't get why some people go for skinny petite girls. Unhealthy.

Not to mention about those who are super AA. That is unhealthy+disgusting. Come on, being silence will +9000 points i swear. You don't have to claim reward for everything you do yeah?

Reminded me about our cca's teachers mindset. OR rather those people who are eager to prove their worth.

Tell me now, DSA&APPEAL. Where the hell are the differences? No seriously, advocating for MOE and telling me yeah, You should just dsa/appeal. I promise you, i will certainly encourage my childrens to do that.

Keeping mum about such things doesn't mean that i have nothing to say alright. Totally have to make me rage and burst things out.

Yucks.

Happy National Day Singapore. No single state/nation of this size has ever survived for more than 100 years. I am pretty sure singapore will, the power of the little red dot (:

That character and aura is very memerizing. Aura, hrmmm aura.

Cheers~

Take care shall we? :D

Courtesy of eugene, now i truely believe that i have one of the largest collections of jokes/riddles. He provided this.

Which dog cannot see? Hehe. Answer is a type of fruit.

I lost count of the days.

2010-08-08T03:20:00.002+08:00

Yes, i did count the number of days. Stopped after i realised that i don't know you well at all.

Random.

SUP, it is like 3am in the morning. Still not falling asleep because i screwed up my nap in the afternoon. Basically we went for a wedding dinner, of someone whom i really know as well... Does not really matter since 90percent of the time that happens.

Oh nonono, not because i isolate myself or what, they are just different age-group from us and one thing i really dislike about is that THEY DO NOT FRIGGING APPEAR DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR.

Then 10 years later out of no where they appear and say, HEY SUP I AM GETTING MARRIED you got to come ok? So yeah of course my parents will give those idoits some face cause of their parents.

Appear as if nothing is feeling wrong, let me handle it. Things always work out the other way, i sense the vibe wrong and i just let it be. Doesn't have to be so does it?

OH YEAH, MY DAD WON SOME MONEY FROM 4D. It's like finally after 1 million year and my parents won some. He secretly bought it somemore lol, damn why didn't my mum do so. Anyway the amount we won is smaller than the hongbao we gave the bridgegroom. Oh well, take it as recoup or something haha.

Cheers, take care.

(:

Give me a spade

2010-08-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

Do i know you? ----> How about you? If i don't know you, that means that i know your friend's friends de friend.

I don't know but sorry i really really really do not have time to think about it anymore. It's either i die of stress, or i die of stress.

I wish you gave me strength. No? Nope? how about a little luck? Nope?

OK A LITTLE HOPE.

Please one small shimmering hope.

Is your name GOD?

Only if i do believe your name is GOD, or rather if i address you as GOD, will you assist me?

No matter what i will not fall that easily.

NEVERRRRR.

Love

2010-08-01T18:56:00.003+08:00

Hi there, life have indeed been acting like Nidoking using the skill trash. Some sort of rampage indeed.

Haha of course not, not that bad really when I still have time for movies.

Just not being normal since I have not produce some form of reaction on receiving that letter. So I guess nothing much is needed to be said. Yup, nothing's more important than A level.

I felt that I died a little inside there. Just lost that feeling. As if I am another person.

Anyway that chocolate was fattening, but boy I was hungry that day and it came in time. Kindda own you a lot of lunch I suppose. Better repay all kindness later nextlife time I have to pay back X1000000000.

Sorry if this post make no sense. All I ever wanted to say was

I Love

0931 <3

BLOOD

2010-07-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

So yeah Ns medical screening.

Pes A.

Don't give me a post that will increase the duration of NS or i will downrank myself. That's all i ask for.

Cheers~

Movies

2010-07-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

Only until now have i found the reason to watch movies.

INCEPTION.

NICE.

I am officially can't be bothered. Yup elohim was right, they are getting meanier. There's no incentive anymore.

Turn bad now!

If that's what you people want...

Why do liar exist?

2010-07-22T22:52:00.002+08:00

Just asking why am i one myself.

Shhh, It's time.

Nappa: Vegeta, what did you say his power level is?
Vegeta: (while crushing his scouter at the same time) It's over 9000! Raah!
Nappa: 9000?! There's no way that can be right! It can't!

I hate da vibe.

