Just when i thought it was break time....

Nope, the time have not come yet. Friday will be my sister birthday and i am going to celebrate with my family, after which i have got a 35 class bbq session. Today then did i know that we had to bring an extra sets of clothes because we are going to be push into the pool......I have already got a super feeling that i will be the 1st one down.

That's fine with me.

Ok, later i am going to catch X men-origin. With my current 31 class...... Hope the show will be nice as the last 2 show i watched was horrible to the max. Dragonballz and race to witch mountain.

Today i saw again, but i just had to roll my eyes. I am not sure if i did, but i just moved off after seeing. Which was once again what i had not intented to do, but i am just really tired.----Most probably tired of staring at people.

Some people are just so obvious

Not gonna mention much about what are the obvious things.

Well, school went off just fine today. Finally my history homework is done. A H1 subject is really taking up most of my time. Now today i should be at Tpy Library. Well, i have decided that i have already torture myself so much. (Includes deciding not to go for any holiday trip for june.) Well i know that, that is a want not a need......

Back to the point, after the whole torture session i have decided to go out today after just receiving a msg from andrew.

So ya, time to say goodbye to studies for a few hours...... (p.s i think i did a bad job for my history HW) I multi-task during chinese lesson to finish my HW which i felt bad about it.

Troublesome me

I know that i am hard to please, but whats with the weather these few days.

There's a global warming problem going on out there i know, but the impact is getting more serious. I can feel it once i step out of my ''parents'' house.

Bear with me for this part, i just had to complain about the bus system. Freaking 153 took so long to come here. I waited 40 mins just for that bus to come. After a long tiring day in school, i had already used up my patience of the day and here you go making me piss. The waiting time was ok, but the weather made me go mad. I was like this guy who just went for a swim. Well, after the waiting my eyes was like boom, BIG!!! Staring at every single person i see.

This is just getting unbearable.

Not happy/sad

Yeah, i am neither happy or sad......

I still misses those days where i chiong work with KS and basically just bash through all obstacles.

Now, i just have to do it alone, but that's beside the point, cause i am not sad because of it also.

I was SOLO all along.

Have anyone ever experience the feeling of being solo? I am kindda sure most people will want to try to avoid that sort of feeling. It's not a taboo thing to me because i find it perfectly fine if i have to move on solo.

Today, the thing that caught my eyes, caught me again.... But its just that its only in the morning....Why is it that i just have to act against what i really wanted to do. Its just once again like i want to move left, heaven will ask me to move right.

Rant

Acer is seriously just crap. 4 months laptop crash once and some minor problems happening.... Should have listen to melvin. Now i know what did he mean by it is really crap.

Someone caught my eyes 1 week ago, now its more eye catching.
Wonder if it will be in a week. Or in a year.

We shall see.... :P

One moment of silence

Ok, today had really been a busy day for me...
I shall not go into details what happen, but i had to go out of the house by 12 and reach home by 10.

One moment of silence here for paT mother who passed away today.

Beaver, i know we had a deep emotion talk today for something that could have happen so sudden.I just felt that saturday is the day for me to throw in all emotional stuff to talk about.

Thats it.

Peace with the world is so simple

All i ever wanted was just that.....

If i managed to achieve it this year, i promise i will be at peace with the world.

May the ''peace be with you''. Did i mention math tuition went off just fine? At least that's one happy
thing
for
me.

All going not really like what i expected

The math tutorial is just a killer. The speed which we are doing now, i guess it will take like 3 weeks to clear up the old stuff..... All that not including the new stuff!!!!

I was so tired today that i practically just slept throught the gp lecture. Thought of not going in right at the start, but then the thought of the air-con... Yummy. Well today i was like ok, no more sleeping or whatsoever. Constantly reminding myself of the pact i made, well don't blame me. Sleeping at 1 the previous night and waking at 6am in the morning just makes me feel so tired. I am just trying to find time to sleep and assembly is a perfect opportunity. :P

And yeah i just really had to comment on minghong, ''sometimes things are not what we see''.

Uh yes, 100 percent true.....

Some people are just basically acting all the way and i must say they act really well too. But at least, the very least they do give some ''care'' about the acting part. Unlike some that doesn't really even care. I kudos them for their effort.

Then there's another type of person who thinks that he's basically the king of the world. Where he can just ask people to not do things he dislike while he himself can do it.

What can i really say?

Oh ya, did i mention not to even ask for advice when you can't even bear to listen to it. Well history shows that only emperor who listen to their advicer managed to go a long way. So if a king can do it, i don't see why some people cannot.

Now i have to even think twice about who to befriend.

Overall, i guess its fine for me now.... Just hope to catch up with stuff.

One last thing, i know its long but i just had to hit this in.
A little kindness goes a long way. Sure it does, cause i myself am indeed that kind of person who gives you a lot of kindness if you show me a slightest bit. Usually spotted from tiny puny actions.I think the kindness action of this week is cherie's hello. Well yeah, spotted her far talking to her friend so i wanted to say hi, but its just so far for my voice to reach there. Thanks for the far far far far far far far far far hello from you. Really just make my day worth it.

Toogoohoo

Ok, the title is random...I met the same problem as most other people does, the title name.

Whatever

Ok, next week is so gonna be like a war. Basically i am going to clear up 5 maths tutorial. Catch up with econs. Catch up with history. Catch up with geo. Catch up with pw.

