Everyone knows that i feel like using the f word. Especially with people taunting me to since they know my rules.
Why am i here? I am not sure as well. Maybe i was thinking about someone and i decided to come online to search for that person. But oh well, not even on my msn.
Some things are better not to be said.
曹格 寂寞先生.
To also answer the question about the class. 24 Geo lecture.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Wtf
Wednesday, thursday , friday.
Over at chayadi's house. Playing truth or dare now.
Current question is totally hilarious. 3 guys sticked together crapping around is ggfied. The father the mother and the son.
Promos in 6 days or so?
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Smoosh
26th september. Dark. Mood: Better than average
Average day. Finally i received my pocket money yesterday. Furthermore this month i have beaten andrew's pocket money. Yea finally my pocket money increases from 10 cent to 1 dollar a week. WOOHOO.
Eh, i think that's about all haha.
Last night i was awake till 3 talking to someone. How i hope i can have that kind of conversation everyday haha.
Average day. Finally i received my pocket money yesterday. Furthermore this month i have beaten andrew's pocket money. Yea finally my pocket money increases from 10 cent to 1 dollar a week. WOOHOO.
Eh, i think that's about all haha.
Last night i was awake till 3 talking to someone. How i hope i can have that kind of conversation everyday haha.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Mumbo
25 september Dark Mood: Average
Just got back home and apparently since i have not had the chance of writing the date in school, it seems like this thing is helping me. At least i know now it is 25th without looking at my watch. Pon pe today with smart-ass teck kiang encouraging me to do so. Wanted to go off for my haircut immediately after school but then i saw chun kit and tk around at the canteen. He asked me if i wanted to eat with them. So yeah i look at the clock and say why not.
Talk much with chun kit and teased tk along the way. Got to know timonthy more. At mac we did nothing much really. With 5 pointer there, you wouldn't even imagine he is anything but that kind of thinking you would have for such a smart person. I think that he is actually even weirder than. Yes carissa, someone is indeed weirder than me.
A day's journey should not be written in the afternoon. Not in the right mood.
I shall change back to my old way of writing since i personally felt that this style is freaking boring.
After promos i guess.
Edit:Posted at night time.
I just remembered about what i did in the morning after math tutorial. Recently i have been wondering if i should revert back to my old ways of giving black face and completly ignoring other people. You know putting your head down to think about stuff seems to give other people an impression that you are emo or you are weird.
Was teaching a trick to leon about how to make a star with a single hand in 1sec. He was like all smile when he managed to faster it. Then moving on talking about how he was more like adapt to doing things alone. Maybe his method is the way to go. Then again, it is not exactly possible is it? Since i can't basically ignore everyone in school. Like how the heck do you want me to look at dean from far away and ignore him. So habitual for me to wave to him. Almost like a natural reflex. Plus those sec1 memories of talking over the phone. Lol talking about this makes me remember that his house number is the only one i still remember up til now.
The easiest ever.
Just got back home and apparently since i have not had the chance of writing the date in school, it seems like this thing is helping me. At least i know now it is 25th without looking at my watch. Pon pe today with smart-ass teck kiang encouraging me to do so. Wanted to go off for my haircut immediately after school but then i saw chun kit and tk around at the canteen. He asked me if i wanted to eat with them. So yeah i look at the clock and say why not.
Talk much with chun kit and teased tk along the way. Got to know timonthy more. At mac we did nothing much really. With 5 pointer there, you wouldn't even imagine he is anything but that kind of thinking you would have for such a smart person. I think that he is actually even weirder than. Yes carissa, someone is indeed weirder than me.
A day's journey should not be written in the afternoon. Not in the right mood.
I shall change back to my old way of writing since i personally felt that this style is freaking boring.
After promos i guess.
Edit:Posted at night time.
I just remembered about what i did in the morning after math tutorial. Recently i have been wondering if i should revert back to my old ways of giving black face and completly ignoring other people. You know putting your head down to think about stuff seems to give other people an impression that you are emo or you are weird.
Was teaching a trick to leon about how to make a star with a single hand in 1sec. He was like all smile when he managed to faster it. Then moving on talking about how he was more like adapt to doing things alone. Maybe his method is the way to go. Then again, it is not exactly possible is it? Since i can't basically ignore everyone in school. Like how the heck do you want me to look at dean from far away and ignore him. So habitual for me to wave to him. Almost like a natural reflex. Plus those sec1 memories of talking over the phone. Lol talking about this makes me remember that his house number is the only one i still remember up til now.