(:

Tick-tock

2010-07-22T20:07:00.001+08:00

Tic-tic-tic.

Don't think i don't know what's that look for.

Just feel like laughing.

Tiam

2010-07-22T00:05:00.004+08:00

White noise.

Anyway mid-years is officially over with the release of all the results today. What else can i say?

S still doesn't like my style and i am not concern about him marking me down or whatsoever. You don't get to choose the way i write.

Yes tho he still own me in mid-years just like how he did in block-test.

15
6
13
6

2 essays with 6 marks. What is this? I might as well go back to secondary school style and depend on my solid SBQ which you do not need to study and i got a high 15. Which is considered as quite high since everyone get like 11~? I am still deciding if i should even care about it anymore since i am going to use my chinese. Yes my senior confirmed with me that with A you can use it as a H1. That means i have 20 ranking points already. So i should just heckcare this and concentrate on gp i guess. However history is like a natural thing to me and i love it, no stress i suppose since i don't actually need the A from it.

Econs was... Ok essay and case study P2 was fine. Which i think mr bong missed out marking a whole 6 marks question of mine after some reflection on it today. I wonder if i had something to do with me not caring about the miscalculation of marks.

The paper had some miscalculation and i told Mr bong about it then decided to say nvm cause i need 2 marks to change grade and i only have 1/2. What'e point? However just now when i was waiting for noob andrew at MRT i saw that 1 Qns 6 marks had 3 ticks and no marks given.

Perhaps i might actually get my 2 marks.

Math can chi da bian.

Geo was uhhh, i can only say human geo saved my ass.

Gp? Chi da bian, i am never going to choose history/education/geography topics.

Mid-years? I can go chi da bian.

Bye. lol.

Come on

2010-07-20T20:02:00.003+08:00

Some form of bad headache. Very bad.

Haha, Mdm loke saw me today and she said i looked like i was on a starvation camp or something. Then i wonder if i was really thinning out fast because after that she said with shorter hair will match a smaller body.

Lol, i mean i know what is she trying to tell me haha. However i do feel that i am actually losing weight fast.

Thought that fire-drill will be on today, apparently not.

Love that smile.

And i don't get why you people will even think that i will be sad. Like seriously, JUST FRIENDS.

YOU KNOW WHAT IS FRIENDS?

Think too far.

Stress?

2010-07-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

Remember what mr quek showed us in the hall? Running on water?

To be honest, it's fake.

Go to youtube, type making of liquid mountaineering.

Gp was cowshit... I am going up and down. then down.

HOW I ENTERED NYJC

2010-07-13T23:37:00.005+08:00

YEAH OK INSPIRED BY CHAN KA CHING.

Ka shing i meant. Now don't whack my head first. My eye balls are full of veins and i am actually straining to complete this because i got inspired by your EPIC YJC story.

PRE-NYJC.

Seriously what's there to talk about except that lousy piece of shit crap dalibuulibauu O level result slip. LOOKING STRAIGHT AT THE SUBJECT THAT CAUSE ME to fail so badly off my target, the one and only one which i put in the most effort and scored almost A1 for 2 straight years in MSHS. Don't question MSHS ART department ok, i dare to say that it is one of the best in singapore.

I mean like what else is there to do? Except accept the fact that i got defeated because i planned wrongly and went to save the ass of my A math. 2 intensive week of revision of A math before O. Trust me i didn't touch any other subjects except A math. Humanities? What are those man seriously. History and SS those are like nothing when you got the skills and simple common sense which i don't know how the heck people don't get A1 for it.

Sitting down at the chess club area, beaver-andrew-kashing&me decided on what to do. Yes, i remember we stayed until 5 or something before deciding to move on. Sure, at those moments beaver and me were like zzz whatever la SAJC should be can le la. So i decided to just let it go and LET ALL THE CHAOS ROLL OUT. ALL THE FUN I MISSED OUT FOR LIKE 5 month maybe? Yeah Max 6 since secondary was like holiday to me every single day.

Screwed around for 2 whole months of plain holiday. If i do not remember wrongly, it should be 3. 3 frigging months of holiday, god i tell you anyone will go berserk. Like wth seriously what's there to do man.