So i guess, i shall just stop wasting time typing. Yes, i got to catch up on everything!

I doubt we will meet on schedule, but at the very least half of it should be clear...

Tomorrow will be another soloing day..... Doesn't really matter cause i was a solo guy all along.What's with the sudden talk on religion hilary. Cause i hope that he will give me ''more'' chance if he wants me to go to him.

All the matters

Well, basically its nothing much i guess... The one thing that really matters the most are the tiny actions. So vague and small that people tends to have the habit of ignoring it. Well yes indeed those action serve not much of a big purpose in the ultimate picture. However it's the one and only thing that we can see about others.

And yes, i can see those things easily.

O= Phew!

Just finish tuition.... Seriously i am still on a jetlag..... And i got a phobia for the math teacher to call me again........I am so gonna catch up.......To avoid embarrassing moments.

Die for all test of the week. Please help me!

Woah

Seriously wth? I thought that i was the most crazy guy in this world already...

Well, even if i were to write what happen today i bet most people will just feel that i am faking. So it doesn't really matter as only i know what happen. This has indeed change my opinion about the world and i know that all that thinking about things around me is true :D.

When will my heart be awaken again...haiz the policy really isn't complete without it.

Heaven, Stop fooling around with me~

Heaven, please stop fooling with me!!!!!!!!

Stop telling me to move left and then the correct direction for me was supposed to be right.

And yes, i cannot stop myself from being superficial. However what i can do is to stop myself from being superficial about other people.

Did i mention that i went to a church the first time in my life last week? Uh yes, i did...

Smile with a hidden agenda

lol, nope KS that person does not only does that to me i guess............

But we can never judge a person by its cover.

And i got no evidence.

KIM

No way, its not even possible. Ok, i cried today... in my dreams!



Well, the dream was related to my family. Thats why i cried. Never thought that could have happen. Yes, this goes to show that no matter how strong a guy appears on the outside, he will still have the weak inner self.

My little world

Tsk, whats with all that barking around my ear...

Please, talk something that will suits the tune in my ear....

This is directed to my sister.....

To hell with you......

When i want to make it good to you.....

You just had to ruin it......

Damn you and your mouth.....


Ok, done with that little crap, time for some update on recent activities.
Yesterday i had my 1st class outing with 0931. Well, not exactly everyone was there...Those that i wanted them to be there were not! Glory to the guys, all made it except minghong. The fact the our class is a girls domination class and that guys can make it, i don't see why the majority girls cannot come.Well the outing was at vivo. Met up with carissa, linwei and josiah at serangoon MRT before moving on to Vivo. Elo(h.i.m) joined us at DG. At vivo, we met up with the rest. Angeline, gabriel, clara, zhiquan, yeewen, david. Intended to watch fast and furious but every timeslot was like selling out fast. So we intended to eat 1st.

Proceed on to ramen ramen. Well, not really the best noodle i have ate, but the soup was really nice. Rich and delicious. With the whole scene of david eating others food, it really become unbearable with the whole dog thingy.Finally after finish eating, we decided not to watch movie already. So we went up to the ''sky roof''. That was really cool, i can't believe the feeling of looking at stars were so.... Fascinating. Well it sure is, and i decided that in future i hope that my house will have a sky roof or something :D. Well, thats about what i have done in 5 hours.

HaHaHaa

Seriously, today i had super duper great laugh ok! Mugging lesson has never been this fun yet.

Image seriously 100 percent gone at the Library already... I have already seen like a couple of people there many times already. I guess the next time i am already blacklisted in their mind as a crazy guy who laugh until he roll on the floor. Who cares, i am happy to be destress.

GP paper die already today.

I was wrong

Come to reflect on it, my secondary coach really help me a lot... He was indeed the best coach in singapore. He even took care of what i ate and discuss a lot of things with me. I Wasted all that teaching he gave me. I took it for granted.

If only time will go back, i would have really rather go for all the training.
I promise, i will never ever do such a thing ever again. I will treasure all that other people had put in for me.

Before i continue it, i know that words does not count at all, so i am gonna show it with action. Action that will prove that i was correct.I know that i can't reverse anything anymore now. At least i can keep this lesson in mind and move on, knowing that i will never make such a mistake again.

Random, But then i just had to add this in :D. This have been in my mind for really long... The whole orientation may be useless, but they have been revive by what one senior said.

It is not just you or me. Neither is it about our classes It is about the fact that we are all from NYJC.

Pss, go away..

Seriously we are in jc now.

Whats with the secondary shit.

Stop transfering some old stuff over.

Just let it stop. . .

Fitness

Seriously, i think that if i were to continue with this of diet, i will fall very soon. Currently i am 65kg. 1year ago, i was 8 kg lesser than andrew....now, we are the same weight.

1year ago, i could do 6-7 pull ups, now i cannot even do 1. Yes, not even 1. What kind of crap is this..... I am totally feeling downright pathetic now. All that push-up i did, all that arm wrestling challenge. ALL FOR NOTHING!!!

One week i get like 80-100 dollar for pocket money and by the end of one week, i can be down to like 2bucks in my wallet??? That's bullcrap, and in the end my mum asked if i need to increase my pocket money. I am like, what the, 80 is seriously a lot already. Today, i figured out the main problem of my heavy diet. ITs the pocket money i am getting. So from today onwards, i have decided to keep a portion of my pocket money. So i will not be able to spend like some mad idoit....