The easiest ever.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Tenacity
24 september. Sunny. Mood: Tired slack.
Second day that i am back here. Currently watching a show which the director totally have that kind of thinking that i think all directors should have. Everyone die one after another and no happy ending.
I cannot remember since when did i started my way of looking at people. Remembering those old days where everyone was like so cheerful. Parents are apparently talking about signing of contract for the new tenants tomorrow. Mum just asked me if i wanted to go with them for a swim or whatever. Yea, to somewhere which i have only been to like 6 times? Sometimes i wish that they will not care so much about such things but i guess life is like this, who would not want to have a different kind of life?
Yadi did not come to school today, plus he tried to spread the virus to me like 2 days ago. Thankfully his virus was not strong enough, or more like he is thinking of mugging at home. Met with the same few people today. Mostly those who i will pass off with a wave. The old rules of closeness still applies here. Waving, sad to say. Uhh, yea....
Kashing spoke with me during geo lecture today. He said we should go to the front and sit. Well human mind are such delicate organs that they tend to think on the negative side. Brrr, yea if we were to do that i think many people will have lots to say. Well like i said before i don't really give a damn about what those people will think. If i can accept ian as a friend. Who else is there for me to be afraid of.
There seems to be so many things i would like to tell someone. Not as a friend i guess. Back to the tragic show then. Pessimistic point of view.
Oh ya, yesterday i went running and i saw someone.
Second day that i am back here. Currently watching a show which the director totally have that kind of thinking that i think all directors should have. Everyone die one after another and no happy ending.
I cannot remember since when did i started my way of looking at people. Remembering those old days where everyone was like so cheerful. Parents are apparently talking about signing of contract for the new tenants tomorrow. Mum just asked me if i wanted to go with them for a swim or whatever. Yea, to somewhere which i have only been to like 6 times? Sometimes i wish that they will not care so much about such things but i guess life is like this, who would not want to have a different kind of life?
Yadi did not come to school today, plus he tried to spread the virus to me like 2 days ago. Thankfully his virus was not strong enough, or more like he is thinking of mugging at home. Met with the same few people today. Mostly those who i will pass off with a wave. The old rules of closeness still applies here. Waving, sad to say. Uhh, yea....
Kashing spoke with me during geo lecture today. He said we should go to the front and sit. Well human mind are such delicate organs that they tend to think on the negative side. Brrr, yea if we were to do that i think many people will have lots to say. Well like i said before i don't really give a damn about what those people will think. If i can accept ian as a friend. Who else is there for me to be afraid of.
There seems to be so many things i would like to tell someone. Not as a friend i guess. Back to the tragic show then. Pessimistic point of view.
Oh ya, yesterday i went running and i saw someone.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Revolilution
Finally no one will be reading this.
23 september. Sunny. Feeling: Calm with somewhat anxiety.
You guys do not need to tell me stuff about other people that i don't know about. I mean seriously i can see. I wasted my time again... Dazing out into space. We got back 3 test results and guess what yes the results were really bad. Thinking about old stuff makes me feel inferior with my current state. Like what the heck have i really ended up in.
Confidences needs to be build up over time. O level started off all from mid-year chinese results where i was the only one in the class who have gotten A1. I mean just recalling that day itself and i will grin to myself in my heart. You cannot say that i am not excited about it.
Now? Nothing it is. Nothing ever and never be anything. My geography is totally screwed up now. 75 marks for 2years was all for nothing. That was something that i had not added in to my planning. If i knew it was going to be like this i would have went to pcme. Physic.... Chem.....
Mathematics can obviously go to hell or whatever, i don't hate math, it is just that i am lazy and i am more like the kind who likes to think. Thinking is my life.
Well i guess i shall stop acting like some idoit who only knows how to talk and no action.
I posted something else but i realised it was all a mistake. Nothing=Something. Obviously.
23 september. Sunny. Feeling: Calm with somewhat anxiety.
You guys do not need to tell me stuff about other people that i don't know about. I mean seriously i can see. I wasted my time again... Dazing out into space. We got back 3 test results and guess what yes the results were really bad. Thinking about old stuff makes me feel inferior with my current state. Like what the heck have i really ended up in.
Confidences needs to be build up over time. O level started off all from mid-year chinese results where i was the only one in the class who have gotten A1. I mean just recalling that day itself and i will grin to myself in my heart. You cannot say that i am not excited about it.