On that very dreadful day of receiving the lousy sms from MOE about our posting. Why lousy? Cause other people received at 7-9 i received at about 1030. LOL, made me wonder why was mine taking so long. ANYWAY, that was the bullshitto part cause we didn't even end up in SAJC. BUT NYJC.

Tell me SAJC&NYJC, in what ways are they similar? NOTHING EXCEPT FOR THE LAST 2 LETTERS. SEE KS AT LEAST NYJC&YJC is much similar. Okokok, i meant text wise lol.

Called around to see who went who and all that stuff. Beaver decided to be some epic hero and got posted to CJC. Which i will not explain why he ended up there because it's like what andrew, hong xuan& me did in SEC2.

NYJC

I tell you. The first day was nothing like what state i am in now. I had 0 friends. Yes, the bone-chilling loneliness feeling. No more andrew and daily-routine. No more ''gay-buddies''. No more fun but serious learning stuff in school. That's fine because i know that life is just like that, you will never get eternal friends anyway.

Stood at the maingate for quite a while. Tell you it was nothing but laughters. Yes, cause i knew a lot of people from mshs. I stood outside for like 1 hour and i saw like at least 20 people i know already. Haha, i think the first few was chun kit jiaming kitchung dean all those laaa.

Then out of no where this fat chubby dude, AKA my sec-1 crazy mate and epic-buddy CHAYADI-KARIM appeared. It was like WTH dude, i seriously didn't even talk to chayadi much throughout sec 3-4 i think. At least not as much as in SEC1. We saw each other and was like WTH HAHAHAHA. And started some bullshit conversation which you people won't understand anyway.

Entered the school, teamed up with jiaming for the first few weeks cause both of us ticked the H2 chinese thingy LOL. What can i say? I tell you if i was to grudge about GEO causing me to screw up, how about let jiaming tell you about his?

6A1 and 1C5. BAD LUCK C5 combine humans was needed. There goes his NJC or whatever dream.

Jiaming was just as joke as he were in sec2. Except he long curbed his gaming habits and then his results were like epic-pro. So yeah we stayed in school everyday almost until 5.

Here goes the cutting in part where KS was about to come over to NYJC. Which will eventually complete the Marist clique we have for our 2 years. HE auditioned for Judo which beaver came along as well. Well all i can say was i said WTH outside the room because they were asking him to do some ninjas stuff. Uhh breakfall, push-up and all that stuff and i can tell you KS perhaps only did like 10 push-ups and he was like STUN.

Oh yeah, just for KS to know. When i was commenting on that, your dad was beside me and i didn't know. Yes he stared at me lol. Not sure if he was thinking the same as me or what.

Anyway, beaver was super-light class and NYJC got like X12 ton of them. Therefore he failed... which all i can say is that if beaver isn't allowed in here, so do many of NYJCians also. Based on aggregate score that is.

So yeah but KS MADE IT IN lol. What else can i say? Sec 4 partner plus Sec 1 bestfriend. Also which i got to know leon. Not to say that i didn't know him before but i think in the past we were just 2 people who just know that the other person always turn up at chayadi's house. Now we share secrets LOL.

So, there you go if you wonder why 4 of us always stick around in school.

Also i got to keep in contact with many great friends. Though i must say it was kindda a waste that jackson instead of jason got into NYJC. Cause i don't really know jackson but his twin brother was our good buddy lol.

Some long post. Come i summarized for you the last part.

After this period in NYJC. Sure indeed i maintained old friendships. However i made new ones. Wanted to type some names out which i do have a long list but i just don't want to leave out anyone so yeah. You guys know who you are.

Then again 4 years and finally back into a mixed school. It seem to me that JC and primary school mixed system is different. Back in primary i had so many friends who were girls and we communicate with each other so well. Yes, YOU GET TO PLAY CATCHING TOGETHER. Haha, here....?

I don't know maybe everyone is grown up or something. There seems to be a barrier which usually start off with the BF relationship thoughts. Like just ain't that simple.

However everything have got exception. OBVIOUSLY for this case as well. Which i am glad that it is. Just not to the extent back in primary school days i suppose.

So yeah, just for people who are curious. THE 2 bestfriends(guy&girl) i made in NYJC without prior knowing them before coming here are.

ELOHIM&someone you will never ever guess out. Perhaps even that person herself.