Now? Nothing it is. Nothing ever and never be anything. My geography is totally screwed up now. 75 marks for 2years was all for nothing. That was something that i had not added in to my planning. If i knew it was going to be like this i would have went to pcme. Physic.... Chem.....
Mathematics can obviously go to hell or whatever, i don't hate math, it is just that i am lazy and i am more like the kind who likes to think. Thinking is my life.
Well i guess i shall stop acting like some idoit who only knows how to talk and no action.
I posted something else but i realised it was all a mistake. Nothing=Something. Obviously.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Laughter
Just unhappy with my last post before promos. Decided to make one new one.
Bear with me for this post...
Anyway, today during history lesson i had a wonderful time writing a piece of chinese essay. I completely went into a trance mode and started spamming and spamming. Attracted some attention which i totally did not wanted. Nyjcians...tsk tsk don't pay attention during history lecture but looking around to kill time.
Kashing Chayadi and i had a wonderful time today... Not really special but there was a mini gathering. When we were approaching to the gym, yea we saw her again. Kashing sang spongebob song once again.... And ended off with a :WHERE'S SPONGEBOB? In a super cranky tone. You know what happened then.
Wanted to study with someone today and guess what... I got ps. Zzz. Worst thing is i felt so tired that i lie down on the sofa and went on with a super long afternoon nap.
School had been wasting lots of time. Wasting time with elohim talking about ''weird'' stuff. Listening to Angeline asking me with is bsm. Obviously i don't know what's that right>? Zhiquan you really shouldn't have said anything else to her. Minghong of course adding fuel to the fire. Beat around the bush and went back to pcc when we were talking to vanessa and carissa.
Don't get the wrong idea, pcc=peer circle of connection.
That's about all i guess, oh wait there's something else. Hmm, this thing at the bottom have only been told to certain people.
Ks if you want to know what it is, just remember what i told you in history lecture. I guess they will grow bored one day and stop. Grow up kids.
Where's leon? I heard he went to to some new idol. No more fedor? Give me that then.
Goodbye. Good luck for all your promos. Though i know i will die in math. Zzz.
Fedor.
Nah, lawrence i meant.
Bear with me for this post...
Anyway, today during history lesson i had a wonderful time writing a piece of chinese essay. I completely went into a trance mode and started spamming and spamming. Attracted some attention which i totally did not wanted. Nyjcians...tsk tsk don't pay attention during history lecture but looking around to kill time.
Kashing Chayadi and i had a wonderful time today... Not really special but there was a mini gathering. When we were approaching to the gym, yea we saw her again. Kashing sang spongebob song once again.... And ended off with a :WHERE'S SPONGEBOB? In a super cranky tone. You know what happened then.
Wanted to study with someone today and guess what... I got ps. Zzz. Worst thing is i felt so tired that i lie down on the sofa and went on with a super long afternoon nap.
School had been wasting lots of time. Wasting time with elohim talking about ''weird'' stuff. Listening to Angeline asking me with is bsm. Obviously i don't know what's that right>? Zhiquan you really shouldn't have said anything else to her. Minghong of course adding fuel to the fire. Beat around the bush and went back to pcc when we were talking to vanessa and carissa.
Don't get the wrong idea, pcc=peer circle of connection.
That's about all i guess, oh wait there's something else. Hmm, this thing at the bottom have only been told to certain people.
Ks if you want to know what it is, just remember what i told you in history lecture. I guess they will grow bored one day and stop. Grow up kids.
Where's leon? I heard he went to to some new idol. No more fedor? Give me that then.
Goodbye. Good luck for all your promos. Though i know i will die in math. Zzz.
Fedor.
Nah, lawrence i meant.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Flame
The flame to keep on coming back onto the network.
Tian xia wu fang cao. Wo hao xiang shi mi shi le fang xiang. Lai de ji ma?
Tian lei jiao cuo. Ke wo xin shi hen ping jing de. Ying wei wo kan qing shuo you shi qing. Bu shi yong yan jing qu kan.
Shi xin.
Tian xia wu fang cao. Wo hao xiang shi mi shi le fang xiang. Lai de ji ma?
Tian lei jiao cuo. Ke wo xin shi hen ping jing de. Ying wei wo kan qing shuo you shi qing. Bu shi yong yan jing qu kan.