So why elohim? The only guy from SASS. LOL, yeah ask him about it. Some mistake which beaver made like what i explained above. You see guys from pure boys-school have identical thinking. Uhh or perhaps similar lol, can communicate la. Plus the environment we are residing in lol, speed things up faster because we get irritated by similar stuff haha.

So why someone? Cause she was the first girl i ever talked to after coming from a boy school. Indeed also the one who made me figured out that yeahhhhh, the old primary school feeling was still there. Not to say that there wasn't others who reminded me about it, now don't think far from here really, cause i know some nosy-parker will ask about.Serious business here, I meant true friendship.

Which of course i screwed it up. Have to say, by myself.

So there you go. My boring story of how i got to NYJC. Perhaps one day i will do a better memory recall. Which i do not have the strength to do so now.

OH YEAH, not to mention those people who helped me so much during the whole journey. HAHA, remember the OGLS were epic. Like seriously, jing-yu was so goddamn cool. Like seriously i wonder if your ogls will do this, like totally just talk about random stuff during the first week. She asked question like hey how come you no GF? Haha, random yeah? Quite fortunate that my OGLS were interactive which i know some will just stone and go on with normal procedures. Ours were like dynamic, going off-course like telling us the places and stuff of NYJC. Getting incentives for our OG group by their friendship with other OGLS.

Also some whose names i cannot mention here, stood with me and uhh aaa eee. You know this place ar hard to type stuff out la. So ya la, if you know me well which you should know who are you, thanks. Though i do get irritated sometimes. :P

Also for those whom i negliected because i was corrupted by this stupid thing only found in JC. If only i know some of you earlier, i would have been more uhh different. Then things wouldn't have been the way they are now.

Lastly i would like to thank andrew for listening to my bullshit for these 2 years. I mean seriously without the daily-routine i am about to go berserk. So many things i want to shout out but no one to turn to. Just can't trust some people. Which my intinct tell me i am correct.

So yeah, be strong and move on. Do not look back but just tell yourself if you are feeling like shit now, someone else is also feeling like shit. No matter what you won't be at the bottom-tier of the theory so why not just bear with it. Since other people can, why can't you?

Was reading the Wan-bao today at library today and i saw EDISON CHEN comment.

I no longer feel like a god but a normal person. Now there you go, i hope you don't have that thinking lol.

Cheers!

OH YES, I STILL HATE PEOPLE WHO SAY OTHER PEOPLE ARE GAY JUST LIKE THAT. Not if you learnt your mistake of judging people that is. See made me make an exception cause usually i will totally just label as NO1 ENEMY.

Hey

2010-07-13T21:55:00.003+08:00

Just wanted to say hi (:

Photo-taking was haha. Survey was HAHAHA. Chong laughed at my tie cause it was too short.

So even if i know that it might be hopeless for me. I would still lie to make it hopeful for other people.

Cheers~

Lost

2010-07-12T22:42:00.003+08:00

There other day i had a brief moment where everything seems so heavy. My heart went out to her, unfair that physical disability had to occur on her.

These few days was boring.

World cup is over. Chayadi asked me to go over his house to stay overnight for it but i decided to sleep at my house because of the outing i went with elohim-angeline-david& gabriel.

Kindda felt bad that angeline had to come lan with us, should have continued at the board game shop. Oh well, since life is short you should try everything once yeah? HAHA, ok la sorry~

Junyuan ask me go some WCG on sunday and in the end i ps him and the gang. Like WCG? Dota? What the... ... ...

Last but not least sorry but uhhh, just sorry if i was the one who made all these happen.

Oh yeah, and i have to pray that many people won't jump off the building because even though SPAIN WON. My dad said since they WON AT EXTRA TIME. HAHAHA, So yeah just laugh at those people who bet on spain WINNING. BUT not on SPAIN WIN WITH EXTRA TIME. THEY LOSE! Ok, i hate people who gamble or bet. That's fine go ahead to laugh at them.

The biggest winner is of course POOL.

Take care (:

Just to the straight point

2010-07-05T21:22:00.002+08:00

Talk so much bullshit. Might as well just say no. I mean seriously what save face for the other person. Save what shit just say la.

Opps, type so much for what i mean come on. I would still do the same thing.

Seriously, i jumped line for quite some time now. To be honest there's no such bullshit as building up or whatever. If it is a yes, it is a yes. I don't see the point of staying retarded and supporting the old school thinking.

Haha, oh well that's for people who are buying fish in the market. I am not a fisherman, neither do i like being one.

Now, i will rather still remain as 0. Then -1. HAHAHAHAHA.

Take care (:

IC U

2010-07-05T01:21:00.005+08:00

Hey hey heyyyy, i know what are you thinking!

Nah obviously not intensive care-unit.

I am tired.

Tired=sleep.

Bye.

BUT of course am i going to waste your time here? Haha, yes indeed because this place was never really intended to be read by anyone.

Just have to follow the trend i suppose.

Alright then WORLD CUP? WHAT WORLD CUP REALLY. I am talking about coach digging his own nose and eating that content...... Well yeah, if you are afraid of disgusting stuff, you may leave now.

http://www.nowpublic.com/strange/joachim-loew-germany-coach-caught-picking-his-nose-and-eating-it-2635140.html

Thanks andrew for this disgusting info...

Now don't ask me why for this news, because i am just so not going to go crazy over something which so many people are already doing so. That's why this came across my mind first.

Take care then (:

Thanks

2010-07-01T11:49:00.006+08:00

488 post. Yeah, certainly my very first time creating an online diary and went on for so long.

Today is 1th of July. Definitely a new start.

No matter what, thanks (:

Oh yeah, not to mention yesterday chayadi, leon, kashing and me spend one whole day bunked up inside chayadi's ''room''. Yeah dark dark room and sharing stories. More LIKE GOSSIP HAHAHA.

So uhh yeah. Friendship goes a long way, lets just hope that it will last a long long time.

That's what i told myself when i was still uber friend with hilary. Remember when i told you someday somewhere, you see i knew that we would just stop connecting each other when we move on. Just remember that my memory still exist, thinking about all those days we fooled around.

Why the sudden mentioning of him? Haha, cause the other day i wanted to call andrew and apparently i called 8133____ and turned up the other person sounded like hilary. I said andrew you free today? The other person replyed hello? Hello? Then i think when he heard my voice he said WTF. HAHA, yeah i guess sub-consiously i called up the wrong number.

Oh yes, i was using the mrt's payphone HAHA.

And yes that WTF, made me know that it is him haha.

So yeah, peace out and may all the friendships out there last a million years. Cause eternally does not sound all that great haha.

Take care and have fun.

Studying that is...

(: (: (: (: (: (: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Blue

2010-06-24T16:56:00.003+08:00

Haha, you felt your heart pumping faster?

Anyway, yesterday i was about to say why ask us when we don't have any experience. Talking about that someone have more experience than me, yeah but sort of in another direction.

If you feel like doing something, don't think twice, just do it (:

Someone asked me a question yesterday, i replyed with used to if i never remember wrongly.

Did i really used to?

Oh well, nothing in the past really matters, nothing in the future really matters.

All that matters is now, this very moment.

Cheers~

nocturne

2010-06-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

Lost, been staying up until late night.

You sure are someone.

Indeed.

Sunshine.

Pureeeee

2010-06-19T01:40:00.001+08:00

Perhaps too innocent.

Really throw that aside, today was good.

Really.

Please Please Please

2010-06-17T09:50:00.002+08:00

If i need to beg you, i will. If i need to do something, i will. Don't do this to me.

It is just unfair.

I promise i will take care of my health properly, no more abusing of it's non-existence healing factors.

Just give me the strength to hold on, i don't know... Don't give up on me, because i ain't gonna give up that easily. Versatile, that's the way we humans are. Smart intelligent animals that knows how to communicate and interact with one another. So i now communicate with the great one up there.

Don't rob me of this.

Posture, complexion, aura. Wonder how some people gets it. Jealous!

Haiz, don't know why i am back to my old-self.

): ): ): Perhaps it is bothering me too hard. Paranoic

bye.

GOTCHA

2010-06-16T12:34:00.002+08:00

Certainly certainly without a doubt long.

Haha, time for a hair cut like anytime soon. Decided not to return to pansy for this once cause andrew feel that she's only good at cutting short hair.

Must probably will turn out well.