Shi xin.
Wind
Rin told me everything.
Now i really feel like standing on one big patch of field. With the wind with me.
Now i really feel like standing on one big patch of field. With the wind with me.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Shorty
Hey shorty. Ok i got more fats, BUT I AM TALLER THAN YOU.
Muahaha, carissa since i promise not to touch com for a long time. This post shall remains here a super long time.
I AM TALLER THAN YOU.
Swollen eyes calming down. My affection for certain things have not.
^^. Good luck all. Say hi if you want. Talk to me if you want. Don't be put off by my frown.
Things i would like to say. You will understand if you are fated to.
Eyes
Ears
Intentional changing of words
Reverse psychology=Higher level of affection and care
Mind
Calm.
Muahaha, carissa since i promise not to touch com for a long time. This post shall remains here a super long time.
I AM TALLER THAN YOU.
Swollen eyes calming down. My affection for certain things have not.
^^. Good luck all. Say hi if you want. Talk to me if you want. Don't be put off by my frown.
Things i would like to say. You will understand if you are fated to.
Eyes
Ears
Intentional changing of words
Reverse psychology=Higher level of affection and care
Mind
Calm.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
There's a hero
My eyes are swollen up like hippo. I thought one night of sleep will be able to subsides it. Looks like i was wrong now my whole family knows about it.
Brrrr, but this certainly let me understand another logic. I shall never fall back into mistakes i made in the past.
There's a hero. In my heart.
Brrrr, but this certainly let me understand another logic. I shall never fall back into mistakes i made in the past.
There's a hero. In my heart.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Pukes
Shitty ntuc trying to imitate other producers. Please stop... Bread and now even wanton. Worst of all ntuc tries to fake consumers.
Like what the heck i remember buying cp wanton with my parents and it end up being NTUC WANTON SOUP. Wth, the packaging is the same.
The Quality is.... terrible like shit.
I wanted to comment on macdonald service today. Go try out the mega mcspicy. I got one word for you.
SUPERB.
:P.
Like what the heck i remember buying cp wanton with my parents and it end up being NTUC WANTON SOUP. Wth, the packaging is the same.
The Quality is.... terrible like shit.
I wanted to comment on macdonald service today. Go try out the mega mcspicy. I got one word for you.
SUPERB.
:P.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Habitual
What is my itchy finger doing back here again.
(Grab head and shake) EXAMS ARGHHH. What the heck am i doing here...
K an update on what i did recently. Mostly family and friends outings. I met up with a couple of secondary school friends.
However some of whom i can't. Always can't find the time.
Not to think that i still remember my primary school mate whom one of them is someone i stayed in connection until sec2.
You gave me wings so that i could fly. Wonder if those wings still works now.
You know today when i went out with my dad. He asked me for the date and month for the carpark coupon.
I was like thinking hmmm. 8 or 9? date? What the heck is the date?
Now you know what is jc life about.
(Grab head and shake) EXAMS ARGHHH. What the heck am i doing here...
K an update on what i did recently. Mostly family and friends outings. I met up with a couple of secondary school friends.
However some of whom i can't. Always can't find the time.
Not to think that i still remember my primary school mate whom one of them is someone i stayed in connection until sec2.
You gave me wings so that i could fly. Wonder if those wings still works now.
You know today when i went out with my dad. He asked me for the date and month for the carpark coupon.
I was like thinking hmmm. 8 or 9? date? What the heck is the date?
Now you know what is jc life about.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Googoogaga
Dissappointed with myself.
All that i can say.
...
Just god-damn tired. Constantly facing rubbish. Give me a break.
All that i can say.
...
Just god-damn tired. Constantly facing rubbish. Give me a break.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
xniJ
Hello, stop refreshing haha.
Things have been really weird for me. Post getting deleted is one of them. If you are still interested in what happen just visit carissa blog. Part of the details are there. Also there is another whole chunk of stuff before that but let that fall into the abyss.
Seriously if you think that you still interest me, you are totally wrong. Yes, guys that is the reason why i said stop asking. Cause of the statement above.
^^~!.
Things have been really weird for me. Post getting deleted is one of them. If you are still interested in what happen just visit carissa blog. Part of the details are there. Also there is another whole chunk of stuff before that but let that fall into the abyss.
Seriously if you think that you still interest me, you are totally wrong. Yes, guys that is the reason why i said stop asking. Cause of the statement above.
^^~!.
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