Cheers, take care~

One big pig that is skinny

2010-06-15T00:38:00.009+08:00

Looking at guan wei's blog and i have half a mind to leech his text to my blog to serve as my memories of the geography trip. Oh well, i doubt i will ever forget about the times i spend there.

Now if you were to ask me what is there to see?

I will say kangeroooooooo. No serious, we spend like 3 days looking at them. I figured out something, look at them-three times bigger than us, 2 times as fast.

AND THEY ARE SCARE OF US. Haha, basically when everyone was holed up back at (the meeting place) Guan wei fiona duofu and me spend that 3 hours running around the place. 30metres limit, i bet we went more than like 300m away. You get this from the top of the hills of birrigai. Grr sd card reader having some problem so i shall just type this out first...

Erm, yeah so i bet most of the people didn't know that birrigai is not really that plain if you were to explore a bit more.

Blue mountains, i tell you that will certainly be a one off experience in my life. A moment of silence in the dark, located deep within the rainforest. What more can you demand really.

Bet those people on the bus did not know why were we late and breathing hard when we came back visiting sydney's opera house. Tried to freaking find the door because i wanted to actually step in there before. 10 minutes really ain't enough for me/us to enjoy the view/take pictures and perhaps find the door haha.

I mean come on, through out the trip i was debating whether if i should actually take pictures or just enjoy the views. Choose the latter because unless you have a uber DSLR camera, i just felt that it was insulting to the view itself.

Honestly, i might just write out every single thing i experienced throughout the trip itself. At least by the end of this week i suppose.

Just love the weather there.

Did i typed just?

Sorry i meant, DUPER SUPERDALIBABULIBA love the weather there.

Stupid Sd card still not working so i shall just post it another time.

This trip made me got to know more people better (0932), of course even more for 0931 if you know what am i talking about. Some people change, some for the worst. Haha, fiona i don't think you changed for the worst la.

Cheers!

Just so

2010-06-13T22:40:00.003+08:00

That i am maybe lazy to type it out anymore. Shall post up some pictures and that's it i guess. Ask me if you want (:

Don't know why but recently i seem to have problems interacting with people over the net.

Sms/Msn/Blog whatever.

Like just lazy to type it out.

Real life interaction is still the best.

The meeting place

2010-06-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

=ROCKS!

Haha, alright i am back! Unpacking all that stuff first before i enter into this virtual world.

Been really great to be offline for so long. (:

Good day

2010-06-04T11:38:00.004+08:00

Woke up to a sms saying he ends after 5 and if i wanted him to send me off.

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Thanks.

Anyway, might be going with elohim later to see if i needed some other stuff. Might be that is if my mum doesn't go crazy about me being crazy going out before the flight.

So i guess i shall be gone until next thursday. Nothing much to be said either. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing at all.

Alright ALRIGHT. When the time comes i will say, for now i guess i want to sit on a patch of soft greeny grass. With one big sun in front of me.

Oh yes and lots of wind blowing that is.

For 8 hours straight might be good, but judging by the astonishing increase in world's population, i doubt there will be such a place.

One day. One day i am pretty sure i will find that person.

Good day (:

Yuppu this is it.

2010-06-04T01:08:00.005+08:00

Or is it not? Haha, considered as yes la since it is 1.09 AM now.

So tomorrow at this time i will be on the plane, most probably reflecting about my life. What can i be possibly doing at this time, the day before the flight?

I suppose stalking someone on the blog would be good. Haha, you must be expecting some chio bu or something. Good day, i don't even visit other's blog much often, talk about stalking haha.

I am ''stalking'' someone who used to be an avid gamer in the past, well his code-name is BIG RED KITTY. For a hunter like me, i must emphasize BM hunter, i referred much to him in the past when Beast mastery tree was at it's peak. The 32 seconds of immunity where we basically rip every single other class apart.

That's not the main point.

I figured out that he actually had a weird method of typing his blog out. I remember vague somewhere last last year i read his blog and he uses an id inside the conversation. BRK being him and someone else known as BRAIN.

Haha, yes he is having a conversation text with his own brain on his blog. Anyway his blog's content are actually kindda useful and nice to read. Explaining the 1000 readers everyday for his personal blog duh.

Anyway at least now i know that NASA's worker do have a life as well.

Will you make me smile?

It's easy really...

Take care peeps.

Till then~